(DIR) Return Create A Forum - Home --------------------------------------------------------- childlikemind (HTM) https://childlikemind.createaforum.com --------------------------------------------------------- ***************************************************** (DIR) Return to: School ***************************************************** #Post#: 6404-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: neigh Date: September 2, 2017, 11:23 pm --------------------------------------------------------- "How do you know?" #Post#: 6406-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: MS.China Date: September 2, 2017, 11:25 pm --------------------------------------------------------- Because I have lived long enough to you that you control your future #Post#: 6408-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: neigh Date: September 2, 2017, 11:29 pm --------------------------------------------------------- "How old are you?" *wondering if she's lived longer then my dad, who I got my philosophy on life and future from, did* #Post#: 6410-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: MS.China Date: September 2, 2017, 11:31 pm --------------------------------------------------------- Old enough Jackson dang why can't you ever just accept stuff I hate that you demand answers from me like it's not even what you say but it's how you say it like have to answer you or else #Post#: 6412-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: neigh Date: September 2, 2017, 11:33 pm --------------------------------------------------------- "Well maybe you should accept the fact that I'm not going to believe your theory on futures over my own Dad's." #Post#: 6413-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: MS.China Date: September 2, 2017, 11:36 pm --------------------------------------------------------- But when somebody trying to help you you don't even care and that drives me insane #Post#: 6415-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: MS.China Date: September 3, 2017, 12:24 am --------------------------------------------------------- "Like I am really trying to help you and you shut every attempt I try down" Thoughts in my head~ why do I even waste my breath talking to him? I don't even understand myself. *laughs* I must be crazy I must be fucking insane because here I am caring about somebody who don't give a shit about anything And I care more than anybody Yo I need to be on fucking medication or some shit because it's something seriously wrong with me Here I am thinking I can help these kids and I can't even get through to any of em Maybe I should just give these kids back to some foster care place and not have to worry about this But I was in foster care and I know how cruel and just not a good place for a kid to be in I give to these kids before I give to myself I truly love each of them but damn are they all gonna turn out to bE like Jackson? not giving a shit about themselves or they future or anything like oh my gosh I'm just the most terrible person in the world I guess. *pulls my self out of deep though completely forgetting the kids were even in the room then looks at Jackson in the nicest and calmest voice I can put together in this moment I say Jackson... maybe you don't really understand the importance of school and success and all that and that's fine I guess but while you live here it's a requirement for all kids to do their best. I'm not saying you have to be prefect but you do have to put forth effort and do your best. While you are in my house you will do your best in school there's no way out of that you cannot get your way I don't care how many tantrums you throw or how many fits you have you will not be able to weasel your way out of this. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart honestly I don't know if you've met me but let me re-introduce myself to you I am currently The person who feeds you The person who make sure you have clothes The person who cares about you The person who make sure you have every thing you need And I am the person that you WILL respect and that you will not step out of a child's place with I am simply tired of you demanding answers from me. now I have no problem explaining things to you but once I explain something please don't challenge my explanation if you have something to ask me please ask respectfully do not and I repeat this again you do NOT under any circumstance ever try to demand an answer from me. you can as respectfully ask, as a child should but you cannot make me answer your questions. See you feel Entitled for me to answer your questions I don't have to answer anything honestly I do it because I have no problem answering questions for you but for you to make it seem like if I don't answer a question then somethings going to happen to me or something just I don't even know but the way you ask me questions it's like you demanding it and I don't like that You need to find a better more respect full way to ask me questions and to try to understand things from me Jackson I am telling you I have a very mean side OK and you are really really pushing me to that side and you do not want me to go there you can ask my children OK please please please I am really really begging you I am honestly begging you to watch your attitude around me for the next few days OK I'm really really asking you I really need that favor from you because my head is not on straight right now OK it's really not And please understand i'm not saying this to be mean I want you to understand that I'm not being mean right now I am just giving you a good fair warning please understand I'm not being mean I really want to get that through your head I am not being mean to you I am actually being very very nice right now. I am talking in a very calm manner a respectful manner just telling you how I'm feeling right now and how I feel that you're acting towards me it needs to stop OK that's all I'm going to say please take what I have just told you into a lot of consideration now this discussion is over I don't want to hear anything else about it I want you to meditate on what I said please analyze it carefully and we will go on about our day sometimes I just really have to speak how I am feeling so please don't take anything personal because if I never spoke how I feel I really would go crazy so please no I'm not being mean this is just how I feel at this moment OK so we're gonna leave it alone I'm going to go in my room and just chill out for a little bit and really try to calm my nerves. Looks at all the kids* guys you know how I put y'all in time out sometimes well ima go put myself in one for a little while my anger problem is starting to try to break free so I need to go calm down nobody knock on my door or any of that I'll be out later *goes to my room and slams my door* *walks of to my room #Post#: 6422-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: ally Date: September 3, 2017, 9:39 am --------------------------------------------------------- Watches how my mom starts talking and automatically knows that tone of voice that means Jackson has almost pushed her too far so I decide to try to help him out a little* I look at Jackson "Hey Jackson um I hope you start to be more better around my mom she really is trying to be nice to you" #Post#: 6424-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: neigh Date: September 3, 2017, 9:47 am --------------------------------------------------------- Jackson "No she's not. She's nice to other people, but never to me." Amber and Jenny *playing outside, ever since Ms. China saw Jackson's report card and Jenny suggest they go outside* #Post#: 6427-------------------------------------------------- Re: Report card day By: ally Date: September 3, 2017, 9:50 am --------------------------------------------------------- Jackson she is trying to be nice to you she just don't like it when kids act like brats That's all if u stopped acting like that and stop thinking you can talk to her any kind of way you want then you would have a better life ***************************************************** (DIR) Previous Page (DIR) Next Page