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all i want....*sigh*
By: Sephieroth Date: March 24, 2016, 8:12 pm
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so, im just one of those unlucky girls who is literally without
a lover. i had my heart shattered like glass today; and that was
bad enough on its own. i literally spent 2 fuckin hours, in my
bed, crying the whole time nonstop! thats literally ALL i was
doing. i've got enough hell in my life; i dont need more. well,
letting go of my fury over that....i'll move on. i dont wanna
drive everyone nuts.
all i've ever really wanted, more than anything in the
world...is for someone to love me. boy or girl; idc... not
anymore. and my neighbors are too wild and crazy for me to even
think about them. so thats out of bounds. i honestly feel like
im out of options here. im serious. i just dont see any other
options. and the boys in my high school were too afraid of me.
i feel like my options are reduced to zero. i just dont see any
other possibilities. there are times where i just break down and
cry because of how desperate i am. so, until i get my
lovie....im never gonna be completely happy. i feel like im
damned into this forever....i mean it...*sniff* its just no
use... no matter what i do... *sniff* im actually really crying
as i write this...
#Post#: 171--------------------------------------------------
Re: all i want....*sigh*
By: TotallyNotEvelynHuehuehue Date: April 11, 2016, 7:33 am
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Didn't you already say that you have a husband who's rich as
hell and goes on luxury cruises with you? :o OH WAIT, THAT WAS A
BIG FAT LIE AND HE DOESN'T EXIST! :-X
Anyway, stop being so frigging depressed, look at the bright
side, think positive, guuurl >.<)/ Don't bug us on and on about
your messed up problems or crappy life. Instead, solve them
yourself or either talk to someone else who's not on the
Internet :-\
.
So stop being such a depressed freak who's literally only
telling us about your own problems only to get attention -_-
#Post#: 172--------------------------------------------------
Re: all i want....*sigh*
By: RealPersonSRSLY Date: April 11, 2016, 7:38 am
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Agreed so friggin much.
Also, I'm back
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Re: all i want....*sigh*
By: Sephieroth Date: April 11, 2016, 8:08 pm
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sorry for that... >_< i wasnt trying to drive everybody nuts.
just a force of habit, thats all. anyways though im fine at the
present time (for now, anyways....its all kinds of chaos here on
weekends because my sister brings her kids here then and i get
stuck with them A LOT). mostly a noise issue, though. example:
her daughter wakes up at like 6-7am, crying and throwing a hissy
fit just cuz she woke up (and she's 5 years old now, soon to be
going on 6....this is my opinion, but i think she's getting a
bit old for that. idc, think whatever you want. this is just my
view on the matter), and that always wakes me up as well. and
whenever i invite my best friends for an overnight stay (at
times when my sister is also here with her kids), this also
wakes them up, as well. they are a lot like me, in that they
have very minimal patience. we arent very different from each
other interest and personality wise, so we get along very well.
i have complained to my sister about this, and without really
getting up on her about it, and she always tells me "she's still
young". and instead of arguing (which ive learned is completely
meaningless and a waste of time), i just go back to my room and
either try to go back to sleep, or if i cant, then i just pick
up my wii u gamepad or my new 3ds xl and play whatever, just
staying up for the remainder of the day, or when i know its not
too noisy in the background for me to go back to sleep. ive just
decided that its her (my sister's) problem and its just
completely meaningless to make it mine, especially since its not
my job to worry about it (with the exception of babysitting, of
course), and its not my responsibility.
over the past month or two, ive began to change a bit, taking
that same approach to all kinds of different scenarios: if its
not my problem, or not my responsibility, its completely
meaningless worrying over such. i mean, really, though: whats
the point in worrying about something you've got no part of?
thats the approach im beginning to take towards a lot of things
now, and ive preached the same thing to my best friends, as
well, and they seem to agree with me on such terms.
im just sharing my current beliefs; im in no way at all
attempting to force my thoughts on anyone here, nor am i
intending any kind of offense; this is just who im becoming now.
nothing more.
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