[HN Gopher] I'm going to miss you, but I am taking a sabbatical
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       I'm going to miss you, but I am taking a sabbatical
        
       Author : gaws
       Score  : 224 points
       Date   : 2022-05-09 16:57 UTC (6 hours ago)
        
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       | joemazerino wrote:
       | I've been a big fan of Jason since I came across his blog in the
       | 2000s. I wish the best for him and his tree.
        
       | tabiv wrote:
       | Maybe, like his tree, his pot is way to small and he is root-
       | bound.
        
       | chizhik-pyzhik wrote:
       | He should probably plant the fig tree outside, at this point.
       | (Not sure how that fits in to the analogy.)
        
         | jcims wrote:
         | Probably that he should put himself into reality rather than
         | the facsimile that's necessarily created through the editorial
         | process.
        
         | DFHippie wrote:
         | I infer he's living in Vermont at this point. I don't think it
         | will thrive outside unless he's got a greenhouse.
        
       | MontyCarloHall wrote:
       | Jason posts a handful of cool links each week and occasionally
       | writes a few paragraphs about them. He also sometimes produces a
       | podcast. As far as I can tell, this is the full extent of his
       | job.
       | 
       | It's really hard to imagine getting "burnt out" from this. It
       | sounds exactly how many people actively enjoy spending their free
       | time: surf the internet for fun and take a few minutes sharing a
       | couple cool links with your friends.
        
         | astroalex wrote:
         | I disagree.
         | 
         | Firstly, I believe you underestimate the amount of work Jason
         | does and the amount of stress he is under.
         | 
         | I've read Kottke.org since I was a kid, and it's the only blog
         | I still regularly read. There's a reason it's the only website
         | I've looked at _everyday_ for the _majority of my life_ :
         | consistent excellence. Anecdotally, whenever Jason has a guest
         | writer come on his blog, I can tell before I even read the by-
         | line. It's just not the same quality.
         | 
         | And that doesn't happen for free. I imagine it takes a huge
         | amount of work and thought to successfully curate The Whole
         | Internet into something that people actually want to read for
         | 24 years. Remember that his livelihood depends directly on
         | driving traffic to his website -- there's no safety net or
         | wiggle room. This sounds incredibly stressful to me.
         | 
         | Secondly, in another comment you claim that because other
         | people with different jobs might be burnt out from those jobs,
         | it is not reasonable for Jason to feel burnt out from his job,
         | and therefore his sabbatical is unwarranted.
         | 
         | This makes no sense. Anyone can get burnt out from any job, and
         | if they have the privilege to do so (and I do agree with you
         | that it is a privilege), they should take time off. In a
         | similar vein, if someone suffers from depression, that person
         | should seek therapy if they can, regardless of whether someone
         | else has life circumstances that are worse.
         | 
         | It makes no sense to prevent someone from taking time off (or
         | seeking therapy) just because their life isn't as bad as
         | someone else's. Instead, we should advocate for better working
         | conditions (or access to therapy) for those who cannot afford
         | the privilege.
        
           | MontyCarloHall wrote:
           | I didn't say his sabbatical is unwarranted; he can spend his
           | life however he pleases. I simply said that I think it's
           | extremely tone deaf and sneeringly privileged for Jason to
           | describe his current state as "burnt out." This is a very
           | strong term referring to a state of extreme mental anguish
           | induced by an unreasonable and inescapable level of overwork
           | that applies more to people forced to work 60+ hour weeks at
           | minimum wage than to people whose livelihood is posting cool
           | links a handful of times a week. As I said in another post,
           | it would be equally tone deaf for a millionaire to
           | unironically describe themselves as being "impoverished" due
           | to a small cut in their yearly bonus or an underperforming
           | investment.
           | 
           | If Jason simply wrote that he's sick of maintaining his blog
           | and wants to try something new, that would be perfectly fine.
           | 
           | >I imagine it takes a huge amount of work and thought to
           | successfully curate The Whole Internet into something that
           | people actually want to read for 24 years.
           | 
           | I disagree. Plenty of prolific Reddit and Hacker News posters
           | do the same thing in their spare time.
           | 
           | >Anecdotally, whenever Jason has a guest writer come on his
           | blog, I can tell before I even read the by-line. It's just
           | not the same quality.
           | 
           | Isn't that because they usually post more long-form original
           | content (e.g. https://kottke.org/tag/Tim%20Carmody) than cool
           | links?
        
             | wfme wrote:
             | I enjoy the irony of calling the author " tone deaf".
        
         | jpadkins wrote:
         | maybe people just need to take a break from the internet?
         | especially people who have been a part of the internet for
         | almost the whole time of the commercial web.
        
           | MontyCarloHall wrote:
           | It really rubs me the wrong way that someone claims to be
           | "burnt out" from a job that probably requires an average of
           | an hour or two a day of non-taxing work. I'd love to see
           | Jason say with a straight face that he's "burnt out" to a
           | minimum wage worker who works 12+ hours days, 7 days a week,
           | or even to your average office drone who spends 8 hours a day
           | pushing TPS reports without any breaks in a soulless cubicle.
           | It just seems really tone deaf and privileged, especially
           | given how much Jason has loved to post about issues regarding
           | privilege as of late.
           | 
           | It's on the level of someone saying they're "malnourished"
           | because they had to give up a daily diet of Michelin Star-
           | level restaurant food.
        
             | edmcnulty101 wrote:
             | I got the same feeling.
             | 
             | Wish I had the luxury to tell my boss , hey I'm burnt out,
             | be back in 6 months or so.
        
               | bombcar wrote:
               | The term used to be ennui in this case - but burnout
               | makes you sound more like you're "one of us" I guess.
        
             | santoshalper wrote:
             | I really feel like you're reading too much into the term
             | "burned out". You can get sick of doing anything and lose
             | the spark. I've never managed to do anything consistently
             | for half as long as he's run his blog. It's kind of amazing
             | to me he lasted this long.
             | 
             | I just get the sense that his interest in it is waning, and
             | he doesn't want to just "check the box" every day. It's his
             | right. Just because some people live in terrible
             | conditions, doesn't mean he can't be sick of his job.
             | 
             | I'm curious, would it have bothered you as much if he'd
             | just said: "I'm sick of this blog and I'm quitting it?"
             | because that's basically what he did, except he promised to
             | come back (I wonder if he'll regret that promise in six
             | months).
        
               | MontyCarloHall wrote:
               | I agree with everything you wrote. This is the crux of my
               | annoyance:
               | 
               | >I'm curious, would it have bothered you as much if he'd
               | just said: "I'm sick of this blog and I'm quitting it?"
               | because that's basically what he did, except he promised
               | to come back (I wonder if he'll regret that promise in
               | six months).
               | 
               | Yes, this is exactly how he should have phrased it.
               | "Burnt out" is a very strong term that refers to a state
               | of extreme mental anguish induced by an unreasonable and
               | inescapable level of overwork. It feels insulting and
               | sneeringly privileged coming from someone whose job is to
               | surf the internet for a few hours a day and sometimes
               | post about it.
               | 
               | It is as if someone unironically described themselves as
               | "severely clinically depressed" after their favorite
               | sports team lost a game, or someone in the top 1%
               | sincerely calling themselves "impoverished" after a
               | slight cut to their yearly bonus (or the recent bloodbath
               | in the stock market).
        
               | nullandvoid wrote:
               | I think burnout is unique to an individual, and can
               | simply be bought on by prolonged working on something
               | (anything) that doesn't deliver the results you expect.
               | 
               | If the blog poster expected to be happy, or to have
               | riches for example, and neither occurred at the level
               | they expect (especially now 24 years in) burn out occurs.
        
               | nocman wrote:
               | While I see where you are coming from, that's your
               | definition of "burnt out", but it is not the only valid
               | one, and many obviously don't require the condition to be
               | as extreme as you do for the term to be valid.
               | 
               | I don't know anything about Jason, so I can't make an
               | informed call on whether I think he is overly
               | exaggerating things by using the term.
               | 
               | I do think there is at least a version of "burnt out"
               | that just means you are really tired, because you have
               | put a lot of effort into something for a long period of
               | time, to the point that you are questioning whether it is
               | worth it to you to continue doing it.
               | 
               | However, yeah, some people probably say "I'm so burnt out
               | on 'X'" because they've spent over a half hour on it, and
               | it still isn't done. That doesn't qualify, in my opinion.
        
               | patternMachine wrote:
               | Is it possible that running a blog is not as easy as you
               | think?
        
               | thefaux wrote:
               | You sound burned out.
        
         | karaterobot wrote:
         | You can get burned out from anything, though. I like pizza, and
         | look forward to the next pizza I get to eat. But if you made me
         | eat pizza every day for 24 years, I'd want to take a long break
         | from eating pizza.
        
         | kajecounterhack wrote:
         | I'm not saying curation is the world's hardest job but stakes
         | are a bit different when you've become popular enough to make a
         | living off of it. It's like being a Youtuber -- folks donate to
         | you because you add value to their lives via your content. Even
         | if generating links and paragraphs seems low-effort to you, to
         | do it well every day for 24 years you can't shut off your
         | consumption of media and you need to stay in a certain mindset.
         | You are always a bit concerned about whether you are delivering
         | value too. Every job takes a psychological toll and one that
         | involves being "on" for 24 years certainly warrants taking a
         | break.
         | 
         | It's also clear that Jason has other things going on in life
         | and wanting to clear your plate and reset is very human and
         | understandable.
        
           | judofyr wrote:
           | I think people react here because of the term "burn out".
           | It's usually used when you've been under high stress for a
           | longer period and you completely collapse and is unable to do
           | any work.
           | 
           | Losing motivation for a project and moving over to new things
           | is _very_ different from a burn out.
        
             | kajecounterhack wrote:
             | > I think people react here because of the term "burn out".
             | It's usually used when you've been under high stress for a
             | longer period and you completely collapse and is unable to
             | do any work.
             | 
             | Yeah you're probably right, though it's so annoying when
             | people can't contextualize the usage of terms like "burn
             | out" -- what's "high stress" or "a longer period?" Isn't
             | that subjective?
             | 
             | > Losing motivation for a project and moving over to new
             | things is very different from a burn out.
             | 
             | Is it though? I googled "burnout" and got "Burnout is a
             | form of exhaustion caused by constantly feeling swamped."
             | If someone says the reason they are taking a break is
             | because they are burned out, who is anyone to say that's
             | not what they're experiencing?
             | 
             | If you've heard of Chinese water torture, it's one little
             | drop at a time over a long period of time -- seems entirely
             | plausible that 24 years of being in non-stop curation mode
             | could make someone feel exhausted and constantly swamped.
        
         | munificent wrote:
         | The emotional experience of an activity is 10% the activity
         | itself and 90% the framing around the activity and what it
         | means for your life.
         | 
         | It's not the surfing and posting links. It's the knowing _if I
         | don 't surf and post sufficiently interesting links every day,
         | I can't afford my health insurance._ The stakes are much higher
         | in the latter.
        
           | MontyCarloHall wrote:
           | >[K]nowing _if I don 't <perform satisfactorily at my job>, I
           | can't afford my <life necessities>_"
           | 
           | is true for literally everyone except the independently
           | wealthy. It is a lot easier to not stress over for someone
           | for whom "the activity itself" is a non-demanding job, than
           | for someone whose job is inherently extremely emotionally or
           | physically draining.
           | 
           | As an extreme example, suppose my parents bestowed on me a
           | trust fund. It affords me a monthly allowance that lets me
           | live an upper middle class lifestyle without having to
           | otherwise work. The only requirement to get this allowance is
           | to have an earnest phone call with my mother for an hour each
           | week. Failure to do so results in the trust being revoked.
           | Saying that I'm "burnt out" from "knowing _if I don 't call
           | my mom this week, my whole income disappears_" would be
           | absurd. The ease of my carefree lifestyle is more than enough
           | to offset the mild stress of having to remember to call my
           | mom on a weekly basis.
        
             | munificent wrote:
             | Yes, and that's why jobs are more stressful than hobbies
             | even when the activity is the same. I think you're just
             | restating my point?
             | 
             | The parent comment was, essentially, "Why is doing X
             | stressful for Kottke who does it for work when I do X for
             | fun and don't find it stressful at all?" And the answer
             | is... Kottke does it for work and you do it for fun.
        
       | kinnth wrote:
       | Currently on my 4th month of a Sabbatical and not looking back.
       | It's great to explore and find joy in the world offline again.
       | 
       | I also no longer feel the need to be validated by the work that I
       | do but really by how I feel and I feel good.
        
         | benjaminwootton wrote:
         | Could you expand on that?
         | 
         | Something about "not feeling the need to be validated by work"
         | sounds appealing and is bubbling in my mind recently, but I'm
         | not sure how that looks day to day.
        
       | gilbetron wrote:
       | Fittingly, that tree seems to mostly need a larger place to grow,
       | much like the author.
        
       | newaccount2021 wrote:
       | people posting things on the internet just isn't that much of a
       | novelty anymore
       | 
       | frankly nothing "internet" is a novelty anymore
       | 
       | no one needs your edgy take, nonlinear thinking, "challenging
       | ideas"...its all just blah blah blah
       | 
       | the world needs people to build houses, not websites
       | 
       | get used to seeing more old-tyme content creators sign off for
       | good, most of their bits had just been reduced to noise anyway
        
       | gentle wrote:
       | I've been reading Jason every day for the last 20-something
       | years. I love his writing voice and his perspective on the world.
       | 
       | There's no other blog I read as consistently or as
       | enthusiastically. I hope he gets the time out he needs from his
       | sabbatical. I look forward to the next 20 years of reading his
       | work.
        
       | kingnothing wrote:
       | I took a 6 month sabbatical and am just now interviewing for work
       | again. It's been one of the best decisions of my career and I
       | would highly recommend everyone who can to save up and make it
       | happen for themselves. I worked for over a decade before feeling
       | burnt out and realizing I needed to make a change. Fortunately
       | I'd been saving for this for quite a while, knowing I'd want to
       | do it eventually. It's been amazing to have time to myself to
       | ponder what I want out of the rest of my work life, enjoy hikes
       | in the middle of the week, work on a side project, level up my
       | cooking game, and spend time with friends and family without
       | regard for having to return to work at the end of several week
       | long vacations. I'm eager to get back to work and am already
       | looking forward to my next sabbatical and how it will affect my
       | future self. Live a little leaner, save up, and take some time
       | for yourself. We don't have much of it.
       | 
       | Here's a relevant TED talk I found to be inspiring:
       | https://www.ted.com/talks/stefan_sagmeister_the_power_of_tim...
        
         | alisonatwork wrote:
         | I am just returning from a 10 month sabbatical, my second
         | deliberate one in the past 5 years, and one of several career
         | breaks I have taken since I started working in tech in the late
         | 90s. I also highly recommend it. For me weekends and even
         | annual leave doesn't reach the same level of relaxation that I
         | can hit when I know that there is no job hanging over my head,
         | and no countdown to when I need to return. (Running out of cash
         | would be a fairly hard limit, of course, but in our industry
         | it's easy to put enough money away to live without work for a
         | year every few years.)
         | 
         | One thing I don't feel is that these sabbaticals have
         | necessarily been some kind of radical life-altering experience.
         | I pretty much just did the same stuff that I enjoyed doing
         | anyway, but I did it entirely at my own pace, with zero
         | pressure or stress. I'm not really seeking enlightment, I'm
         | just seeking peacefulness.
         | 
         | As I am getting older, I am thinking that perhaps instead of
         | doing my usual 1-2 years at a couple of different companies and
         | then breaking, it might be nicer to have a consistent job that
         | would allow me to break and come back. I have returned to two
         | companies in my employment history - one after spending a year
         | overseas, and another that I returned to part-time as a remote
         | freelancer during COVID. Unfortunately I don't think many
         | companies are inclined to offer this as a formal benefit,
         | especially in countries where months-long parental leave isn't
         | a thing. I suppose people who enjoy these kinds of sabbaticals
         | and come back refreshed and hopefully more productive are still
         | enough of a minority that it isn't seen as something that would
         | be in a company's interest to promote.
        
         | xirdstl wrote:
         | I took two sabbaticals last decade, the first 6 months and the
         | second about a year.
         | 
         | After the last, I started a new job full time for about a year,
         | after which I transitioned to working just Monday - Wednesday
         | (8 hour days). I'm in year 4 of this schedule. For me, I think
         | this works better than full time and occasional sabbaticals. I
         | have not approached anything near burn out.
        
       | genmon wrote:
       | Kottke.org defined a kind of blogging which expresses wonder in
       | the world around us, a format which has been cloned and bent to
       | the shape of SEO a million times since. More Kottkes and fewer
       | content farms in the future please. My newsreader will be a less
       | inspiring place until he returns.
       | 
       | (Although... 24 years is a hella long time without a break.
       | Sabbaticals traditionally come after 7 years. So no pressure to
       | come back anytime soon Jason.)
        
       | at-fates-hands wrote:
       | Last year I started cycling off of social media. I normally do 30
       | days on and then 60 days off. Rinse and repeat. Its definitely
       | has re-shaped a lot of how I view my life and what's truly
       | important and what's just white noise bogging my brain down.
       | 
       | I'm not surprised by his move to unplug for an extended period of
       | time. A lot of older people I work with (40-50's) are unplugging
       | their social media, and starting to limit a lot of their screen
       | time and their kids screen time.
       | 
       | I feel like a pendulum is starting to swing away from being
       | accessible 24/7 and always feeling like you need to be constantly
       | plugged into everything.
        
       | lqet wrote:
       | > My plant is not ok.
       | 
       | That pot is too small for such a large plant.
        
       | jhoechtl wrote:
       | The fig trees pot is to small.
        
         | calibas wrote:
         | It's also lanky and lopsided because it's trying to get more
         | light.
        
       | unpopularopp wrote:
       | Wish more people had the financial freedom to just take a break.
       | Everyone needs it, only a few can do it.
        
       | thecrumb wrote:
       | Must be wonderful to actually have the luxury to step away... I'm
       | living the American dream - to work a non-rewarding job for no
       | other reason other than health insurance. How do people manage
       | these sabbaticals? Are they just wealthy enough so they don't
       | need income?
        
         | the_lonely_road wrote:
         | You can buy your own insurance policy. You only chose to use
         | your company provided insurance because they pay for half of it
         | and no rational person takes on a large expense for no reason.
         | If you can afford to take six months off and travel to Europe
         | you can afford to pay full rate for insurance for 6 months
         | while you do it and they go back to a half priced company
         | policy when you get back.
        
           | mgkimsal wrote:
           | They may pay half, or most, or all, or none. OP didn't say
           | explicitly?
           | 
           | But... you may not be able to get your own with any tax
           | benefits if your company offers _something_ and you choose
           | not to take it. That 's my understanding anyway. And...
           | health insurance is just totally hosed in the US, with
           | regulations like that on the books.
           | 
           | Take employers out of the equation. Let everyone buy their
           | own, and/or, institute some basic govt policy, and let people
           | buy private on top.
           | 
           | If you're buying for a family, it can be prohibitively
           | expensive. Even a few years back (2016/207), high deductible
           | plans for some of my colleagues were north of $1500/month
           | with $10k deductibles for 2 people in their 50s with an early
           | 20s kid.
        
             | nightski wrote:
             | For a family yes it gets crazy. But as a self employed mid-
             | thirties person it wasn't too terrible. $300/mo, $1,500
             | deductible, etc.. Yes expensive, but doable for someone
             | determined enough.
        
         | dhosek wrote:
         | I take 1/6 of every paycheck1 and put it in a CD ladder. This
         | enables me (in theory) to take every seventh year off. I would
         | be taking next year off except I ended up taking an unplanned
         | 6-month break last year because of Covid, so I'm going to wait
         | until 2025 for my next sabbatical. One key thing is to live a
         | far below your means as possible.
         | 
         | [?] 1. I also put half of any "extra" income that comes my way
         | and if I slide money that I don't use into that fund as well.
        
         | ryantgtg wrote:
         | Kottke has a paid membership system, and in the post he notes
         | he's not closing it down and doesn't expect _everyone_ to
         | cancel their sub.
        
         | tylergetsay wrote:
         | If a knowledgeable person on your team is burnt out and
         | considering a new job, a long (paid) vacation can be
         | advantageous for all.
        
           | SQueeeeeL wrote:
           | Most managers don't have the luxury of being Gabe Newell from
           | Valve. They'll just fire you as soon as you sound like your
           | numbers are going down with some cause. Even if in the long
           | run it'll be better, most managers only work at companies for
           | 4 years, under VPs who only work their 6 or 7 years. The long
           | term health of the team isn't a priority for anyone.
        
           | giraffe_lady wrote:
           | I'm sure it would be but I've never heard of that happening.
           | 
           | I once went to my manager saying I was worried about burning
           | out bc of pushing so hard on a project with a legal deadline.
           | Asked him to consider/look into options for me to take a
           | month off _unpaid_ at the end of it.
           | 
           | He said he'd talk to leadership about it and get back to me.
           | I got fired the next day.
        
             | askonomm wrote:
             | This is where I would have lawyered up. I don't know where
             | this happened to you, but over in Europe I'm pretty sure
             | this is illegal and I'd be gunning for some sweet, sweet
             | money.
        
               | themadturk wrote:
               | Unless they're in a legally protected class or live in
               | Montana, his or her employer can fire them for whatever
               | reason they want (and the employee can leave for whatever
               | reason they want as well).
        
         | munificent wrote:
         | _> Are they just wealthy enough so they don 't need income?_
         | 
         | There's a sliding scale here. Few are wealthy enough that they
         | don't need income _forever_. But many can save up enough to
         | take a few weeks or a few months off. More like a long unpaid
         | vacation.
        
       | asellke wrote:
       | Dare I say no one has done more for the blog form than Mr.
       | Kottke. His humble, almost monkish 24-year commitment to not only
       | the pursuit of knowledge and meaning in the world, but his
       | absolute insistence on sharing that pursuit with anyone who wants
       | to ride along in that journey is one of the all-time greatest
       | contributions to the web.
       | 
       | Godspeed, Jason. Be well and see you on the flip (in whatever way
       | you deem fit).
        
         | naikrovek wrote:
        
           | mkr-hn wrote:
           | I wish therapy were more accessible and better regulated. You
           | shouldn't have to still be so upset about a normal early
           | adopter experience 27 years later that you unload on
           | strangers like this.
        
           | shortformblog wrote:
           | This has been downvoted, but as someone who has been blogging
           | for 13 and a half years now, I'm sorry you had to deal with
           | that. You did not deserve that discouragement.
           | 
           | I faced discouragement early on when I wanted to get into
           | blogging--in my first attempt, I faced a guy who was
           | effectively trying to cyberbully me--but I eventually found
           | my way in. I've been at it ever since. I encourage you to
           | give it another shot, if you haven't.
        
         | madrox wrote:
         | I can't believe it's been 24 years. I remember exploring 0sil8
         | way back when and being inspired by the cool things you could
         | do with html. How time flies.
        
       | smohnot wrote:
       | I have to admit, I will miss the blog. Post the demise of RSS
       | it's one of the few places I check in on directly every few days.
       | 
       | What are your other favorites that might help me fill the gap?
        
         | Adraghast wrote:
         | > Post the demise of RSS it's one of the few places I check in
         | on directly every few days.
         | 
         | What do you mean by this? I saw the announcement in my RSS
         | reader before seeing it here.
         | 
         | > What are your other favorites that might help me fill the
         | gap?
         | 
         | I actually just purged a lot of my media consumption for
         | "burnout" related reasons of my own, but can second some of the
         | recommendations Jason included at the end of the post like
         | Colossal and Open Culture. He also posted this a couple years
         | back:
         | 
         | https://kottke.org/18/04/blogging-is-most-certainly-not-dead
        
       | camgunz wrote:
       | Huge fan of kottke, he should take all the time he needs. I will
       | say there's no way that tree isn't pot-bound though.
        
         | deltarholamda wrote:
         | Agree. Bigger pot will probably do wonders for it.
        
       | mkr-hn wrote:
       | >> _" What good is a blog without a thriving community of other
       | blogs?"_
       | 
       | This is something I feel every time I think about getting back
       | into blogging. A post wasn't quite the scream into the void it is
       | now. Back then you'd at least get a few views and a comment or
       | two if you wrote something compelling. Sometimes a _lot_ of views
       | and someone you don 't even know liking your words enough to
       | share them.[0]
       | 
       | I don't know if it's the context shift or the fact that
       | newsletters are ascendant but drafting a newsletter doesn't feel
       | as useless as drafting something in WordPress. Even with 0
       | subscribers.
       | 
       | [0] https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=4719730
        
       | reggieband wrote:
       | I watch a lot of YouTube and a fair amount of Twitch. Sooner or
       | later every creator talks a bit about their anxiety working in
       | that content creator grind.
       | 
       | On Twitch, taking a day off may mean losing hundreds of
       | subscribers. Streamers are cautious about taking bathroom breaks
       | since they can lose thousands of viewers during a short break.
       | YouTube ruthlessly punishes creators that don't upload on a
       | consistent schedule. I imagine TikTok and Instagram are similar.
       | 
       | My guess is that Kottke has been living under a similar stress
       | for 24 years. That has got to wear a person down.
        
         | dahfizz wrote:
         | If you're a streamer large enough to be receiving hundreds of
         | subs a day, and so many viewers you could lose thousands during
         | a bathroom break, you're a multi millionaire. It's hard for me
         | to be sympathetic about how stressful their job is when they
         | could retire comfortably at any point.
        
           | mkr-hn wrote:
           | They always have staff they pay with that money. It doesn't
           | all flow into their pockets. It's _very_ hard to reach that
           | scale on your own.
        
             | tmp_anon_22 wrote:
             | It seems many streamers can barely take care of themselves.
             | With the money involved I'd imagine a large cottage
             | industry of Agents, Marketers, Content editors, and
             | subsidies to friends and teammates who participate in their
             | content. Not to mention a complicated tax situations,
             | irregular income levels, periodic industry events, etc.
        
         | mwidell wrote:
         | Youtube does not punish you if you are not consistent. That is
         | simply a myth. There are plenty of very successful youtubers
         | who only publish occasionally or irregularly.
        
           | eropple wrote:
           | How many of them 1) _always_ published long-form material,
           | and 2) hit their stride /"were selected by the algorithm" in
           | the last few years?
           | 
           | I would believe that what you describe is true for long-
           | established YouTube personalities, and I can think of plenty
           | myself, but I can think of pretty few that haven't been doing
           | it for at least five years or so (with the exception of the
           | woodworking space, where it seems like perhaps there's still
           | some growth opportunities despite plenty of creators--my
           | guess is it's because the ad revenue is way better there). I
           | follow a lot of smaller essayists 'cause I like that sort of
           | thing and have a friendly recommendation network to leverage;
           | YouTube _very_ rarely recommends me long-form content, in
           | either Search or Suggested Videos, from somebody I 've never
           | seen before.
        
           | manquer wrote:
           | This is the same as between making tv series of 5-6 episodes
           | or one of 24 episodes/season or a soap opera doing 200+
           | episodes a year.
           | 
           | YT as a platform works for all kinds of producers , but as a
           | content creator you are the in the space of high volume low
           | quality content then yes publishing frequently is a must.
           | 
           | However if you are high quality low volume creator who is
           | almost guaranteed tens of million views you could do only
           | infrequently, however each video is going take a lot of time
           | to produce.
        
         | rockinghigh wrote:
         | > YouTube ruthlessly punishes creators that don't upload on a
         | consistent schedule. I imagine TikTok and Instagram are
         | similar.
         | 
         | Older videos are naturally downranked because users want fresh
         | content. The age of a post is a strong predictor of user
         | interaction. However, it doesn't mean Youtube actively punishes
         | less frequent creators. YouTube actually promotes a lot of old
         | content (>1 year old) compared to other platforms. At the
         | extreme, Instagram Stories are deleted after 24 hours forcing
         | you to produce content daily.
        
         | prox wrote:
         | Sovietwomble has had a stable following (and even growing) for
         | years. He doesn't always stream, but yet he is very consistent
         | in his timetable. He hardly loses many people when he doesn't
         | stream for a while. The guy never goes on holiday though, but
         | not because he fears losing subs.
         | 
         | Perhaps it depends on what kind of content creator we are
         | talking about. Is it the shock and awe / latest greatest / hype
         | train type of content?
        
         | waynesonfire wrote:
        
           | nickelcitymario wrote:
           | Please be sure to publish a confessional post the next time
           | you're struggling and need a break. I'm sure we'd all like to
           | give you the same love and respect you're affording Mr.
           | Kottke.
        
       | SCUSKU wrote:
       | Personally I have finally come to terms with the fact that I am
       | burnt out. This post is inspiring and I appreciate the author's
       | honesty about his struggles. I hope soon I can take well well
       | needed rest to recharge, and hopefully feel better about my life.
        
         | djvdq wrote:
         | I'm about to read it, just wanted to glance at the comments
         | first. Man, I know your feel. It was end of last week when I
         | realized I'm facing burnout. I've no idea what to do with it.
         | Ideally I know that break would be good but yeah, I need to
         | work because I like not to starve :/
         | 
         | I hope this post will inspire also me somehow.
         | 
         | But in the meantime - I hope you'll beat it fast.
        
           | epberry wrote:
           | Seems it's a good time to step away. Come back in a year with
           | a less crazy market and mind.
        
       | admn2 wrote:
       | Kottke was very formative to my first big "deep dive" into the
       | web and truly being blown away by the community / what would you
       | could create. He was one of the original patreons.
       | 
       | Side note: what happened to his social bookmarking site he was
       | working on?
        
       | throwawaycuriou wrote:
       | kottke heavily shaped my thinking during peak RSS years. I miss
       | it. social media taints the deep reflective thought he's fostered
       | for over 20 years. I wish him bountiful inspiration on this
       | journey.
        
       | Vox_Leone wrote:
       | >>> the plant is listing so badly to one side that the whole
       | thing tips over without the weight of water in the pot
       | 
       | It is listing towards the light of the window. All trees do it.
       | Give it a 180 deg rotation and maybe it will straighten up. Good
       | luck.
        
       | lastofthemojito wrote:
       | I see myself in Jason Kottke's writing about burnout. I used to
       | occasionally marvel that I got paid (and paid pretty well!) to
       | solve problems in software. The past few years I've felt mired in
       | Jira/Agile hell, working on machines slowed by corporate-mandated
       | anti-virus and whatever other spyware, building software that is
       | often thrown away due to unrealistic requirements or just plain
       | bad requirements gathering.
       | 
       | I've also become a father, which is obviously a time-consuming
       | and stressful endeavor.
       | 
       | Oh, and there's this pandemic going on, so I didn't get to see
       | much of my Mom while she was dying, but I did feel like I saw
       | some extra ugliness in society in general.
       | 
       | I'm not sure which of these (or other) factors have contributed
       | more or less to my feeling this way. I've been starting to think
       | about taking some time off, although I'm not sure how much I'll
       | be able to swing. But if there were a clone of me out there, and
       | I could press a button to approve a 6 month sabbatical for him,
       | I'd definitely do it.
       | 
       | It's easy to look at the superficial and think, "man this Kottke
       | guy had an easy gig, he doesn't deserve a 6 month break", but if
       | he's feeling similarly to me, I don't begrudge him. Like the
       | Chinese expression says: Only the wearer knows where the shoe
       | pinches.
        
       | whafro wrote:
       | Good for him. I hope he comes back in a few months with renewed
       | energy for the next evolution of kottke.org, but even if not, or
       | he heads in a different direction entirely, he deserves it.
        
       | chrismeller wrote:
       | While I respect Kottke...
       | 
       | > I appreciate so much what I've built here at kottke.org -- I
       | get to read and learn about all sorts of new things every day,
       | create new ideas and connections for people, and think in public
       | -- and I feel incredibly lucky to be able to set my own schedule,
       | be my own boss, and provide for my family.
       | 
       | Yeah, sounds miserable. If only those of us with 9-5 jobs and
       | bills to pay could take six months off.
       | 
       | Edit: and those who are commenting and downvoting... where are
       | the people who claim they have student loans to pay? The ones who
       | can't afford healthcare? The game devs that work 90 hours a week?
       | This is a white male who can _afford_ to take 6 months off
       | because he can't handle having no boss and writing a blog from
       | time to time.
       | 
       | Stop aggrandizing him, it doesn't take courage to take time off,
       | it takes _money_. Hypocrites.
        
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         | idiotsecant wrote:
         | This comment seems to be more about your situation than it is
         | about his.
         | 
         | We aren't crabs in a pot. Someone else doing a good thing does
         | not make your life worse. You can simultaneously strive for
         | making your own life better and celebrate someone else doing
         | something healthy for themselves.
        
           | bombcar wrote:
           | I mean this basically is a case of the pot calling the kottke
           | black ...
        
         | Adraghast wrote:
         | "You're not wrong, you're just being an asshole."
         | 
         | No, it's not very fair he's been able to coast through most of
         | his adult life by scrounging up links to things that elder
         | millennial nerds find neat, but taking swipes at a person who's
         | been going through turmoil for a few years (apparently eight,
         | but it's been coming across in his writing for at least the
         | past two) does nothing to change that.
         | 
         | Telling kids to clear their plates because there are children
         | starving in Africa doesn't actually help feed those children.
        
         | mym1990 wrote:
         | Because mental health issues, burnout, and a general want to do
         | something different at some point in life can ONLY be
         | experienced if you have a 9-5 job and bills to pay.
        
         | Sohcahtoa82 wrote:
         | > Stop aggrandizing him, it doesn't take courage to take time
         | off, it takes money. Hypocrites.
         | 
         | This is a fine point to make, and I 100% agree.
         | 
         | But your excellent point is ruined by the obnoxious negativity
         | preceding it. It's obvious you're incredibly envious, and
         | you've allowed your envy to turn you bitter.
         | 
         | But more on topic, there was another thread somewhat recently
         | where I commented a similar thing: There are so many people
         | that rave about how much happier they are once they quit their
         | job and started just doing things they want to do like travel
         | the world and work on projects they deem enjoyable. These
         | people conveniently leave out the fact that they've got a
         | 7-figure savings account to fund their activities. They will
         | literally ask minimum wage workers why they work shitty jobs
         | instead of going backpacking in New Zealand or some shit.
        
         | DocTomoe wrote:
         | Have you considered that 9-5 jobs and bills to pay are a choice
         | or at least the result of choices made earlier in your life?
         | 
         | There's no sense in being jealous for the paths other people
         | have chosen.
        
           | chrismeller wrote:
        
             | mym1990 wrote:
             | And what would be wrong with that?
        
               | chrismeller wrote:
               | That's asinine. The fact that someone thinks you could
               | just not have a 9-5 job or bills to pay? Sure, I'll just
               | pull myself up by my bootstraps and suddenly not worry
               | about a job or bills. Thanks, I'll just let them eat cake
               | instead!
        
               | jodrellblank wrote:
               | You think kottke doesn't have bills to pay?
               | 
               | You think there are no alternatives to 9-5 jobs? No
               | people who work different shifts, no people who work 12hr
               | days then take long days off? No people who work 9 months
               | on / 3 months off? No people who work and live cheap
               | while saving then spend the savings on long holidays
               | because they want to? No people who have spent years
               | building passive income sources so that they can one day
               | take long breaks from working? No people who quit their
               | jobs to live in the overdraft of their bank account?
               | 
               | And on top of that you think a sarcastic one-line
               | complaint is a good contribution to the thread?
        
         | leokennis wrote:
         | It's not either - or. I am glad Jason can take half a year off.
         | And I wish people with a 9 to 5 like you or me could too.
        
         | [deleted]
        
         | sdoering wrote:
         | > While I respect Kottke...
         | 
         | And than showing utmost disrespect by gaslighting and
         | diminishing their described experience/state of mind.
         | 
         | Do you really think these "I'm not a... but' or" While I...
         | but" comments add positively to the discussion? Why not accept
         | that the author is in the described state, acknowledge what you
         | read and then, without snark, write that you wished you would
         | be able to have a sabbatical from your 9to5 job.
         | 
         | Because than some people might be able to point out that there
         | maybe are ways to achieve this. I know a lot of people that did
         | that with a regular 9to5 job.
         | 
         | Sure depends on the circumstances. But not impossible.
        
           | Aeolun wrote:
           | Wasn't there a post on here recently from a wise old man?
           | 
           | I think they pointed out that _anything_ you say before the
           | 'but' is invalidated, and what you really mean comes after.
        
             | ask_b123 wrote:
             | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=31199300
        
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