[HN Gopher] After losing my savings as an indie hacker, I can't ... ___________________________________________________________________ After losing my savings as an indie hacker, I can't do it anymore. I quit. Author : ChanningAllen Score : 165 points Date : 2020-11-15 20:36 UTC (2 hours ago) (HTM) web link (www.indiehackers.com) (TXT) w3m dump (www.indiehackers.com) | vmception wrote: | > All the time I think people are going to hate me, tell me that | I am an idiot, a con maker, that my ideas are terrible, that I | suck. | | so..... what's the problem here? | | > And they did many times, and I can't handle that while making | $0. | | OOoooh. | | Yeah that makes sense. Better to sell shares of your SaaS company | at 40x revenue and let your customers and investors lob the con | man sentiment at you. Survivorship bias breeds this behavior :) | HeyLaughingBoy wrote: | I don't know that I'd agree that you lost a year of your life. | Rather, I think it took you a year to learn a valuable lesson and | to learn it relatively early in life. For most of us "tech | types," building stuff is the easy part. Telling other people | about it, about why they should use it, why it's better than the | other guys' -- that's the part we struggle with. You tried | something difficult and learned something valuable. I hope your | relationship survived/survives the experience, but remember that | life is itself a series of experiences. That's what I would take | away from this: it was a new experience, I learned something, and | I came out of it on the other side a wiser person. | blunte wrote: | Not that this helps the author, but some of the most successful | people failed many times before succeeding. In fact, those who | fail before becoming successful seem to be better able to repeat | success than those who win on the first try. | | There is a big element of luck in success, so multiple attempts | may be necessary even if funding is available. | ChrisMarshallNY wrote: | Steve Jobs did NeXt, which was considered a "failure." | | However, NeXtOS (and NeXtStep) became MacOS, then iOS, which is | the operating system for the iPhone; probably the most | successful product ever made. | | I empathize with the author, but it takes a lot to be an indie | hacker. I am not an indie hacker. I'm a software engineer that | is doing my own thing; with no thought of compensation. there's | no way that I could have done that when I was younger. | | I just love doing this stuff. I'm good at it, and I don't have | to prove anything to anyone; which is nice. | test1235 wrote: | I think it's important to note that each attempt is a gamble, | and not everyone can afford to keep losing. | allenu wrote: | This reminds me of the famous Keynes quote, "Markets can | remain irrational a lot longer than you and I can remain | solvent." | | Even if you have the greatest idea, you can't predict whether | people will even want to try your product. It's a numbers | game and a luck game. As we've seen with other posts about | successful solo projects, sometimes you get lucky and a | social media influencer boosts your product, but you can't | bank on it. | elmo2you wrote: | > I think it's important to note that each attempt is a | gamble, and not everyone can afford to keep losing. | | This is true, and pretty much always has been. It's also why, | despite much propaganda (some know it better by the name of | "The American Dream") and a few lucky exceptions, | entrepreneurship has mostly been an endeavor of the more | privileged, with access to enough funds to make several | mistakes (or sometimes multiple in parallel) before hitting a | jackpot. | | For some reason, this often appears a rather touchy subject, | if not a cultural taboo. In particularly in the USA, where | many apparently believe that taking a risk as an entrepreneur | should somehow result in success if you persevere. Some might | even feel almost entitled to it, or so it appears. Which is | rather odd, if you'd ever look at the statistics of failed | business. Not to mention the many crazy and often totally | unrealistic ideas some folks come up with. | | Maybe it's all just a product of (cultural) brainwashing, | ignorance, or just too much hope on a better live (or | desperation about the current one). | | EDIT: To be clear, I'm not saying that how the system works | is fair. As a personal opinion, on the contrary. But | complaining about how things didn't work out as you | believed/hoped they should have, is like being angry at a | bull for attacking you while being a vegetarian. Neither bull | nor the system care. | crispyporkbites wrote: | This is the side project in question: http://nomadmail.io/ | radicalriddler wrote: | His landing page has a number of grammar issues. | | > nomadmail is made for normal people: writers, authors, | content creators. People who want to write newsletters to | another people. | | If he wanted to have another shot, that's an easy problem to | solve to get the ball rolling. Run your copy through a service | like "Grammarly" or hemingway, and get it fixed. | elmo2you wrote: | Without any intention to sound overly harsh, I sincerely | doubt that better grammar could make the project a success. | | For me this is one of those (typical) examples, of a rather | (too) generic tool, solving a problem that is already being | successfully solved by a number of other (free) tools. | | AFAIK, tools like these can sometimes still succeed, if you | pick a very specific/narrow niche market and focus all your | marketing on that market, and offer special(ized) features | for that particular market. | | But as a generic tool, or one that tries to "do it all" for | too wide a market, I don't think I've ever seen that succeed | (commercially). At least not from this position, being a new | kid on the block and competing with already established tools | doing the same. Just not enough of an edge over the | alternatives, I think. | | I do feel sincerely sorry for the creator, if he believed | this would work out for him. But I (also sincerely) believe | it just never had much of a (realistic) chance from the | start. I can't make it sound any nicer than that. | logronoide wrote: | Best advice a serial entrepreneur ever gave me: don't risk your | own money. I have seen a lot of people losing everything chasing | a dream. It's the most probable outcome of entrepreneurship. Heal | your wounds and stand up! | xchaotic wrote: | I'm glad it's out there - for most people, the 'boring' software | dev career at a larger tech company is better off financially at | critical junctions in your life and often lets you solve more | challenging/advanced problems as compared to doing | accounting/sales/pm/hr/dev work all by yourself. I've been | following an ex-googler who reached $30k in revenue after two | years (total), compared to his previous salary+options of around | $225k/year. But most importantly you're not stressed out as much. | cblconfederate wrote: | how can one "quit". indie hacking is not a "job" | sgdesign wrote: | From what I've seen there seems to be three main paths to being a | successful indie entrepreneur: | | 1) The "Maker" Path: you slowly improve your own skills and | reputation as a developer (or designer) until they give you a big | enough advantage that you can translate them into a successful | product. This usually means first growing an audience through | blogging, conferences, courses, etc. | | 2) The "Marketing" Path: you become so good at the "business" | part of your business that the you're able to launch new products | from scratch without a preexisting audience. It's tough to know | if this really works or not but I assume with all the money spent | on Google Ads some of it _has_ to work... right? | | 3) The "Idea" Path: you have an idea that you believe in so much | that you'll basically stop at nothing to make it work, even if it | takes years (which it probably will). You usually pick up the | other skills along the way. | | I feel like the poster here suffers from not quite fitting in any | of the main paths: they did not seem to have a large pre-existing | audience or network to launch to, hate anything related to | marketing by their own admission, and their ideas -while | perfectly good products, such as https://nomadmail.io/- do not | seem to be the kind of project that would inspire the kind of | passion necessary to sacrifice years of your life. | pengaru wrote: | It sounds like this dude started nearly broke if he wasn't taking | any external funding. | | Doing this stuff self-funded with a nearly nonexistent budget is | harder than Hard Mode. | lucb1e wrote: | True, I got significantly more in savings than what he started | with and that's just my buffer that should last a few months | (without downgrading my living while I look for a new job) plus | pay for something expensive breaking (in case such unfortunate | circumstances come together) without having to sell ETFs. Also, | assuming they're from the USA, life is probably more expensive | than where I live. | | Nevertheless, if that money was enough _for them_ to last a | year, that isn 't a super small amount of time either. But | around the 6-9 months mark, it might have been a good idea to | start looking for alternative funding (a regular job, even if | it's just a low paying one), especially if there is no social | welfare system where you live (if there were, you'd be able to | live indefinitely on $0k while you try that self-employment | thing; though similarly you wouldn't be going to any | restaurants). | geophile wrote: | I can relate to this, in a number of ways, including the complete | inability to self-promote. Many years ago, I had an idea for some | software, so I left my job and worked on it. (My wife was | understanding and supportive.) I did not have a business idea, I | had a technical idea. I worked with a "business guy", who turned | out to be worthless. Every time I had to leave my desk, where I | was having a blast programming, my stomach knotted. I just could | not stand any activity related to marketing/selling. | | I was finally acquhired (to use a term invented later) by a local | startup that needed what I was doing, for a signing bonus, decent | salary, and a big chunk of equity. (This was in the late 80s. My | "plan", such as it was, would not work now, because software is | basically given away.) | | I guess the lesson is this: know your limitations, and work | around them. If you hate doing X, then don't force yourself to do | X, because you will suck at it compared to the many people who | love doing X. And you will be miserable. Find a situation where | you can do what you enjoy, and are good at, and somebody else | does X. | blaisio wrote: | > I had around $12K in savings. Enough to cover a year of | expenses and a bit more. I stopped spending money on almost | everything. | | Yeah, that sucks. I'm sorry you had a bad experience. | | I think one thing for the community to take away is you need to | be in a good position financially before you can start a startup | - unless you can get funding. Especially for indiehackers who | don't usually take outside investment, $12k in savings is not | enough. It is not normal to have to stop going out at all or to | be pinching pennies. Not everyone can afford to start a startup. | For some reason, this concept is almost never talked about in the | startup community, but it's really important. | itake wrote: | I don't see that takeaway at all. He didn't fail because of | lack of money. His life is not worse due to spending his | savings. He still has a highly valuable skill set and can | easily replace that with 1-3 years of working at a company. | | If he has $500k, spent $20k living cheaply for a year, I'd bet | he would be in a similar position that he is in now and choose | to re-enter the workforce after a year of failure. | tmpz22 wrote: | > He still has a highly valuable skill set and can easily | replace that with 1-3 years of working at a company | | 1-3 years of work is not a casual expense. | Invictus0 wrote: | I think if he had started with more savings, he would have | been less bitter about the failure. He still would have been | able to take his girlfriend out for dinner. | axetheone wrote: | No doubt about this, when I reached that part of the article I | was startled with that relatively low amount of savings and the | courage on starting a venture like that... It can not be | understated on how having enough money saved up really helps | not only enduring periods with no money but also a much lower | anxiety associated with that (you need to be in a good mental | shape in order to do things after all). | yayr wrote: | Apparently, this is a list of things built over the year: | | - https://nomadnest.org an alternative to Couchsurfing | | - https://coffeelist.co - a coffee community | | - https://nomadasdigitales.com - a digital nomads community in | Spanish. | | - https://lanzame.net - a Product Hunt in Spanish. | | - https://classline.io - a SaaS for teachers to simply | communicate with students over email, this is using the | technology that I created for nomadmail. | | for one person this is just too much to get it right in one year | I guess. How much time can one really spend to deeply understand | customers and their wants/needs? | | Apart from that - answering the classical questions like what | problem does it solve? why now? etc. points me to a lot of issues | with copy-solutions, especially some of these ones during a | pandemic. | | thinking ahead: if the code quality is good, I can imagine a lot | of people paying decent money on learing how he did it - although | also in this niche there are some players. | melvinroest wrote: | Thank you for writing this. It is making me see what's at stake, | which is basically this: | | > So the real cost is more than the money I lost. I made my | girlfriend stay home for a year, we didn't do anything, we didn't | buy clothes and ate the cheapest food, etc. | | --- | | > I got much more from the articles that I wrote here on Indie | Hackers than from any of my projects. And I did those in a couple | of hours. | | I know you don't like that it only took a couple of hours. But if | you got more from them, why not go further into that? 80/20 etc. | | > Every time that I want to promote something, my stomach hurts. | If I share an article on Reddit I feel anxious for a week. When I | go to a Facebook Group to suggest my apps, I feel sick. If I send | a private message on Twitter or Linkedin, I can't sleep. All the | time I think people are going to hate me, tell me that I am an | idiot, a con maker, that my ideas are terrible, that I suck. And | they did many times, and I can't handle that while making $0. So, | I quit. | | That sucks. I'll be on the lookout for these signals as well. If | I have them, then I either try to find a growth hacker type of | person, or quit as well. | | > I always wanted to write more. I love it. But I felt that I | couldn't write if I wasn't successful. But I guess there are no | rules. | | Indeed, there aren't. When you write, you get to set the frame | and tone of your message. | randomsearch wrote: | - doing the project in your spare time and gradually | transitioning to full time after you validate and start making | money means less risk and less poverty | | - was this a problem-driven product? Because this seems like a | crowded market, which means you probably need to be able to | outcompete the existing products | | - startups aren't for everyone; those gut feelings could have | been identified by spending a few weekends doing market research | and validation. | | - so it took a year, a year is nothing. You learnt you don't want | to do startups and probably learnt a bunch of stuff that would be | useful in the future. You challenged yourself. And you'll be more | grateful for that regular pay check in the future. | | It's not a disaster, it's learning and experience and those | things are valuable. | gscott wrote: | I spent 9 years on a groupware crm. Made $5,000 total on it | mostly begging for users to make a "donation". | | Drove myself and my family into the poor house for something | people enjoyed using for free but wouldn't pay for... made plenty | of mistakes. | | I thought if I didn't quit on it I wouldn't fail, but looking | back it started failing the second I launched it as a generic | product... you need a big marketing budget to launch i ended up | giving it away free just to see people use it. | idlewords wrote: | Look on the bright side: burning through $38K in order to earn | $60 means your true vocation is as a venture-funded startup | founder. Go forth and pitch! | lhnz wrote: | A lot of people within these comments are saying crazy things | like "your issue doesn't seem to be anything other than social | anxiety" and talking about people's startup suitability as if | what is important is having the right personality trait. Others | talk about how he "[learnt] a valuable lesson" or act like he is | only a few more failures away from a successful startup. It's | condescending and misguided. | | I think he's the only one giving worthwhile advice here. You're | very unlikely to succeed at bootstrapping a startup and people | often don't realise this or act like through perseverance they | will definitely succeed. He's lucky to have realised that he had | other things in his life he cared about more after only a year. | | Many people want a family or want to buy a house. Others want to | enjoy their 20s (or 30s for that matter). Others want to put | money into investments or a pension for their old age. You could | sacrifice all of these things chasing a startup dream and end up | with nothing. There is a high likelihood of this. Unless you | believe you've very different odds or a much lower cost (e.g. an | investor) you probably shouldn't do it. | bennysonething wrote: | The huge positive here is that you tried, now you won't spend the | rest of your life thinking what if. I'll bet you'll appreciate | your normal life so much more after the sacrifices you made. Well | done for trying. | tekkk wrote: | Contrary to some other HNers, my opinion is that you clearly | lacked a social network that would have given you momentum and | clear goals. You worked alone, you did not build the product for | one specific client and you did not succeed in building | relationships with potential clients. | | Sure, social anxiety might be part of the reason. But I think the | biggest contributor to your lack of success was that you did not | have a team around you to build the product. With a team, I'm | sure you would have found it much more acceptable to cold email | people and just feel no shame basically promoting the product. | | But that's one part of the whole picture. Sometimes, I guess, you | just have to admit that people don't want to buy your product. | Maybe it's because you don't know how to market it or maybe it | just doesn't provide that much value. | | I wish Jose best of luck to future endeavors and I recommend | getting to know other start-up oriented people. Possibly | salespersons. To start your next project. Don't get discouraged, | that's my advice. With the right people in your team, I'm | positive you can succeed. | spiderfarmer wrote: | A year of trying but not succeeding does not mean you completely | failed, or "lost a year". The things you do in the future will | determine how much you've learned and how "lost" that year really | was. | hyperpallium2 wrote: | Sales doesn't suit everyone (most people aren't in sales). Here's | an alternative I used - though for a product not as an "indie | hacker", so maybe not applicable. | | - It took a bit more than a year. | | - Meanwhile count users, not revenue. (need a free version) | | - Marketing, not "sales". Your product does a useful thing, for | people with some need. Create a "pitch" - a short, memorable | description of the problem and your solution. The idea is _word | of mouth_ : people repeat your pitch to someone who needs it, | like a virus. (A meme, by Dawkins' original definition). Free | sales and advertising. | | - Focus on the product, not yourself. Like Feynmann saying his | nerves disappear when focussed on the thing he's talking about | (not him). Avoids self-consciousness. Free advertising (and maybe | sales too). | | Less efficient than sales and advertising, but a way to make | money without doing them. | ilamont wrote: | _I feel that I have lost a year of my life._ | | I had a similar feeling some 10 years ago after my first startup | failed. I felt that I had wasted one year of my life and was very | bitter about the failure and the personal sacrifices that came | with it. | | In time my thinking came around. I better understood my limits, | knew my preferences, and developed some new capabilities. I was | also better able to navigate startup #2 which is still going | great as a bootstrapped company. My cofounder ended up on a | corporate software dev team, and is also doing well. | | Bottom line: things will get better. Regard this as a learning | experience that helped determine a more rewarding future path | (probably not doing your own startup, but that's OK, too) | mbdesign wrote: | Agree with this sentiment. When you're in the moment, it may | feel as if you're loosing time. But failing should be the best | school you ever have. You might had to do research on X or | train some aspects of your development skills etc. You always | take that with you. The experience itself, is never lost. | mlthoughts2018 wrote: | It's also possible and common to just lose the time with no | redeeming experience, learnings, perspective, etc., no matter | how open-minded, self-reflecting and positive you may be. Not | all experiences have meaningful lessons within them. | Sometimes a large chunk of lived experience is just totally | void of value. | | And that's ok too. Not everything has to be recast as value | additive or enriching from some more mature or greater | perspective. | fierarul wrote: | Yes, making money with a personal project is much harder than the | pop articles make it seem. | | People that stay at a job might actually just have a much more | accurate assessment of chances involved and their own | capabilities. | | That job at Amazon? Go for it! It probably has some stock options | too. | | Honestly the whole idea of startups has been somehow perverted | beyond belief. At least from reading the US news, startups are | basically a standardised product themselves, in the same way you | have building codes. For an investor the startup is a fungible | sprocket that just found a different niche. This kind of... | conformity seems the opposite to any true creative business | making. | qaq wrote: | It's not really a lost year, you learned for a fact what you like | and don't like to do. You don't have to obsess with what if I | quit my job and gave it a try questions and doubts. You can find | a job/project that is a good fit to your personality type and | skill set and be comfortable and happy. | switch11 wrote: | This is a difficult post to respond to | | Firstly, your issue doesn't seem to be anything other than social | anxiety | | If you have to 'lose sleep' after contacting someone on LinkedIn | about your product, then you are just not suited to doing a | startup | | Secondly, there is nothing to feel bad about | | Vast majority of people are not suited to starting a company or | working in a small startup | | Lots of good jobs in middle and large companies for you | | Thirdly, the scale of stuff you are talking about is miniscule | | I walked away from a Green Card to start my company | | If I didn't succeed, I would have lost access to the developed | world FOREVER | | You are upset that your girlfriend had to stay at home one year | and you couldn't take her out for dinner???? | | Finally, this is a Catch 22 situation. Not sure why you are | submitting this or writing about your experience if the ENTIRE | reason you quit was you couldn't handle doing sales and marketing | and putting yourself out there | | I'm reluctant to respond because people who have social anxiety | can sometimes take genuine feedback and mis-interpret it | | __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ | | What I 'm trying to say is that the extent of the risk you took | is not very high | | And the reason that stuff didn't work out is your social anxiety | | So just make sure you don't take the wrong feedback from what | life is telling you | blaisio wrote: | Are you seriously shaming them because you think they have | social anxiety and you don't think they took a big enough risk? | pizza234 wrote: | While the tone may be a bit condescending, what's the | shaming? The social anxiety diagnosis seems very realistic to | me, and there's no shame in not being suited for starting a | company. | | I am familiar with startup company working, but I'm | positively not suited to starting (or being a CEO of) a | company, and I don't see any shame in it. To each their own. | camphero wrote: | > Firstly, your issue doesn't seem to be anything other than | social anxiety | | And your issue doesn't seem to be anything other than inability | to empathize with someone that is legitimately venting how | freelancing can be a nearly impossible hurdle for some. Anxiety | is not the same experience for all. | [deleted] | alfonsodev wrote: | I think you are confused, this was posted on Indie Hackers | under the self care section, not to hacker news directly. | | Besides that, there is no point to compare risks and suffering, | both are relative and subjective experiences. | | And lastly, social anxiety could be (or not) by it self a major | problem, bigger than losing a Green Card, your comment sounds | too condescending and not really useful. | aprdm wrote: | Thanks for saying this ! It was akin to responding to someone | suffering from something that people in Africa have it worse | and they shouldn't be complaining ... | Aeolun wrote: | Or, you know, the stuff didn't work out for reasons other than | their social anxiety. While it undoubtedly doesn't help, the | bigger factor might be the actual products they were trying to | produce/sell. | maire wrote: | I was painfully shy and started my own business. There is a lot | of value in the startup experience even if he does not stay in | the startup world. | | How did I do it? I had small goals each day and each week and | focused on those goals rather than the outcome. It is the | outcome that creates angst for the introverted. | | I had my own business for 3 years. The first year was painful | the 2nd 2 years were productive. | | When I went back to traditional employment I had a confidence | that I would not have had if I stayed on a traditional business | path. | OJFord wrote: | > Thirdly, the scale of stuff you are talking about is | miniscule | | > I walked away from a Green Card to start my company | | > If I didn't succeed, I would have lost access to the | developed world FOREVER | | What? I'm British; before HN I'd never heard of a 'green card'. | Maybe it's a policy that the USA won't let you in if you walk | away from one once; _maybe_ Canada cares about that too. | | But I assure you, the majority of the 'developed world' (a) | doesn't give a shit about; and (b) isn't equipped to take into | consideration, American 'green cards'. | lucb1e wrote: | > I would have lost access to the developed world FOREVER | | What's wrong with being a programmer in a different country? | Maybe I don't understand but as someone who writes code and | doesn't have a "green card" (afaict that's some USA immigration | thing) I really don't see the problem there. Not doing anything | fun for a year seems like a much bigger sentence than not being | allowed to stay in a place that you apparently didn't come from | to begin with. There are a lot of other rich countries in the | world if that's what you're looking for? I heard some of them | even score higher on happiness indices. | | I do agree with you that OP seems to have social anxiety. | Reading that they have a lot of trouble posting things online, | that's not normal and definitely doesn't seem like a good | recipe for someone who wants to make a living with a developer | job in this digital world. But I don't agree that because _you_ | went through self-proclaimed bigger risks, this person isn 't | rightfully frustrated after not managing to make money from | self-employment. | Waterluvian wrote: | When I was 13 I had a paper route. It was almost all modern | except three or four households that still used the collection | model. The paper company would take their subscriptions out of | my pay and send me to collect and keep it and any tips. I | decided it was easier to just take the pay cut than knock on | those doors. | | The whole concept still makes me intensely anxious and I would | sooner quit a job than begin dealing with customers directly. | | But I'm hella good at my job and I'm quite comfortable not | being that kind of person. As you said it's not for everyone. | DoofusOfDeath wrote: | Glad to know I'm not the only one. I had to give up my paper | route (mid 1980s) because I was too shy to collect. I could | get up at 5:30 a.m. every day and spend an hour biking hard | to deliver the papers rain or shine, but I collections | freaked me out, even though all my customers were nice | people. | | The crazy thing is that it never occurred to me to discuss | this with my parents, nor (AFAIK) did they ever consider | having me see a counselor. I just kept on carrying a private | shame about my cowardice. | | I really hope that parents are better these days about | noticing when kids are privately suffering with various | neurological / psychological issues, and that more resources | are available for helping. | ta1234567890 wrote: | On a related note, social anxiety can be awefully crippling, I | personally struggled with it for decades. The main tool that | helped me overcome it was the book The Charisma Myth. Can't | recommend it enough, it literally changed my life. It does take | some work and dedication though. | macromaniac wrote: | Thanks for the recommendation, Ill give it a shot. It feels | good to know other people have beaten it. Social anxiety has | prevented me from working with others in any form (feedback, | delegation, marketing). | | I remember first day of speech in college when it was my turn | to speak. I got up, walked out the door, and dropped the | class. | | It was hard to even work up the courage to post this comment. | But i did. Baby steps. | yuskii wrote: | This is one of the most on-point, well said, pieces of feedback | I have ever read on this site | AussieWog93 wrote: | >Firstly, your issue doesn't seem to be anything other than | social anxiety | | I guarantee you it's more than that. If you create a product | that actually solves people's problems, people will make the | effort to reach out to you. I know this from experience - I | have poor social skills but a good business sense, and would | regularly make sales even when I was overwhelmed and avoiding | contact with the outside world for weeks at a time. | [deleted] | outworlder wrote: | > Thirdly, the scale of stuff you are talking about is | miniscule | | Is it ? So is the lack of empathy. | | > I would have lost access to the developed world FOREVER | | No you wouldn't have. You would have temporarily forfeited the | ability to _live_ at _one_ rich country. | | > So just make sure you don't take the wrong feedback from what | life is telling you | | What IS the correct feedback? Certainly not yours. | croes wrote: | Ever thought that his anxieties are the result of his failing | business and not how he started? And life is telling nothing. | There is no guaranteed way of success. You can have all the | abilities and knowledge you need and still fail miserably. Luck | is a large part of every success story. Nobody has really | unique capabilities. | hn_throwaway_99 wrote: | That is certainly not how it came through in his post. I | thought he mafe it pretty clear he had terrible anxiety | promoting his ideas and products. | bawolff wrote: | Not to be harsh, but that seems even worse. If you can't | handle failures and set backs, you even more so should not be | in the start up business because those things are definitely | going to happen, a lot, if you are running any sort of | business. | | Its the same as if you are terrified of heights, being a | professional mountain climber is a very bad plan. You either | need to get over it somehow quickly or choose a different | career. | | And there is nothing wrong with that. We all have unique | strengths and weaknesses. Success comes from following our | strengths not trying to plow through our weaknesses. | cortesoft wrote: | I am confused by this sort of comment pointing out that he | was not cut out for the life of an independent developer... | well, yeah, that is what his essay is saying - that he is | not cut out to be an independent developer. He thought he | was, did it for a year, and realized he was not cut out for | it. | | I don't understand this comment and the other similar ones | acting like they are somehow adding insight... yes, he | couldn't make it as an independent developer, that is | literally the point of the essay. | | Repeating the reasons he lays out in the essay and saying | "yeah, you won't succeed as an independent developer" seems | a little like hearing someone at Alcoholics Anonymous tell | their story and then responding, "Yeah, it sounds like you | can't have a healthy relationship with alcohol" | thothamon wrote: | To the extent he is speaking only for himself and not | making any kind of larger point, I'm not sure why it's on | the front page of Hacker News. | | To the extent he's making a point such as "I gained | nothing from this experience" or that he's asking for | advice or thoughts, I think some of the thoughts -- such | as working toward your strengths rather than through your | weaknesses -- are interesting. | bawolff wrote: | I'm responding to what the parent wrote not the original | article. | mrmonkeyman wrote: | Nobody has really unique capabilities? | | Wow. | _aleph2c_ wrote: | The thing that you can't lose is that spiritual drive that is | the engine of your venture. With out it, all is lost, even your | mental health. It's hard to predict how life will be when your | gamble starts coming up short. It's hard to keep focus when | your dealing with your girlfriend's anxiety, or when your | running out of money without any backup plan. I have felt the | author's pain, but from the pain comes a set of lessons you | can't understand from reading a book. I hope that after he | picks up his pieces he eventually executes again with a new | game plan: to manage his downside, to have customer's chomping | at the bit, to find proper financial backing, to establish a | team of fellow believers, to sell into a well established | network through a partner, or whatever lessons he has learned. | Jare wrote: | > the scale of stuff you are talking about is miniscule | | This is NOT a competition. | tsomctl wrote: | Speaking as someone that used to have a major problem with | depression and anxiety, an important thing part of recovery | is realizing that the shit you're worrying about isn't that | important. Having other people tell me that the thing I'm | worrying about isn't worth the anxiety was important. | mrmonkeyman wrote: | It is though. Sorry. | icu wrote: | There are different types of business people. Some people are | fine with hardly any support. Some people can't stand to do it | without support. Also, not everyone can be an entrepreneur, nor | should they, just like not everyone can be an employee either. | There's no shame in it, you are who you are. If anything you've | gained extremely valuable insight into yourself and you were | brave enough to confront who you are. | | I don't want to read too much into your article, but I just | wanted to add that it sounded like you were doing things on your | own which can be extremely hard (or easy) depending on your | personality type. Also it sounded like having a marketing/sales | co-founder could have made a difference. I'm not sure where I | came across the advice that a start-up needs a hipster, a hacker | and a hustler, but it's a rare individual who embodies all three | qualities. | | My first 2 business failures were because I was inexperienced as | an entrepreneur and didn't understand where my strengths and | weaknesses were. My next venture was a success because I had co- | founders and I could focus on my strengths. | | I'm sorry things didn't turn out well and I wish you luck in your | next move. Whatever you do just be the best version of | yourself... whatever that is. | tamrix wrote: | I would have rather tried and failed than to have never given it | ago. | tomc1985 wrote: | I wish there was a better support framework in the US for people | who want to quit their jobs and work on ideas. I really, really | hate working for other people but the things I would like to work | on instead are time-consuming and the core work is not easily | farmed out. | | I'm currently saving up to do just that and its like, "I could | buy a house with this money" or "I could go on sabbatical with | this money", or "I could bet everything on a business that may or | may not succeed and potentially lose it all" | | And if I do? There is nothing except going back to the tech | grind, or homelessness, or another (far less lucrative) career. | Unemployment won't help me (which is complete and utter BULLSHIT | for the amount of money I've paid into it), and I'd be ineligible | for social security due to that previous tech income hanging over | my head. There are no, "sorry you failed, here's some money to | get back on your feet and try again" grants | | It really underscores the reality that most of these founders | have rich family or friends to fall back on. | tpxl wrote: | Hey. | | I've been working (with a co-founder) on a side project that's | about to pan out for the past 2.5 years. About 1.5 years of | that was working after hours, then about 10 months or so of 6 | hours at my day job and 2 hours in my company, then just | recently I quit my job with about a years worth of savings and | am full time in the company. | | The risk I took, until recently at least, was almost nothing, | since I had a job all along and was actually saving money at a | quick pace. | | You too can start a company without going bankrupt with a bit | of planning and a bit of frugality. | | nb. I'm counting my project as a success if it brings me >= 1x | median wage on the side, which is a low bar. Also, I am not | rich. | tomc1985 wrote: | 'Working on the side' doesn't work so well for me. I've tried | it, and I really struggle to make any progress. I also make | art and usually that's where my productive free time goes. | And switching off the artistic side is bad for me, mentally. | Side projects and art draw from the same pool of mental | energy as my day job and they both get the back seat, | unfortunately. | | That's part of why I would really like to make a clean | break... I just can't do the weekend warrior thing | kungito wrote: | Want some cake with it too? | tomc1985 wrote: | I don't really see how trying to find a way to sacrifice | one's cushy job and income instead of free time is | "having your cake and eating it too" | mbdesign wrote: | Would a co-founder in that case be beneficial? Assuming you | both take the risk, it's less hard on you if it fails. | Obviously pros and cons with this. | tomc1985 wrote: | Maybe, but I don't know anyone I would trust with that kind | of thing | | Honestly the safest option seems to be relocating to a third- | world country where the labor and the cost of living is | cheap, so that said money can be stretched out over a few | years. Or waiting til that pile of money gets a bit larger | and living off ramen for a while | tpxl wrote: | >relocating to a third-world country | | There is a large part of Europe (and I'm sure the US) where | the standard of living is decent and you can easily get by | on <15kEUR/year. | bialpio wrote: | Average gross salary in Poland is ~$1400 if you are | looking for options. But please do some research before | relocating, current political climate is one of the | reasons why I'm not really considering moving back | there... | tomc1985 wrote: | As much as I would like to relocate to Europe, I don't | have a Shengen passport and I would prefer to avoid the | kind of region-hopping one needs to do to live long-term | on a tourist visa. | | Right now I have my eye on either Latin America, rural | Northern California, or Nevada. Humboldt area is very | cheap right now, I am seeing 2br houses renting for $1000 | and studio apartments for 3/4 that in Eureka (which isn't | all that bad; I just visited) | tomc1985 wrote: | Yup, those places are potential options. I try to use my | travel time to scout places like these out | wongarsu wrote: | Even in a lot of Germany you can live on less than | 15kEUR/year, just not very comfortably. In Eastern Europe | a frugal person can probably live on a lot less. | bluedino wrote: | This is an instance where it helps to have a spouse that can | support you, or parents/family you can live with. | kofejnik wrote: | > I wish there was a better support framework in the US for | people who want to quit their jobs and work on ideas. I really, | really hate working for other people but the things I would | like to work on instead are time-consuming and the core work is | not easily farmed out. | | I'm sorry, did I misread you or are you saying that work for | hire is beneath you and so you you should be able to work on | your ideas (which are all brilliant, no doubt), while being | supported by other people, aka peons? | nullsense wrote: | Been there. Done that. Got the T-shirt. | a4444f wrote: | 1. put on your X hat 2. make your life miserable 3. no profit 4. | quit | | what is wrong with that, where is the error? | myth2018 wrote: | That's unfortunate and I've been basically in the same position | of yours. | | I've written here already about some issues I faced. In my case, | I've lost all my savings and much more, but I'll not compare my | situation to yours, that would definitely not help you. Only you | know your own situation and what you're feeling. | | People will say that you might not have what it takes to be a | successful startup owner. That may be true, but people often | forget that there are other kinds of companies than startups, and | you can perform really well even if you don't meet Paul Grahamer | criteria for successful founders. | | I'm currently working on a regular job and planning to come back | within a year or so. But I'm not taking that as a hard | requirement -- I'll assess the situation by then and decide if | it's really a good idea. | | I've come to realize that myself and my weaknesses are really big | competitors of mine, and I'll try to manage them properly. I'll | separate some money that I won't care too much if I loose -- I | believe that that will help me to manage my own anxiety and the | truckload of poor decisions I make after months of anxiety and | stress. | | And I'll hire a salesperson to help me on this. Many say this is | bad idea, that you yourself have to sell your product and so and | so, and I thank you all for the advice but I'm not following it | this time and OK. | | I'll work on presenting myself a bit stronger to people. It's | interesting how condescending people become when they see that | you are performing bad. They start to patronize you and feel | overconfident to give terrible ideas. I don't blame them too much | but, even to be fair to myself, some pieces of bad advice | contributed to make my situation a bit worse. | | That's what I'm planning to do, see if it helps. | czbond wrote: | I believe the way for more technically minded folks to approach | startups is this: I will fail, I will fail many times, I can lose | a lot of time and money. I should see if people will pay me | before I build it. | | Startups are REALLY, REALLY hard to make a living wage on the | whole in a smaller period of time when selling things by the drip | (eg: SaaS, Ecomm low price points, etc). The business is an art, | which is different than the skillset engineers build up over | years in their domain - yet want to achieve 'break even ASAP'. | | Edit: Business is a very 'social sport' - if social isn't your | thing, you have to: compensate, overcome, hire out, or fail. | [deleted] | aazaa wrote: | From another article written by the same author, it looks like | the author mainly tried to create two-sided businesses (e.g., | markeplaces/social networks): | | https://www.indiehackers.com/post/how-i-failed-6-side-projec... | | This is one of the most difficult kinds of business to start. You | need to attract _both_ content creators (sellers) and content | consumers (buyers). Attracting just one group is hard enough. | Attracting both is just about impossible. It 's even harder when | you're kind of shy and sensitive to criticism. | | Hats off to the author for trying the almost impossible anyway. I | imagine there are some really good lessons in that experience. | joshxyz wrote: | Marketplace platforms are the hardest ffs. a16z's articles | breaking down the complexities of those platforms are enough to | give me anxiety already. | Causality1 wrote: | Yeah, running a financial endeavor like a software business | requires you to be 50% tireless robot and 50% narcissist | cheerleader. Most people can't do that. | LimaBearz wrote: | This is almost exactly where I find myself right now! | | I've spent a year and half building out something that i can see | bringing value and enjoyment to a wide swath of people. | | I just flail hard at the thought of putting myself out there to | market it. My personal problem though is "its not good enough | yet" and I just stop. A lot of advice here says "its just not for | you" but I dont entirely believe that. | | I've enjoyed creation, autonomy, and the freedom to define my | path. There was to be a _way_ to get out of your own way... | sigmaprimus wrote: | The dream is free, but the hustle is sold separately. | | I can't tell you how many things I tried and failed. It really | doesn't matter if it's a start up or not either, plenty of people | put everything into new jobs including moving and failing sucks | just as much. | | I finally figured out how to succeed but it was a difficult and | deeply personal struggle that took a long time. | | There are still times I just want to pack it all in and give up. | | Infact I just had a meltdown a month or so ago and almost sold | off everything. I think it's a part of my personality to never be | completely satisfied. | | Lastly I chuckled a bit when I read about him feeling bad about | his girlfriend, at least he still has one! He should be thankful | that she stuck around and should show her the appreciation she | deserves for supporting him. | phs318u wrote: | The regret you feel having lost a year would probably pale in | comparison to the lifelong regret at not having tried to achieve | your dream. | | There's plenty more positives you can take from this experience. | | 1. You learned how crippling your social anxiety can be (perhaps | you already knew?), so maybe you can take some steps to work on | that. | | 2. The door of indie developer is now firmly closed, which means | you can explore new possibilities (whatever they may be), with | wholehearted commitment not distracted by the siren's call. | | 3. You learned just how supportive your partner is. They stuck | with you and are still with you. That's gotta be a good thing | right? | vmception wrote: | Is that really a silver lining? This is just a cautionary tale | to everyone that even a story of redemption is not fulfillable | and you always have to live with that. | jacekm wrote: | Exactly. "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed | by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do". | allenu wrote: | I think these types of posts are important to read, to contrast | with the success stories we typical see online. Read enough | success stories and you start to believe that success is a given | if you just work hard enough. | | I'm reminded of the chapter on Stardew Valley in the book Blood, | Sweat, and Pixels. That story is also about a developer who | worked on a solo project, years, however, and who brought in no | income while his girlfriend worked to support both of them. | Obviously that one has a much happier ending. (I will say one | huge difference is that from early on, it was clear that there | was a fanatic user base just waiting for the game to be | released.) | fphhotchips wrote: | Coming up with good ideas is hard. Executing on them is hard. | Marketing and selling the end product is hard. The same person | being able to do all three is damn near impossible. That's why | you need a co-founder. ___________________________________________________________________ (page generated 2020-11-15 23:00 UTC)