[HN Gopher] I know the secret to the quiet mind but wish I'd nev... ___________________________________________________________________ I know the secret to the quiet mind but wish I'd never learned it Author : danso Score : 138 points Date : 2021-06-18 20:31 UTC (2 hours ago) (HTM) web link (www.theatlantic.com) (TXT) w3m dump (www.theatlantic.com) | peter303 wrote: | NPR had a story about a neurologist who had a severe stroke and | lost ability to speak or hear language for several months. She | said her mind went silent and heard no words. | | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jill_Bolte_Taylor | quickthrower2 wrote: | I would recommend Taoism type thinking for this person because | there needs to be acceptance that this reduced brain capacity (or | call it brain rewiring) is the way, while possible and | paradoxically trying to fix it at the same time. | | If you are super switched on and rely on that smartness as part | of your identity that's gonna hurt when it's diminished. And you | switch from go getter to helped person. | DoreenMichele wrote: | I enjoyed the wit and sense of humor of this piece. I have a | serious medical condition and, yeah, perspective and priorities | change after your life gets hit by a truck, whether literally or | metaphorically. | | It can be hard to convey what that's like and that there are bad | things but also sometimes good comes out of it and you can choose | to embrace the good parts of it and amplify them while continuing | to try to resolve the very real problems you have been left with. | | For me, this was a good read. | pianoben wrote: | This headline is like a bad r/nosleep title. Someday, somehow, I | hope we move past this dumb clickbait style. | ta988 wrote: | Or we should just get past the FOMO and let some stuff | unclicked and focus on things interesting for us. | pianoben wrote: | Personally I got over that _long_ ago; the style itself just | irks me to see. I left Facebook to get away from attention- | economy junk and am sad to see it show up here. | adamrezich wrote: | the attention economy demands it, as long as it reigns supreme | we'll never be free from this dumb shit | doggodaddo78 wrote: | I think we need more obsessive and honest curation of titles. | | Perhaps a "launch a title change vote" feature so the | community can fix it. | tyingq wrote: | It's not really new. https://www.google.com/search?q=yellow+j | ournalism+headlines&... | blowski wrote: | Exactly! While most click bait has interesting titles, not | all interesting titles are clickbait. So many people seem | to want headlines to be merely an 80 character summary of | the article. That's fine on articles of news - "so and so | has died", "Country declares war on Country Y". Or in | tutorials. But in pieces of writing we are reading mostly | for leisure there's no reason for it to have such a matter- | of-fact title. | | For me clickbait is hyper-sensationalised, usually | misleading, and typically the article doesn't deliver what | the title says it will. None of those three attributes are | true of this title or article. | oh_sigh wrote: | Also misleading...usually when people talk about "quiet mind" | they're talking about meditation, not TBIs | mewpmewp2 wrote: | Thought it was obvious that it was meant to be a cheeky type | of title. | doggodaddo78 wrote: | You think it's an article on the downsides of excessive | patience or zen meditation, but no, TBI. | | As a tangent: I learned how to enter a waking ideation / guided | daydreaming state associated with sensory deprivation without | extreme stimuli removal. It is good for startup ideas (not that | they're any good but for generating them), fiction novel | outlines, and letting your subconscious out. | | Edit since I can't comment below right now: | | I'm so sorry, I learned it intuitively by spending days / weeks | by myself without human contact or interruptions in a low | stimuli environment. Instead of going "crazy," it's possible | the mind can entertain and amuse itself. I think this also | explains why kids (and adults) in very poor countries have such | wild imaginations and are so happy when they have almost | nothing. And, where else would magical realism arise if not | Colombia? | ta1234567890 wrote: | > As a tangent: I learned how to enter a waking ideation / | guided daydreaming state associated with sensory deprivation | without extreme stimuli removal. | | Awesome. How? Any books/articles/resources that could help? | Sr_developer wrote: | Just think 35 "persons" voted for it. Most probably than not | the voting is being heavily manipulated, but still. | mewpmewp2 wrote: | I kind of like this title, it in my view throws shade to all | the regurgitated desire to reach the monk/quiet mind status. | | And I intuitively guessed it to be about something like that, | so didn't consider it to be clickbait per se, and the story was | great. | eric_b wrote: | Yeah, I couldn't get very far in to it. Something about the | author's tone and writing style was awkward and offputting. | Tade0 wrote: | To me it felt very self-centered. Like that bit about having | the worst injury. Was it really worth pointing out? | mewpmewp2 wrote: | Worst injury out of the family, and I'd definitely agree | with her. I definitely throughout the story was able to | imagine myself being in her position and how dreadful it | would be. I think self centered is totally fine, since it's | her shitty circumstances that could really happen to | anyone. | | Losing your intelligence could very well be one of the | scariest things. | robocat wrote: | Perhaps due to her head injury - I was surprised at how | readable it was and just presumed she had significant help | editing it (although that is unclear, perhaps not). | maydup-nem wrote: | On the contrary, I enjoyed it and read the whole thing with | interest. | sergiomattei wrote: | I felt like after reading the first paragraph, everything | afterwards was just the same, written differently over and | over again. | hownottowrite wrote: | My mother died from a traumatic brain injury. She fell down the | basement stairs in the middle of the night and smacked her head | on the floor. They tried to fix her up at the hospital but as is | common with TBI her brain began to swell. | | They tried trepanation. It did not work. | | She went brain dead. I was half a world away at work. My father | made me make the decision. The doctors pulled the plug on her | 52nd birthday. | | That was 20 years ago this very year. | | I do wish they'd put a warning on these types of articles. | elwell wrote: | I'm sorry to hear that; that's so sad. | Invictus0 wrote: | I truly sympathize with this woman--an injury of this nature | dramatically alters your perspective on life. I had a small brain | injury about 2 months ago; I never got a diagnosis from my high | powered neurologist but we suspected it was related to covid. | Thankfully I recovered after about a month. The symptoms of brain | injury can be incredibly weird. I'm in touch with people who no | longer experience emotions; who lost their internal monologue. My | weird symptom was that I would get headaches and light | sensitivity after sex. | | It's interesting. You find out that most of the people you | thought cared about you actually don't. You find out that most of | the things you cared about don't actually matter. You find out | that the neurologists that were supposed to save you are actually | just wasting MRI time to write bullshit papers to pad their CV. | Even if they wanted to help you, they don't really know anything | about the brain, and are dozens of breakthroughs away from | getting there, and the few medications at their disposal can't | change the reality that neurons don't heal or regenerate, and | you'll have to make do with fewer of them. The world moves on | without you and it doesn't care if you recover or not. If you | were smart, you desperately try to avoid being lumped in with | "stupid people", knowing how little respect people have for that | population. You realize how much your intelligence factored into | your ego and identity. It's not your fault after all. This isn't | who you are. It's just an injury. But eventually you come to | terms with the fact that your brain really does define who you | are, and maybe you accept that or maybe you don't. | ALittleLight wrote: | Reading the author's description of waking up in a hospital bed | reminded of when I found myself waking up in one. I felt like I | was peeing the bed and was embarrassed about it. I couldn't move | or look much, so I was exploring with my hands to "assess the | damage" and wondering how I was going to explain wetting the bed | as an adult to _whoever_ when I discovered the good and bad news. | Good news - I hadn 't wet the bed. Bad news - I had a catheter. | | The author's brain injury, of course, is much more unsettling. | But, if the old you has died, then it's not coming back. May as | well make the best of the new you. | megablast wrote: | Cars are so incredibly destructive to society, in so many ways. | But most people are so blase about them. | viburnum wrote: | America has nearly twice the car death rate of Canada (and | Canada hardly has substantially better weather or density than | America). It's crazy. | tyingq wrote: | The US does rate pretty high in "traffic deaths per 100k | people". | | But they also lead the world in how much they drive. 8,800 | kilometers per capita, versus 4,300 in Canada, 7,000 in | Germany and less than 1,700 in Japan. | | https://usa.streetsblog.org/2018/12/13/why-the-u-s-trails- | th... | | I'm sure there are other factors, but that would explain most | of the difference vs Canada. Twice as much driving means | twice as many traffic deaths per capita. | | Edit: Yes, I agree the US has work to do either way. | occz wrote: | Seems like something that should be rectified - the | entirety of american society should be redesigned to reduce | the amount of driving required. | throwaway4pooxi wrote: | Or we should continue to iterate and improve. | | You assume all the driving is required, a lot of driving | is leisure. | | I do agree that cities should stop blowing tax payer | money that should be spent on public transportation | (looking at you 80 billion cali train) | | But I support a fragmented society where towns are | connected by highways and interstates and trucks and cars | can travel freely. | | Most of the disdain for cars come from city slickers | burnt by traffic and lack of parking. | | It's a scaling problem, not a car problem. Fix your | politicians. | leoedin wrote: | But even if you look at road deaths per billion km driven, | the US still scores 7.3 - more than twice Norway's 3, or | the UK's 3.4, and still a fair bit more than all those | other countries. | | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_countries_by_traffi | c... | | Yes, the US drives more. But there's also room for | improvement compared to the safest countries. | caconym_ wrote: | Does anyone else feel like it's almost always a pickup truck? | This article^[1] that I found a while back claims occupants of | a car are 2.5 times more likely to die in a collision with a | pickup truck than another car. | | It's an atrocity, and it's insane to me that it's almost | totally absent from the public discourse. | | ^[1] https://www.iihs.org/topics/vehicle-size-and-weight | xvector wrote: | There are no reasonable pickup truck safety regulations in | the US. Pickup trucks are simply not safe vehicles for other | individuals around them. Some are so large that you can't | even see small children in front. [0] | | The front of most pickup trucks is _literally a flat wall,_ | whereas most cars and SUVs have to design for potential | pedestrian impact and whatnot. If you get hit by a pickup | truck you _will_ be pancaked, but if you get hit by a modern | car you have a chance of surviving. | | You can thank lawmakers acting on the whims of corporate | lobbyists for this. [1] It makes my blood boil, how our | elected representatives so casually throw away lives of their | citizens. | | 90% of pickup truck owners don't actually need their pickup | trucks, but are allowed to buy and drive these incredibly | dangerous vehicles regardless. In turn, this causes an | escalating arms race - everyone else feels the need to buy an | SUV or other large vehicle. Vehicles get heavier, bigger, and | deadlier. The cycle continues. | | Part of the issue is that it's part of the self-image of red- | blooded American manliness to own a pickup truck. It's | ridiculous and childish, but owning a pickup truck is seen as | cool and macho throughout large swaths of the country. It | will be almost impossible to pass safety regulations against | pickup trucks thanks to this population. | | [0]: https://www.consumerreports.org/car-safety/the-hidden- | danger... | | [1]: https://www.opensecrets.org/industries/recips.php?cycle= | 2020... | apozem wrote: | They really are. I'm reminded of George Miller, who created and | directed the Mad Max movies. Those movies are about how cars | are terrifying death machines that shred human bodies. Miller | said he was "inspired" after working several years as an ER | doctor, seeing the damage firsthand. | prvc wrote: | To de-clickbait this article: the author had a traumatic brain | injury which eliminated her racing inner monologue. | _rpd wrote: | perhaps ... which temporarily impaired her executive function. | Aerroon wrote: | It might not be temporary. Doctors told her that it might | come back, but it might never be at full power as before. | ggm wrote: | At the other end of the scale, unrelated to severe trauma I truly | believe we don't come back from anaesthesia entirely the same. I | have no scientific basis for this belief, it's just how I feel | about the experience of waking up from anaesthesia twice. | | The "who am I" in this article is strong. Who is asking the | questions? Is it the same "me" from before time? The other one, | knew what parmesan looked like. | mensetmanusman wrote: | A family member last year had a psychotic episode that lasted a | couple months where they lost contact with reality and became a | different person (undiagnosed schizophrenia). | | After their care, they said the hardest thing is understanding | who they were, and who they are now (since the medication does | change their personality somewhat). | draw_down wrote: | "Sure my family just died in a car wreck but more importantly, it | sucks that Donald trump is president" | antisthenes wrote: | It's eerie how accurately she describes some of the symptoms. My | injury, about a year ago was less severe, but also resulted in | TBI. I think in a way our inner monologue is responsible for our | creative side and for our ability to plan things in advance. | | What sucks the most (for me) is not being able to judge how bad | it actually is: | | I don't know how much executive/planning function was lost. I | don't know much of my sense of smell was lost (nose/sinus injury) | I don't know when, if ever, my creativity will come back. I don't | know how bad my short term memory now is, just that it's worse. I | don't know if the brain fog is permanent or just a result of what | now seems to be constant insomnia. I don't know if people are | going to keep expecting me to get back to 100% or if I should | tell them to expect less of me now. I struggle for words | frequently. | | I was planning on taking an IQ test, but what would it tell me if | I don't have a baseline pre-injury to compare it to? | | People like her have it very tough. TBI sufferers don't really | wear it as a badge, and 99.9% of the time they look perfectly | functional and normal from the outside. | | But the battle we fight inside can sometimes be exhausting and | very depressing. | throwaway205826 wrote: | A few years ago I got some kind of brain illness. Doctors were | unable to come up with a strong diagnosis, which is apparently | quite common for such cases. | | One of the effects of the illness was that I essentially became | stupid. I couldn't focus on anything (even trivial activities | like watching television), I couldn't compose emails, I would get | disoriented easily. It was absolutely terrifying not knowing | whether or not my mind would come back. At the time, I would have | preferred having a disease like cancer because at least I would | know what I'm dealing with. Eventually I did start to get better. | Like the author, I think I'm probably not quite back to who I was | before getting sick. | | A couple things I learned from my interaction with the medical | system - 1. Like any other industry, 90% of medical "experts" are | totally incompetent. 2. The state of diagnostics is pretty | abysmal. So much of medicine is completely nonscientific | guesswork. Most doctors aren't even aware of the latest | diagnostic developments in their own fields. Think about the | people you know who learned Java in college and then never | learned another programming language; chances are, your doctor is | that kind of person. | hellbannedguy wrote: | They do like mentioning The Art Of Medicine when it's not a | simple ailment, or treatment failure. And I get it. | | It might be the only profession I know of that can still bill | though. They make sure they are paid. | | I do get the difficulty of the profession. I know most | treatments are Placebo cures. It's a weird profession. Or, we | still know very little, especially ailments that affect the | brain. | monoideism wrote: | > . Like any other industry, 90% of medical "experts" are | totally incompetent. | | 100% correct. I'm dealing with some serious health issues the | past year (multiple worsening chronic conditions, in and out of | hospital, lost 30 lbs in 3 months, etc). And yeah, the vast | majority of them are idiots who know nothing more than to pull | out a (often dangerous) pharma that addresses a single symptom. | And forget treatment - I was just hoping for a firm diagnosis. | But they hem and haw, and don't seem at all up to date with the | latest research. You're on your own. | codingwageslave wrote: | I've been trying to tell people this. It's always met with | ridicule | ashton314 wrote: | First, my sincere condolences. That is terrifying. | | > Think about the people you know who learned Java in college | and then never learned another programming language; chances | are, your doctor is that kind of person. | | Ooof. That is a really good analogy. | garenp wrote: | Was there anything you did that helped you get better? | throwaway205826 wrote: | Hard to say what actually helped, but two high-impact low- | cost behavioral changes I made (and stuck with) were a strict | ketogenic diet and regular heavy exercise (mixture of cardio | and weight training). Ketogenic diet has a lot going for it - | besides being a nice elimination diet (in case your problem | is some kind of dietary autoimmune condition or food allergy | or something), it also treats a lot of possible metabolic | conditions. Exercise as well. I'm sure resting (mentally) | helped but I didn't have much choice there - resting was the | only activity I could really do, and even that I couldn't do | very well. | skadamou wrote: | I'm so sorry this happened to you and I'm glad you are starting | to feel at least somewhat back to your old self. I definitely | understand where this opinion of docs is coming from as there | are definitely some incompetent docs out there but don't you | think that your opinion is largely based around an anecdotal | experience that is probably pretty abnormal? Medicine as a | field is still pretty unscientific in a lot of ways. To me it | feels like docs are like alchemists before the discovery of the | atom/modern chemistry. They're doing the best they can with the | tools at hand but their field has some fundamental gaps in | knowledge. Is that really the doctors fault? | | That's just my two cents. Obviously this doesn't do much to | help folks dealing with poorly understood illnesses but I hope | it helps balance out the "all doctors are idiots" opinion that | sometimes comes up in threads like this. | throwaway205826 wrote: | > Is that really the doctors fault? | | It seemed that most of the doctors I had to deal with were | incompetent either because they were lazy or stupid. | Realistically maybe they were just overworked, but the effect | was the same. I'm not really interested in assigning "fault" | here - that's just a factual observation I made. | nradov wrote: | Are you qualified to evaluate competence in that field? | What specific criteria did you use? | lrem wrote: | Idiots is the wrong word. They've achieved a state of the art | knowledge. An idiot wouldn't get there. The problem is, most | of them stopped at that. And state of the art moved on. | georgeecollins wrote: | >> 1. Like any other industry, 90% of medical "experts" are | totally incompetent. | | I would need data to accept this, not anecdote. There is a | tendency for smart people to think they know better than | experts. | StavrosK wrote: | Did you also hear a sound like a bass guitar string snapping | when this happened? | rmah wrote: | First, I'm so sorry you're going through this illness and hope | that you make a full recovery. | | But I think that, to some degree, your feelings about the | medical profession is a reflection of just how good medicine is | these days. People go to the doctor _expecting_ an accurate | diagnosis and a treatment or cure. And, to be fair, 80% of the | time, that 's what they get. It's hard to overstate just how | much of a radical shift in expectations this is. | | Just a century ago, a compound fracture could be a death | sentence. People randomly got sick a just dropped dead. Going | to a doctor _might_ , _maybe_ , if you were _lucky_ , fix what | ailed you. Hell, just two centuries ago, doctors as we think of | them today simply did not exist. Three centuries ago, people in | Europe were routinely bled to balance the humors. | | Biological systems are mind-numbingly complex. All the simple | stuff has been figured out -- and if they are diseases mostly | eradicated. Even so, I think that people's expectations of what | doctors do is a bit... off. 99% of doctors are not scientists | -- they are human body mechanics. And that means they mostly | focus on common problems. Because, you know, they're common. | | And neurological conditions are some of the most difficult to | diagnose. Imaging techniques like MRI or CT often show no | problems. Exploratory surgery is _highly risky_ and also | usually have no benefit. To extend the mechanic analogy, | imagine going to your mechanic and saying "my car's GPS system | is sluggish. sometimes. What's wrong?" and then expecting them | to figure out what's wrong without being able to look "under | the hood" of the computer system. All they can is use the GPS | system and observe its behavior. That's essentially what | neurologists have to do quite often. Tough job. | | The good news is that there are doctors who engage in research. | And they are, by trial and error, improving the state of the | art of medicine. Does this knowledge get propagated to all | other doctors rapidly enough? Probably not. But the knowledge | dissemination is probably better today than ever before too. | Obviously things can be improved. As pretty much anything can | be improved. It just doesn't seem very helpful to spout | "doctors are idiots" as some other posts seem to do. | CyberDildonics wrote: | It's amazing that you made this name and another, both posting | a comment in this thread one minute after creation talking | about how great this article is while lots of other people in | the thread are calling it terribly written clickbait. | throw9239393 wrote: | I also made a throwaway account to make a comment here. I | also said the article was well written. I am an HN regular, | but didn't want my medical problem tied to my HN account | name. | | Is it that odd that we might have polar opposite views on the | article? Or that having a somewhat similar experience to the | author, that I might view the article differently than you | do? | CyberDildonics wrote: | It is odd that you would make two different names just to | talk up the article, yes. | ROARosen wrote: | ... Or maybe the commenter is not interested in announcing | their medical history under their "real" (nik)name. | teh_infallible wrote: | I honestly believe that the dumbest software developer is | smarter than the average doctor. | | Look at how they prescribe drugs for the side effects of other | drugs. Imagine coding a software patch to fix a bug introduced | by another patch. | the_af wrote: | > _Imagine coding a software patch to fix a bug introduced by | another patch._ | | But this is very common! Far from mocking my fellow | developers, I'll be the first to admit I've been guilty of | this many times. | mewpmewp2 wrote: | What's wrong with prescribing a drug for a side effect of | another drug? | | If you get cancer, the treatment you get can cause very many | side effects which in turn can potentially be alleviated by | other type of medicine. What would your suggestion be? Not to | treat the patient at all? | StavrosK wrote: | You have no idea how much technical debt there is in the | average body. There's much more technical debt in the body | than there is technology in the world. | | The two systems aren't remotely comparable in complexity. | DoreenMichele wrote: | That's at least partly about how medicine gets monetized. | | Imagine a world in which you got paid for patches instead of | being paid by the hour. Patches on patches would likely | proliferate. | kevinmgranger wrote: | > Imagine coding a software patch to fix a bug introduced by | another patch. | | This happens all the time. | JoBrad wrote: | This was sarcasm, right? I'm not one of the old-timers by any | stretch, but I've seen plenty of code that compensates for | workarounds introduced by poor planning or hastily-cobbled | code. | dave_sid wrote: | Hey that's me you're talking about! Actually I dabbled a little | in Swift to maybe I'm okay. | thrwawy06182021 wrote: | I also am suffering from something similar. I have the working | theory it's from extreme burnout but do not know for sure. I | would tremendously appreciate if you shared what you found to | help? | throwaway205826 wrote: | It's hard to say what actually helped, but I tried a bunch of | behavioral changes. Two I've stuck with are significantly | increased exercise (half an hour plus of intense exercise | every day) and a strict ketogenic diet. Even if they didn't | do anything at all for my primary condition, they've resulted | in totally orthogonal improvements to my life. A couple | months of rest (didn't have much choice there - I couldn't do | anything else). I also used nicotine gum as a behavioral | reinforcement drug to help "rehabilitate" myself on the way | back to health, and THC to help me sleep. | | FWIW, I think it's unlikely my problem was burnout - I had a | number of viral-characteristic physiological symptoms such as | digestive problems, coughing, and heart palpitations, and I | would be surprised if they had a purely neurochemical cause - | but in either case hopefully some of these behaviors could | help. | cowanon22 wrote: | > Like any other industry, 90% of medical "experts" are totally | incompetent. | | I would guess it's even worse, maybe 1-5% of doctors truly | understand the underlying physiology and will holistically look | at all of the information. Most doctors I've met use population | heuristics and published guidelines, and if you have something | rare they just throw stuff at the wall instead of trying to | understand it. | b5n wrote: | If you have any questions or attempt to have a discussion | most doctors assume a 'where did you go to medical school' | mentality, proceed to type your symptoms into an app, and | then simply regurgitate the output. | temikus wrote: | I'm sorry to hear this has happened to you and I do hope you're | only going to get better. | | State of diagnostics is indeed very poor, esp. in a field like | Immunology. It took 2 years and 4 doctors to find what was | wrong with me and how to treat it. I had to scour medical | journals for treatment suggestions and then press on my doctors | to try it. Sigh. | AnIdiotOnTheNet wrote: | > 1. Like any other industry, 90% of medical "experts" are | totally incompetent. | | Yeah, I've come to the same conclusion. When I was a kid it | took 2 years to diagnose my, frankly quite textbook, | hypothyroidism. Know who first diagnosed it? A friend of my | mother's who worked the toll booth at the airport. Her dog had | it, you see, so she recognized the symptoms. My mother had to | go full Karen mode on a doctor to get them to order the simple | blood test that would confirm it. | lupinglade wrote: | Same conclusion here as well. | throwaway205826 wrote: | Yep, if you really want someone to think hard about your | condition, a hospital is the wrong place to go. And a lot of | doctors will become defensive when they realize you've put | more thought into it than they have. | data_spy wrote: | Not sure if true, but whenever I've had a foreign born | doctor, they tended to be better in my experience. | tyingq wrote: | Same for me. Slightly bulging neck. Itchy calves. Dry skin. | Lethargy. Took years before anyone ran the relatively simple | TSH test. | quickthrower2 wrote: | With doctors, you are your own doctor and the doctors you see | are subcontractors. First appointment is a job interview. | That's the best way to think of it IMO. I guess I'm | privileged to have the money to do this. | | Google helps you know what it could be, but you need to do a | fair bit of research and critical thinking. | | Unfortunately if you are sick this is the last thing you want | to do! | fellowniusmonk wrote: | While I have no particular position, my brother is a molecular | biologist and bioinformatics guy who has been published in | nature, featured in NYT, etc. A true scientific nerds nerd, and | he endlessly ridiculed the poor science and poor scientific | understanding of people on the M.D. track that he interacted | with in labs while he was doing research. | | I do have this anecdote from deep personal experience though... | pediatric cardiologists working at research hospitals are some | of the kindest, most compassionate, honest and respectful | people I have met. Everyone tends to treat children with | condescension and patronization (and I feel safe to extrapolate | that toward their views of people in general), but those | doctors seem to know that as a child you've been weighed... or | maybe they just comes from a place of true compassion and pity, | people underestimate the importance of compassion, kindness and | listening by doctors.. especially as issues become more | complex. | | I do think AI assistance is going to make a large difference in | medical diagnostics work even if reality hasn't caught up with | the hype yet. | gwittel wrote: | > poor science and poor scientific understanding of people on | the M.D. track | | Definitely a thing. At least historically, research is not a | big part of a MD program in the US. MD/PhD programs are where | its at -- Basically you do a few years of med school, then | PhD, then finish MD. Its a very long haul. After which you | usually go into Postdoc research or medical residency. | | The best doctor I ever had was incredibly perceptive and | compassionate. What did she teach in med school? How to work | with patients (i.e. bedside manner). She moved on to head | palliative care, another area where empathy is key. | | Like any other profession doctors span a range of competency. | There is an old joke: What do you call the person who | finished last in medical school? Doctor. | blablabla123 wrote: | I remember former fellow students telling how they corrected | medical students' practical physics internship assignments. | Apparently the statistical rigour is much lower. On the other | hand, I guess in pure natural sciences you work with much | more indirection and have zero results nowadays unless you | use a lot of tools. Probably there aren't that many medical | conditions that can be treated in-depth based on first | principles but I think concluding that whole medical science | can be replaced by an AI assistant might be a bit far- | fetched. Compassion is probably under-estimated indeed. Some | people with serious conditions prefer to be treated at | objectively less sophisticated yet less industrialized | facilities. | fellowniusmonk wrote: | I also think "concluding that whole medical science can be | replaced by an AI assistant" is far fetched. I hope that | wasn't what you took away from my comment. | meheleventyone wrote: | It's a bit of a misunderstanding of the role of doctors as | well IMO. Apart from a small fraction of them they aren't | scientists or researchers and aren't supposed to be. And the | human body is complex, problems can arise which can't easily | be understood. The expectation that every doctor is House and | we'll each get millions of dollar of diagnostics is wrong. | There's also a reason why experiments in science require an | awful lot of preparation and rigor that doesn't exist in the | happenstance of the real world. No AI is going to solve for a | lack of information or confounding factors that make | understanding what's happened impossible. | | I had a heart attack nearly six weeks ago despite being | healthy, fit and having no chronic health issues. They kept | me in hospital for five days after I got a clot squished by a | stent. I've come back negative for basically everything bar | some immune disorder tests I'm waiting on the results of. The | fact I've not heard probably means those were negative as | well. So I got this fatal blood clot and the medical staff | absolutely knocked it out of the park in terms of working out | what the acute issue was, dealing with it without undue | distress (seriously a PCI is magic) and my care and | rehabilitation afterwards has been great. But I'll likely | never know why it happened. | | The other side of that is I end up on a standard cocktail of | medication despite having a normal blood pressure, normal | cholesterol and so on. Essentially the drug regime seems | calibrated for the average heart attack patient which is | someone older with chronic problems. I had a rash as a side | effect and the doctors swapped a med and I'm fine again. How | did they know what to change of the six meds? I guess | experience and wider statistical analysis in the medical | community. It worked! | throw9239393 wrote: | Really well written, especially considering the author's plight. | | Regarding this bit: | | > _The day of the accident I had been working on a project to | improve how homeless people are placed into shelters. I say out | loud, "I don't care about homeless people" to see how it feels. | It doesn't ring true; I do care about homeless people. I just | don't feel like working._ | | I wonder if that's directly to do with the brain damage or not. I | survived a particularly rough "you're gonna die" type cancer. And | I have similar issues with depression, motivation, | procrastination, and so on. Which I know sounds counter- | intuitive. I survived, and the physical aftermath isn't really | bad. So I should be grateful versus depressed, right? I have | tried a variety of depression meds over the 5 years that have | passed. I really can't tell if any of them work. I suppose partly | because I'm not despondent really...just mostly unmotivated. None | of them changed that. | | Anyhow, just to say that near-death experiences, even without | physical damage to the brain, seem to have mental consequences. | PKop wrote: | The book "Tribe: On Homecoming and Belonging" discusses similar | dynamics with returning combat troops, and others that have | lived through war or extreme challenging scenarios. The | surprising finding is it's not the memory of the event that | causes PTSD/depression, but returning to "normal" modern, | atomized and isolated life of relative peace and stability.. | and losing the excitement, adrenaline/thrill of events arguably | humans have been adapted to thrive in: challenges and | struggles, especially alongside a group of people facing same | challenge together. Many people have been polled as being | happier in for example war time London facing bombing raids, | death and destruction, than peacetime after WW2. It's a good | read. | [deleted] | zrail wrote: | I survived a not terribly life threatening form of cancer. Two | people in my family died of worse forms in that same year. | | Things haven't quite been the same since. | qwerty456127 wrote: | > Of all the injuries we suffered, mine is the worst. My brain | injury has shaken my confidence in my own personality, my own | existence. | | I don't exist. That's the secret. This concept took me years to | grok but now I know. | tux1968 wrote: | I have good news for you. Ignoring the small chance that you're | actually a figment of my imagination, I can confirm you | actually do exist. | sergiomattei wrote: | I can confirm your existence and the parent's existence. | koo6 wrote: | I can confirm your non-existence. | elwell wrote: | Your confirmation isn't proof. | sumnole wrote: | I've been thinking that I'm the only one I know for sure | 'exists' | wizzwizz4 wrote: | That's not really very useful. Of course you exist! You share | sufficiently many properties with other things that we would | say "exist" that it is more useful to consider you extant than | non-existent. | | What you _mean_ might be a more useful, meaningful concept, but | what you 've _said_ is kinda nonsense. If you don 't exist, who | wrote this comment? I'd be interested if you could elaborate. | aj3 wrote: | They where probably saying that "I" doesn't exist as brain | doesn't really work that way and inner voice/narrator is just | illusion. | qwerty456127 wrote: | > If you don't exist, who wrote this comment? | | The hands. Driven by the chemical phenomena taking place in | the brain given the information it had been fed previously. | Both the hands and the brain and the memories are mine but | not me. The same way my finger is (I won't be less me if I | loose it, neither I will if I loose a memory of something, | even of my name) and my car is. I am merely the observer of | all these but ok, then where this me which "merely is" is | then? Nowhere because whatever a thing within my body or | personality I could point to is mine. Where will that me go | when I die or when the universe collapses into a singularity | and booms in a next big bang - nowhere, which is exactly | where it is now. Because it doesn't exist. | | This is a very rough simplification though (in fact the | hands, the memories etc aren't even mine if everything else | in the world isn't). I had to digest this for years and | observe this, excuse me for some nonsense, from different | angles inside the multi-dimensional space of pure non-verbal | semantic experiences perception. This can be a long way to | develop this ability and I am not sure many are ready to go | this way. No, I'm not a heavy psychedelic abuser, nor a new- | age loon, nor depressed, nor psychopathic, I am sober, | enthusiastic, generally Okay, happy and compassionate and the | realization of the above only made me even more of these and | helped me through the hard times. | | The first step is to observe it (a pure meaning without | words) when you know exactly what you want to say but can't | recall a proper word in any of the languages you speak. | | If I were to seriously rationalize this I would say nobody | writes the comment, it is an emergent structure resulting | from a very complex fractal system. Whoever is not really | into this but feels curious and wants an easy explanation | watch the Dr. Sapolsky's lectures on emergence in his | behavioral biology course on YouTube. | antihipocrat wrote: | When you say you don't exist are you referring to your | sense of self identity? i.e your ego, the feeling that your | mind and body and all of your senses, emotions, thoughts | and memories are a distinct entity? | | This idea is very interesting, and not considered strange | in philosophy (ego death) and is also prevalent in | Buddhism: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anatt%C4%81 | jrsdav wrote: | I've found this concept is near impossible to share without | sounding, well, like you put it, "a new-age loon". | | We haven't really developed a system or language that | succinctly expresses the nature of self or experience | (well, I only know English. Perhaps other languages lend | themselves better). For me, I find the simplest terms to be | the most profound way of capturing what you said, but when | I say them out loud to someone who hasn't climbed the same | "context mountain" I probably sound like someone you would | encounter at a drum circle in a public park (which I find | nothing to be wrong with, I should add!). | mypalmike wrote: | Can you expand on this a bit? | brodo wrote: | The Buddists call it | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anatt%C4%81 Anatta. In | psychonautics it's called ego death. It can be frightening, but | for me it is a hopeful, unifying and happy idea. | Aerroon wrote: | > _Have I always been bad at finding things? Maybe? There are | limits to how well an injured brain can scrutinize an injured | brain._ | | This is something I've worried about ever since I was a teenager. | If something happens to my mind, how will I know? The answer I've | come up with is that you can't fully know, but my best bet is to | "reason on paper". | | Externalize the facts and opinions (write them down or say them | out loud) and then run logic on them using some explainable | algorithm. Basically, do it like we do math: the numbers and | figures on paper will allow anyone to continue where you stopped. | Even if you forget what you were doing or you can't do large | scale abstract reasoning, because you've written it down, you can | do it piece by piece. | | When I suffered what seemed to have been a "ministroke" | (basically a stroke that solves itself) my cognitive abilities | were obviously affected. I seemed to operate basically only on | short term memory - several seconds at a time. Anything that | happened before that seemed to fade from memory. Saying out loud | what I wanted to do and then continuously repeating it out loud | enabled me to do more complex tasks. Unfortunately, I had no | sense of danger from it. | | Writing (typing), however, was not really possible. I knew what I | wanted to write, but it became "slurred". I hadn't considered | that before. I even recognized myself that what I wrote was | difficult to decipher, but somehow I just couldn't type out the | words correctly. | | I still think that reasoning on paper or out loud is your best | bet in these situations. ___________________________________________________________________ (page generated 2021-06-18 23:01 UTC)