[HN Gopher] Emotional resilience and burnout in leadership ___________________________________________________________________ Emotional resilience and burnout in leadership Author : jonnymiller Score : 122 points Date : 2020-08-24 15:26 UTC (7 hours ago) (HTM) web link (docs.google.com) (TXT) w3m dump (docs.google.com) | lemonlizzie wrote: | good read! | Whitespace wrote: | Here's a handy link to the PDF, which is easier on the eyes than | google docs: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KaPv- | yVxjLb8b4WlF0nsAA5b6ft... | | This was a phenomenal read and led me to ask my own question: | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=24265697 | bistro17 wrote: | cold showers - recommend Wimhoff | davesque wrote: | While I see that this research is aimed at leadership positions | and this must surely be a problem, I feel obligated to point out | that the issue of burnout could be an _even worse_ problem in | non-leadership positions. | | It seems that a lot of the suggested solutions (take time off, be | more honest about your emotions, etc.) are necessarily things | that are difficult to do for people who are not in management | positions. Requesting long blocks of time off or being | forthcoming about your emotions are easily things that can be | used against you in employee reviews and other similar | situations. | | In cases of _severe_ burnout, the situation is more dire since | people earning a lower salary might simply not be able to step | back from work to take a year off, for example (something that | was suggested by another poster here). | Aqua wrote: | While I understand the intention to highlight the other side of | the problem, all these issues are significantly more severe for | people in leadership positions. | | I can't imagine taking more than 2 weeks off from work. These | solutions aren't really solutions unless the person in question | decides to quit their job. There is no snowballs chance in hell | that a company will tolerate absence of their management staff | that is longer than 4 weeks. A replacement or substituion would | be required fairly soon. | | Being open about one's emotion in a leadership position is a | ridiculous advice, it's obvious that the authors have no idea | what they're recommending. | outworlder wrote: | > There is no snowballs chance in hell that a company will | tolerate absence of their management staff that is longer | than 4 weeks | | That's a very US-centric view. | | In some countries, people get 4 weeks vacations yearly, and | can take them all in one block. Yes. A full month outside | work. Fully outside, not this "I'm away but will be available | by mail" BS. | | If this is expected, companies will plan for it and will | survive just fine. Normalizing the non-stop grind should not | be acceptable. | alxlaz wrote: | > There is no snowballs chance in hell that a company will | tolerate absence of their management staff that is longer | than 4 weeks. | | I've worked in places where, at any given time, at least one | something-something manager was on a one- _year_ sabbatical. | One of them literally requested it -- and got it -- in order | to spend more time with their daughter, who was going to | college the following year, since that was their last chance | to spend quality time with her for a few years. Lots of | people in a non-management positions have trouble attending | their kids ' graduation ceremonies if they're out of state -- | getting a whole year off to see them off to college is pretty | much science fiction. | | Yes, they generally didn't leave smack in the middle of a | project, but there's a lot of no man's land in-between | projects. | | I don't understand how any of this is surprising. Justifiably | or not, benefits and perks are clustered around leadership | positions, that's literally one of the reasons why people are | seeking them. | | Plus, in many large companies, it can easily take 6-12 months | to recruit someone for a leadership position. Granting three- | month vacations to the people you already have is a really | good idea. | hammock wrote: | Manager? How high up were they? | alxlaz wrote: | Way closer to a junior dev than a C-level position ;-). | | Edit: one-year sabbaticals aside, which aren't that | common outside large companies, longer vacations are | normal simply because extra paid vacation days are a | standard benefit you get with a promotion. | waynesonfire wrote: | of course! however, this demographic most likely doesn't have | as much disposable income and thus is not the target audience | of the authors coaching program. | LeonW wrote: | I wish every leader gets access to these frameworks and | takeaways. The #1 issue I face with every single client I've | worked with over the years as an executive coach is exactly what | they are pointing out here: that dealing with our emotions and | inner worlds is the biggest challenge of all. Learning to deal | with that has the highest ROI on both success and | fulfillment/happiness compared to any other activity for a leader | imo. | jonnymiller wrote: | Thanks Leo, we have you to thank for introducing us to the | concept of 'emotional debt'. I totally agree that for the | majority of us, navigating the inner-world + increasing self- | awareness has an absurdly high ROI on success/fulfillment. | | What I also find fascinating is how running a company or | leading a team appear to be an incredibly efficient vehicle for | surfacing one's own sh*t--and once this new perspective is | adopted--it becomes more potent than any self-help program out | there for one's own personal growth. | alexanderdou wrote: | I'm very early in my career, but I've noticed that being able | to sense, reflect on, and grapple with one's emotions to be so | lacking at work. | | It's also been one of the biggest invisible skills in my own | career: it helps me navigate disagreements | with colleagues by "getting us on the same side of the problem, | rather than on opposite sides"; it helps me avoid self- | sabotage by creating narratives in my head and falling into the | cognitive distortions of mind reading and fortune telling that | I know I'm particularly prone to; it helps me interface | with customers and graciously accept feedback, even if it's not | delivered in the kindest way | | But nobody teaches it. It was never in a training. I never | learned it in school. It's almost like nobody knows it exists! | | Anyway, btw, thanks for your work. I recently signed up for | your newsletter and it's been really wonderful. I really enjoy | the kindness you bring to your writing. | KennyHanson wrote: | This is really insightful, thanks for sharing. | | I've had my own challenges with burnout. It's why I ended up | leaving the corporate world. I've been working on a startup for | about a year and while I feel a lot better, I have noticed that | I'm not taking any time off. I fortunately have a good group of | coaches & mentors around me now that are looking out for me, | which has been life saving. I will definitely dive deeper into | the report and use some of these tools to build resilience for | myself and my team. | haswell wrote: | As someone who has just started a 4 week break spurred on by a | burnout-induced breakdown at work, this is very timely. I do | wonder if it's reasonable to think that 4 weeks is enough. | | I've struggled with mental health issues for most of my life due | to complex developmental trauma during childhood, and in 2020, | I've found that it's very difficult to tell the difference | between work burnout, residual issues due to my trauma history, | impact of world events, etc. | | One thing I do know for sure: research like this is so | encouraging. Normalizing the conversation about mental health is | so important. | zackmorris wrote: | Ya I had burnout so bad 2 years ago that it cost me my job. | Your comment about burnout spanning multiple causes and | contexts resonates with me. I reached a point where everything | felt like work (even recreation), and the news on my social | media feed in these times just dragged me down further. Just to | warn you, 4 weeks will probably not be enough time to climb out | of burnout (it took me more like 6 months), but you can | certainly hone your coping skills enough to have a healthy | strategy in place going forward. Here's what worked for me: | | * Finding and treating health problems you might not have known | about (ADHD, sleep apnea, IBS, hypothyroidism from low iodine, | low serotonin due to age or not eating enough meat/tryptophan) | | * Using positive self-talk (see cognitive behavioral therapy or | CBT) | | * Separating planning from execution (keeping temporary todo | lists and using https://www.depression-chat-rooms.org for | tasking sessions with others) | | * Eliminating technical debt outside of work (picking the low- | hanging fruit of cleaning up your surroundings, your finances | and your relationships) | | My working theory right now for how burnout works is that it's | about a rift between your subconscious and conscious mind. In | my case, I had come to rely upon my subconscious to do most of | the heavy lifting. So I'd think about a problem and sleep on | it, then write the code that came to me in the morning. I took | being a lazy programmer to the absolute limit and avoided | consciously working through the crux of problems. Basically I | mistook going with the flow for being in the zone. | | My struggles started when my ADHD issues (which I thought I | kicked as a teen) crept up and when I lost interest in my work, | my subconscious mind refused to solve problems it wasn't | passionate about. I found that tasks that previously happened | through muscle memory had to be done by my conscious mind. So I | started noticing every single little step. Not just brushing my | teeth, but opening the drawer, getting out the toothbrush, | opening the toothpaste, squeezing it out, and so on. Working | through a day in my home life became almost insurmountable as I | was faced with 10,000 grueling steps. | | Anyway, that was the year before COVID-19. I survived on my | savings and by donating plasma. Luckily I met someone who hired | me to do handyman work, and the physical labor was a godsend | since I haven't been able to go to the gym. | | My health began recovering around Thanksgiving of last year, | and I would say I was 85% recovered by around May. The last few | months have been great, and I've been able to start programming | again in recent weeks. Thankfully the brain circuits that had | shut down have reawakened so I don't have to relearn how to | code. My mood has risen from a 2-4 out of 10 last year, to a | consistent 7-9 the last few months, without medication. When I | start slipping down the road towards negative self-talk and | darkness, I take time to breathe, slow down, and ask if I'm | respecting myself in the situation. I've learned that a big | part of my burnout was bad communication and spending too much | time dwelling on other people's expectations and my own past | mistakes. | | Hope this helps someone. | haswell wrote: | Just wanted to thank you for sharing details about your | personal experience. | | > _So I started noticing every single little step. Not just | brushing my teeth, but opening the drawer, getting out the | toothbrush, opening the toothpaste, squeezing it out, and so | on. Working through a day in my home life became almost | insurmountable as I was faced with 10,000 grueling steps._ | | This really resonated with me. The 10,000 grueling steps | thing hits close to home. | | My difficulty dealing with such mundane things - things that | I told myself should be trivial for a "functioning adult" | (some negative self-judgement, but that's another topic) - | was a big part of my realization that I had to take more | active steps to address the issue. | | It's really great to hear things are looking up. | pmiller2 wrote: | Hey, I've gone through a very similar situation recently, and | my history is similar to what you describe here, as well. My | email is in my profile, and I'd love to chat with you about it | -- just put something in the subject to identify that you're | haswell@HN. | haswell wrote: | Thank you for the reply and offer to chat! I'm also very | interested in chatting about this and I sent an email. | x87678r wrote: | If you are recovering from burnout wtf are you reading HN? Take | a break already. | vadansky wrote: | One thing that bothers me, is that research (as skeptical as I | am of social sciences right now) seems to suggest that "ego | resources" don't exist. However burn out does exist. | | Therefore it's hard to reconcile and find a balance between "I | can push myself a little more, I'm just unmotivated" and "I | need to switch off right now or I'll burn out" | jonnymiller wrote: | There is a delicate balance between what the author of Reboot | Jerry Colonna describes as 'Foolish Grit' vs. 'Healthy Drive | + Ambition'. In my own experience I find it helpful to | enquire into the underlying motivations for the work. | | i.e am I driving myself from a place of fear? How does my | body feel when I begin working on this? What is the source of | the resistance? Whilst fear can certainly be a powerful | motivator in the short term, it is not a sustainable fuel | source. | malux85 wrote: | I have had burnout in the past, and I'm sorry to say 4 weeks is | likely not enough. | | For me it was about 1 year to recover. | | Sure I could have returned to work after a month or two, | because I would no longer have been "exhausted" physically, but | going straight back into it would have burnt off that top layer | of rest, and still revealed the ruined core within, to truly | heal it took a year, then my excitement for programming came | back, the excitement about not being able to sleep because | there's so much to enjoy, and the pure joy of creation | | I hate that it took a year to come back, being hyper | industrious this long period killed me. But I am grateful that | it came back. | | I appreciate not everyone has the financial ability to take a | year off. I didn't either, but I was lucky that I could adapt a | simple, frugal existence to survive. I support UBI or whatever | form of support anyone can give people who burnout because it's | real and it's painful. | | I wish you all the best in your recovery, and wrote this to | tell you there is light at the end of the tunnel | rhombocombus wrote: | I took 6 months off after a bad case of burnout and I think | you are spot on at 1 year. About 6 months after going back to | work (and clearing my plate of a lot of superfluous BS) I | finally felt like I was beginning to hit my stride again. It | was a big financial hit, but in the grand scheme of things it | would have been far worse on my long term career prospects | had I not taken that time away. Six months was, in my | opinion, the bare minimum for the kind of burnout I was | experiencing. | jonnymiller wrote: | Jonny (one of the report co-authors) here, thanks for sharing | this--I entirely agree that normalising this conversation | around mental health is essential, yet often requires courage | to do so, especially in a work context. Yet, as our research | illustrated, you are very much not alone in experiencing pre- | existing mental health challenges that were amplified by the | events of 2020. | | re: 'telling the difference between work burnout vs. residual | issues from a traumatic history', this is a nuanced topic but | from the perspective of your nervous system, there really isn't | a difference--the emotional debt (which could also be labelled | as 'micro-trauma') that accumulates doesn't neatly distinguish | between work + life as we have a tendency to do (the RED | framework in the report was our attempt to describe this | process in more detail). | | Taking an initial 4-week break is really important step--I | would encourage you not to commit (at this point) with a date | for when you will return but see how the coming weeks unfold. | It's also critical to seek help during the recovery process, | ideally from someone trained in a form of therapy that | addresses the body (Somatic Experiencing Therapy being a good | example). Did you notice the [Resilience | Wiki](http://resilient.wiki/) that we've started towards the | end of the report? Hopefully some of those resources are | useful. Also, please feel free to get in touch directly: | jonnymiller[at]mac.com | haswell wrote: | Thank you so much for the thoughtful reply. I had not noticed | the Resilience Wiki. This looks excellent, and I will be | exploring it thoroughly. | | > _I entirely agree that normalising this conversation around | mental health is essential, yet often requires courage to do | so, especially in a work context_ | | Broaching this topic and some of the reasons behind the | extended break were terrifying in the work context. I've | grown into a leadership role after many successful years with | the company, and the thought of "admitting" to my mental | health issues was daunting at first. Like it would somehow | undo my years of professional progress. I'm grateful that my | upper leadership was actually quite receptive, and others | have shared that they feel more empowered to address their | own issues when they see other people willing to share more | about their own struggles. | | But even with that, there's still incredible pressure to rise | above it and lead the product. | | I've been working with a trauma-aware therapist for a few | years now (amazingly helpful), and they provided input as I | planned the 4 week break. I do plan to explore some of these | topics more explicitly in upcoming sessions. | jonnymiller wrote: | > " _Like it would somehow undo my years of professional | progress. I 'm grateful that my upper leadership was | actually quite receptive, and others have shared that they | feel more empowered to address their own issues when they | see other people willing to share more about their own | struggles._" | | This is a powerful reflection. Vulnerability often feels | like weakness to us but looks like courage to others. IMO | real change is contingent on a deeper cultural shift that | begins with leaders like yourself being willing to step | into honest conversations about their inner + outer | struggles. | | And really great to hear that you have someone experienced | working with you to help navigate the coming weeks. Please | do reach out if you have curiosities or further questions | about any of the emotional regulation activities listed in | the wiki (or wish to contribute suggestions of your own). | comprev wrote: | I know a handful of people who needed time off to recover from | burnout - it ranged between 8 weeks to 2 years - depending on | if they could convince their Doctor to officially recognise it | for government support. | treeman79 wrote: | This is key. I was all but completely blind, in bed 18 hours | a day in extreme pain, recovering from stokes and various | clots. Doctor absolutely would not feel out any paperwork. | Claimed that was for specialist. Specialist all claim that | was a job for primary. | | Disability straight up laughed at me. | | Eventful worked through the worst of it, but wow, it's | shocking how bad doctors can be. | afpx wrote: | For me (who succumbed to some alcohol and amphetamine abuse to | keep working), it took 3 years, and I still get anxiety when I | code. But, I also have a history of trauma, so YMMV. | lighttower wrote: | There are 13 responses from Canada, but _89_ from Toronto. Did | the author intend to write _9_ ? | jonnymiller wrote: | The author did indeed (fixed) thanks for catching that (it | slipped by us & our proof-reader) ___________________________________________________________________ (page generated 2020-08-24 23:01 UTC)