(DIR) Return Create A Forum - Home --------------------------------------------------------- Legacy Net (HTM) https://legacynetnet.createaforum.com --------------------------------------------------------- ***************************************************** (DIR) Return to: Lifestyle ***************************************************** #Post#: 79-------------------------------------------------- i feel awful...*sigh* By: Sephieroth Date: March 24, 2016, 2:10 pm --------------------------------------------------------- @realperson....i hope you forgive my misconduct towards you, because i feel awful about it right now. i hope you dont take it personally, because i've literally done the same thing to friends and relatives....and i felt horrible then, too. its my lifelong struggle: controlling my emotions. i havent just lashed out at you; i've done it to many people. and of course, felt bad in the end. i wont be surprised if either say or think that i make myself miserable. i can understand why you would think that. or why anyone else would. when my dad was around, i had run-ins with him, too (a bit too many, i feel). again, the same result: regret. for me, this is literally an endless battle. and i know its gonna be like that my whole life....im just stuck like this. *sigh* #Post#: 80-------------------------------------------------- Re: i feel awful...*sigh* By: Sephieroth Date: March 24, 2016, 2:26 pm --------------------------------------------------------- and i really, really wish i could start over...but i know im just gonna lose it again...*sigh* omg man.... i'll never escape this problem.... *****************************************************