Awful
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note: this is just an attempt of me breaking writers block by writing purposfully bad text

I really do not know what to write about, it is like every idea is awful. There is no point to anything, all the text seems the same.

I mean one could put discussion section to discuss something, but still nobody will read this, as there are better things to do in life.

Examples of better things to do:

- eat carrots
- eat 2 carrots
- eat 3 carrots
- play Deus Ex (2000)
- buy a bike
- cycle
- sleep
- watch youtube videos for 9 hours

As can we see, there is a plenty of better things to do than to read phlogposts.

Yes, I will not post it on HTML, nor will I ever use HTML to express myself.

Too much work with HTML, it breaks all the time, and trying to learn =a framework= is just a complete waste of time.

I will not speak how much pain goes for creating a framwork.

Oh, I will just flop ideas all the time.

Society sucks so profoudnly that the best resolution is to get a donkey and ettle your lifestyle around having a donkey. Will become stone age master in no time. Donkeys are very cool.
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pic 1: example image of a donkey

referencing pic 1 we can see lots of capabilities of a donkey:

- 4 legs
- big head
- fast
- brrrr

god i am so profoundly uninspired
    uninspired
        uninspired

like i read books not gotta lie, like, quite a lot actually, but also from too many topics and it just does not go anywhere
    somewhere

i mean what would i be even supposed to pretend to write about

AI? for real? allarguments for that habve been done and discussed

wow unqiue perspective of it not being a thing

nothing is really a thing, nothing is really a real thing to be given, we just look and watch at stuff and pretend it is a thing

when it truly is not and won;t be

i got banned from a post aggregator from posting the wrong stuff...

## futility

i mean this is all exercise in futility, there is no benefit to working too much, of trying to make a text that is good...

there is one guy who donated to my blog, i wonder what he is doing now...

minestrone

i often aimed at producing long paragraphs, as if a long paragraph were a sign of good text

a long paragraph is a sign of ability to wrong long paragraphs

dzzziuybsuuuu

at least i sleep well

i wish i could write well, to speak well, and do well, 

ive run a private blog for my private thoughts, it turned out it had 0 readers

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pic 2: example image of a duck

i really do not know what is my puropse here. i have an alright job and things to do but mostly i enjoy sleeping

maybe i am just a

big sleeper

## awakeness

deeee beee dooo dooo dum

drum fum rum teem

this is very tiring...

I WISH I COULD WRITE STUFF THAT IS YOU KNOW... _GOOD_

THAT COULD SHOW SOME TRUTH ABOUT HUMAN EXPERIENCE

BUT THERE IS NOTHING IN WHICH I CAN FIND THAT

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JUST TEXT

JUST WORDS

nerp

NOT EVEN WORD DOCUMENTS

I REALLY TRRY TO COME UP WITH SOME IDEA

BUT IT ALWAYS FEELS INAUTHENTIC

WHY WOULD IT FEEL AUTHENTIC

where is my inpsiration

i mean there is infinite amout of texts to access on annas-archive.org

not truly infinite
    but humanely infinite
        to be read
 or not

I just beat my drum - creeper from tes3 morrowind

i mostly enjoy sleeping

### saying

i think the best philosophy for life is just to accept and be

the rest is just extra fluff

i mean you will suffer sometime

sometime you won't

sometimes you will get vertigo

sometimes you won't

sometimes we all won't

we won't