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       Re: Report card day
       By: neigh Date: September 2, 2017, 11:23 pm
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       "How do you know?"
       #Post#: 6406--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Report card day
       By: MS.China Date: September 2, 2017, 11:25 pm
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       Because I have lived long enough to you that you control your
       future
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       Re: Report card day
       By: neigh Date: September 2, 2017, 11:29 pm
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       "How old are you?" *wondering if she's lived longer then my dad,
       who I got my philosophy on life and future from, did*
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       Re: Report card day
       By: MS.China Date: September 2, 2017, 11:31 pm
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       Old enough Jackson dang why can't you ever just accept stuff I
       hate that you demand answers from me like it's not even what you
       say but it's how you say it like have to answer you or else
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       Re: Report card day
       By: neigh Date: September 2, 2017, 11:33 pm
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       "Well maybe you should accept the fact that I'm not going to
       believe your theory on futures over my own Dad's."
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       Re: Report card day
       By: MS.China Date: September 2, 2017, 11:36 pm
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       But when somebody trying to help you you don't even care and
       that drives me insane
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       Re: Report card day
       By: MS.China Date: September 3, 2017, 12:24 am
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       "Like I am really trying to help you and you shut every attempt
       I try down"
       Thoughts in my head~
       why do I even waste my breath talking to him?
       I don't even understand myself.
       *laughs*
       I must be crazy I must be fucking insane
       because here I am caring about somebody who don't give a shit
       about anything
       And I care more than anybody
       Yo I need to be on fucking medication or some shit because it's
       something seriously wrong with me
       Here I am thinking I can help these kids and I can't even get
       through to any of em
       Maybe I should just give these kids back to some foster care
       place and not have to worry about this
       But I was in foster care and I know how cruel and just not a
       good place for a kid to be in
       I give to these kids before I give to myself
       I truly love each of them but damn are they all gonna turn out
       to bE like Jackson? not giving a shit about themselves or they
       future or anything like oh my gosh I'm just the most terrible
       person in the world I guess.
       *pulls my self out of deep though completely forgetting the kids
       were even in the room then looks at Jackson in the nicest and
       calmest voice I can put together in this moment I say
       Jackson... maybe you don't really understand the importance of
       school and success and all that and that's fine I guess but
       while you live here it's a requirement for all kids to do their
       best. I'm not saying you have to be prefect
       but you do have to put forth effort and do your best.  While
       you are in my house you will do your best in school there's no
       way out of that you cannot get your way I don't care how many
       tantrums you throw or how many fits you have  you will not be
       able to weasel your way out of this.
       And I mean that from the bottom of my heart honestly I don't
       know if you've met me but let me re-introduce myself to you
       I am currently  The person who feeds you
       The person who make sure you have clothes
       The person  who cares about you
       The person who make sure you have every thing you need
       And I am the person that you WILL respect and that you will not
       step out of a child's place with
       I am simply tired of you demanding answers from me. now I have
       no problem explaining things to you but once I explain something
       please don't challenge my explanation
       if you have something to ask me please ask respectfully
       do not and I repeat this again you do NOT under any
       circumstance ever try to demand an answer from me.
       you can as respectfully ask, as a child should but you cannot
       make me answer your questions.
       See you feel Entitled  for me to answer your questions
       I don't have to answer anything honestly I do it because I have
       no problem answering questions for you but for you to make it
       seem like if I don't answer a question then somethings going to
       happen to me or  something just I don't even know but the way
       you ask me questions it's like you demanding it and I don't like
       that
       You need to find a better more respect full way to ask me
       questions and to try to understand things from me
       Jackson I am telling you I have a very mean side OK and you are
       really really pushing me to that side and you do not want me to
       go there
       you can ask my children OK
       please please please I am really really begging you I am
       honestly begging you to watch your attitude around me for the
       next few days OK
       I'm really really asking you I really need that favor from you
       because my head is not on straight  right now OK it's really not
       
       And please understand i'm not saying this to be mean I want you
       to understand that I'm not being mean right now
       I am just giving you a good fair warning please understand I'm
       not being mean I really want to get that through your head I am
       not being mean to you
       I am actually being very very nice right now. I am talking in a
       very calm manner a respectful manner just telling you how I'm
       feeling right now and how I feel that you're acting towards me
       it needs to stop OK that's all I'm going to say
       please take what I have just told you into a lot of
       consideration now this discussion is over I don't want to hear
       anything else about it I want you to meditate on what I said
       please analyze it carefully and we will go on about our day
       sometimes I just really have to speak how I am feeling so please
       don't take anything personal because if I never spoke how I feel
       I really would go crazy so please no I'm not being mean this is
       just how I feel at this moment OK so we're gonna leave it alone
       I'm going to go in my room and just chill out for a little bit
       and really try to calm my nerves.
       Looks at all the kids* guys you know how I put y'all in time out
       sometimes well ima go put myself in one for a little while my
       anger problem is starting to try to break free so I need to go
       calm down nobody knock on my door or any of that I'll be out
       later *goes to my room and slams my door*
       *walks of to my room
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       Re: Report card day
       By: ally Date: September 3, 2017, 9:39 am
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       Watches how my mom starts talking and automatically knows that
       tone of voice that means Jackson has almost pushed her too far
       so I decide to try to help him out a little*
       I look at Jackson
       "Hey Jackson um I hope you start to be more better around my mom
       she really is trying to be nice to you"
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       Re: Report card day
       By: neigh Date: September 3, 2017, 9:47 am
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       Jackson
       "No she's not. She's nice to other people, but never to me."
       Amber and Jenny
       *playing outside, ever since Ms. China saw Jackson's report card
       and Jenny suggest they go outside*
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       Re: Report card day
       By: ally Date: September 3, 2017, 9:50 am
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       Jackson she is trying to be nice to you she just don't like it
       when kids act like brats
       That's all if u stopped acting like that and stop thinking you
       can talk to her any kind of way you want then you would have a
       better life
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