[HN Gopher] Wendy Carlos: The brilliant but lonely life of an el...
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       Wendy Carlos: The brilliant but lonely life of an electronic music
       pioneer
        
       Author : lentil_soup
       Score  : 227 points
       Date   : 2022-12-14 10:20 UTC (1 days ago)
        
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       | ProAm wrote:
       | This was a good podcast about birth of the synth built by Bob
       | Moog and Don Buchla on each coast of the US.
       | 
       | part 1: https://www.20k.org/episodes/synthwar
       | 
       | part 2: https://www.20k.org/episodes/digitaldoom
        
       | m0llusk wrote:
       | Kind of interesting how electronic music then got taken up by the
       | [ware]house scene which made the form into a kind of social
       | public sharing experience yet was also strongly influenced by gay
       | and trans communities.
        
       | vr46 wrote:
       | Poor Wendy. I was literally thinking of her yesterday when I
       | pulled out my original Clockwork Orange record. I would love her
       | to do a masterclass and be able to extract some of her knowledge
       | for my own experiments in electronic music. The whole world has
       | lost out here. It's not too late though, I hope we see something
       | from her.
        
       | sassyonsunday wrote:
       | I visited the Moog museum this summer with a friend while
       | visiting Asheville, NC. I asked if they had any Wendy Carlos
       | related memorabilia and they didn't seem to. I think may be there
       | was a Switched on Bach vinyl up on a wall in the back.... It made
       | me feel a little sad. I think living with gender dysphoria hurts
       | people's self-esteem tremendously. She also lived in a time when
       | April Ashley, who was the image of feminine beauty and grace, was
       | accosted by old ladies in parks to shame her for "pretending" to
       | be a woman once she was outed by UK tabloids just as her career
       | began to take off. It's understandable why she'd want to avoid
       | embracing fame. Even today trans people, and especially women,
       | are an acceptable punching bag for both the public at large and
       | public figures to take out their frustrations on....
       | 
       | She didn't become world famous like she may have if she'd been
       | lucky enough to be born cisgender, but the thing that matters
       | most is whether she found happiness in her private life. I hope
       | she did.
        
         | jrochkind1 wrote:
         | The final paragraph of the article is interesting though:
         | 
         | > Her self-imposed seclusion is a cautionary tale for us today,
         | something that she admitted in the 1979 People interview. "The
         | public turned out to be amazingly tolerant or, if you wish,
         | indifferent," she said. "There had never been any need of this
         | charade to have taken place. It had proven a monstrous waste of
         | years of my life."
         | 
         | While that kind of tolerance/indifference wasn't available to
         | everyone -- it probably helped to be wealthy enough to do what
         | you want, and to be already established as a respected musician
         | (Carlos actually was and still is world-famous!), and I'm sure
         | it wasn't even as universal for Carlos as she was feeling it to
         | be when she gave that quote in 1979 -- the quote makes me
         | wonder if things have gotten _worse_ over the past few years.
         | 
         | While there's more public acceptance in some quarters, it's
         | also become a much bigger controversy in fact. It's hard to
         | imagine a public figure feeling the kind of "indifference"
         | Carlos described, where it didn't actually effect her career
         | much, it wasn't a big deal to it. It was seen as an oddity,
         | yes, but trans was perhaps not the cultural flashpoint like it
         | is now.
         | 
         | Rather than "even today", I wonder and suspect that some things
         | may actually have gotten much worse than they were in 1979 --
         | for all kinds of things, actually.
        
           | 8f2ab37a-ed6c wrote:
           | As that one quote says, paraphrasing: when you get old you
           | realize that nobody was thinking about you this whole time
           | anyway.
        
           | runjake wrote:
           | This reminds me of Henry Rollins' song, "Icon" from his
           | Weight album. It's about the trappings of fame/being a rock
           | star. I feel like he wrote it as a reminder to himself, just
           | as much as he wrote it for others.
           | 
           | The lyrics[1] to the song are great, but one line in
           | particular:                 There'll be another messiah right
           | here next week
           | 
           | 1. https://genius.com/Rollins-band-icon-lyrics
        
           | nkozyra wrote:
           | I have to imagine living in New York in the late 60s through
           | 70s also contributed to the acceptance/indifference that
           | might not be afforded to others at that time (or even today).
        
           | sassyonsunday wrote:
           | > I actually wonder if things have gotten worse over the past
           | few years.
           | 
           | They've gotten consistently worse since about 2015.
           | 
           | I started transitioning in 2009 when I was 18. I come from a
           | very conservative environment and growing up I'd even tried
           | to come out as gay a few times only to be "shot down" more or
           | less but in college I used my own money and I found doctors
           | to help me look how I wanted and I started dating men openly
           | and as awful as it is to say, because I looked and acted the
           | part people got over it pretty fast and begrudgingly accepted
           | that I - at least - wasn't a man. My parents even got upset
           | with me a long while ago when I insinuated that I was a part
           | of the gay community because they said it was disrespectful
           | to my then boyfriend who is now my husband (he had only dated
           | cis girls before me and is straight to anyone who hasn't run
           | a DNA test on me ha).
           | 
           | These days I can feel a change even from people who were kind
           | to me before. All the coverage on conservative media outlets,
           | the JK Rowling "trans women are a threat to women" and the
           | Matt Walsh "trans women are mentally ill perverts" talking
           | points have eroded goodwill so much that more religious and
           | conservative members of my own family avoid me now as where
           | they didn't before and I feel that I'm only able to have a
           | good life because I'm in the fortunate position of being
           | "passable" and attracted to men.
           | 
           | In 2012 when I came out to someone they'd usually just be
           | curious about my experiences. Even conservative Christians
           | and Republicans. In 2022 almost nobody is curious except
           | about which surgeries you've had because they've already made
           | their mind up about how they feel about you. For about 50% of
           | the population that means you're a piece of scum who deserves
           | ridicule and punishment (if it looks like you could still
           | pass as male physically) or excommunication (if it looks like
           | you're so feminine and far gone that you couldn't fit in as a
           | man), for about 40% of the population that means indifference
           | akin to what you'd get back in the good old days and for
           | about 10% it means an outpouring of support and love in an
           | attempt to make up for the 50% who are openly hostile.
           | 
           | I think more and more trans people are taking the Wendy
           | Carlos approach these days because of this. Much of the
           | community wants to avoid attention and get along with their
           | lives. There's a growing trend of people "boy moding" or "man
           | moding" which is where they take hormone replacement
           | therapies but dress in drag to try to fit in as their gender
           | assigned at birth in public the same way that Wendy did. As
           | an amusing sidenote, many of these people begin "male
           | failing" which is where the hormone replacement therapies
           | make it impossible for them to pass as their gender assigned
           | at birth and so they are read as being trans still but coming
           | from the other direction.... It's so sad that it has to be
           | this way.
        
             | lezojeda wrote:
             | Being trans myself, I start to feel that the tolereance
             | upward trend I noticed while growing up has stopped and
             | even coming down in some cases/niches. I started
             | transitioning in 2020, live in a relatively tolerant
             | country like Argentina but feel that it's not like 5-10
             | years ago. IMO it has to do with the global economic
             | downturn and political polarization, I think there is a
             | correlation between tolerance and wealthiness
        
             | MomoXenosaga wrote:
             | I am happy if gender therapy helped you I think it is fine
             | for society to be critical however. I don't want to see
             | documentaries in 20 years about people having regrets.
             | Sadly any discussion is immediately considered a personal
             | attack so we two camps.
        
               | howinteresting wrote:
               | It is actually _not_ fine for society to be  "critical",
               | when it means discarding the metaethics of reducing
               | suffering in favor of the metaethics that flows out of
               | believing that their interpretation of a 2000-year-old
               | book is the absolute truth.
               | 
               | What percentage of _detransitioners_ have been taken in
               | by anti-trans panic and social contagion? What percentage
               | will regret detransitioning? There are already quite a
               | few examples: Elisa Shupe and Ky Schevers, who were both
               | politically active in anti-trans movements, later
               | retransitioned (and /or found a gender identity that
               | works better for them) and regret the time they spent
               | organizing against trans people.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | It's pretty simple actually: if it's not your body then
               | it is none of your business.
        
               | honcraft wrote:
               | That's a narrowly individualistic view of the role of
               | medicine in society.
               | 
               | Medicine has a social context as well. This relatively
               | recent idea that someone can become more female or more
               | male through drugs and surgery is one that has
               | repercussions on how we as a society view the two sexes,
               | what constitutes a woman or a man, and what is an
               | acceptable expression of one's masculinity or femininity.
               | 
               | Maybe it's the right idea. But we should all reserve the
               | right to be critical and consider alternatives, for this
               | and any other idea with broad societal implications.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | I don't have a right to determine how you use and/or
               | modify your body and you don't have that right over me.
               | That's called bodily autonomy, and is about as clear cut
               | a human right as you'll be able to articulate.
               | 
               | The social context has nothing to do with it, that's just
               | a way to say that if enough people say that you can't do
               | to yourself what you want to that that makes them right,
               | which has historically led to all kinds of wrongs. See
               | also: the right to euthanasia, abortion, being gay and so
               | on and so on. It's always the sanctimonious groups that
               | are hell bent on telling others how to live, but it never
               | was any of their business.
               | 
               | How 'we as society' view this has no bearing on something
               | that is ultimately the domain of a single individual, the
               | person affected.
               | 
               | In the United States this is codified by "The right of
               | the people to be secure in their persons" though of
               | course there is plenty of hairsplitting going on about
               | what that actually means, even though the simplest
               | reading is to take it for what it says.
               | 
               | The implications of this are far reaching (for instance:
               | I'm on the one side against a vaccine mandate because it
               | would infringe on that right, on the other I think that a
               | lot of people have allowed themselves to be pushed
               | towards this on a pretext).
        
               | honcraft wrote:
               | That is your opinion, but consider another topic:
               | elective disablement. Some people are very insistent on
               | having their spinal cord surgically severed or getting
               | their arms and legs chopped off or being permanently
               | blinded, or similar.
               | 
               | If you naively consider the topic only from a bodily
               | autonomy perspective, then the answer is deceptively
               | simple: get the blades out and start slicing. But this
               | ignores the wider medical ethics concerns over whether
               | it's the right thing to do for the patient, if the
               | surgeon is causing harm by doing so, if gratifying the
               | patient's short-term desires genuinely helps them in the
               | long-term over their entire life, if it's reasonable to
               | expect a surgeon to perform such a procedure and how they
               | may feel in the aftermath, if there are any other
               | interventions that would be more effective. And societal
               | questions over whether it's ethical to deliberately add
               | new members to a population who already find it difficult
               | to find the support they need, how this will affect
               | others who may now be situational obliged to assist with
               | this person's new disability, and so on.
               | 
               | It makes no sense to focus solely on the individual and
               | ignore the wider context, when there are so many other
               | factors to consider.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | They may have that wish, but they will not find a doctor
               | willing to assist them, because doctors have as a rule a
               | sense of ethics.
               | 
               | So this strawman won't stand.
        
               | honcraft wrote:
               | Well here's the thing, this has already been a hotly
               | debated topic by medical ethicists and philosophers, who
               | have indeed considered many factors other than the
               | individualistic bodily autonomy viewpoint.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | That's a mis-representation of what bodily autonomy
               | stands for in the context of elective surgery. The ethics
               | of medicine are a complex and very well established
               | domain that extremely cautiously moves forward to ensure
               | they get it right. And when they do not the damage is
               | incalculable, for instance gay conversion therapy and
               | other such niceties.
               | 
               | So before you go off on a tangent about what is and is
               | not accepted practice and which things doctors are
               | required to do and which things they abstain from on
               | ethical grounds I will have to bow out because we are at
               | the limits of my knowledge on the subject and that's not
               | for want of reading material. Let me close with: I know
               | where the line lies in simple cases, but if you start
               | dragging in things that I have not spent enough time
               | on/read about/have knowledge about then I simply will not
               | be able to hold that conversation. If you have this
               | knowledge then more power to you, but so far you have not
               | convinced me of it and you come across as an ideologue.
        
               | rodgerd wrote:
               | > Sadly any discussion is immediately considered a
               | personal attack so we two camps.
               | 
               | Funny how "you shouldn't exist" is taken is a personal
               | attack, I wonder why that could be?
        
               | jrochkind1 wrote:
               | Every single person on the planet will have regrets in 20
               | years. A significant portion will have large regrets
               | about things they cannot undo. This is human. It is not
               | your job to make trans people miserable today because of
               | your worry some of them might hypothetically have regrets
               | in the future.
        
               | sassyonsunday wrote:
               | > I am happy if gender therapy helped you
               | 
               | It did thanks.
               | 
               | > I think it is fine for society to be critical
               | 
               | Of course. Critical in the sense of skeptical. However a
               | lot of "critics" of trans people act much more like
               | schoolyard bullies or people worried that rock 'n roll
               | music will make the children worship satan than people
               | with fair concerns about the wellbeing of others.
               | 
               | > I don't want to see documentaries in 20 years about
               | people having regrets
               | 
               | There isn't any decision that people can make that will
               | leave 100% of people satisfied. Gender therapy has
               | existed in its modern form for about 100 years now and in
               | that time study after study shows that people who go
               | through with it are happy with the results 90%-98% of the
               | time. This is higher than most treatments of any kind.
               | 
               | You'll find that almost every commentator who talks about
               | detransitioners or trots some out for a political show
               | has the end objective of ending all gender affirming care
               | for all people and replacing it with conversion therapy
               | due to their ideology. In the case of someone like Janice
               | Raymond that reason is radical feminism. For someone like
               | Matt Walsh it is traditional Catholicism. In both cases
               | they are misleading the public by insinuating that gender
               | therapy is some sort of factory process where hapless
               | victims are swept onto a conveyor belt and mutilated
               | haphazardly.
               | 
               | People who transition and then regret it will always
               | exist. Just like people will regret getting any sort of
               | elective surgery. Just like people will come out as gay
               | and then later regret it and then later regret that they
               | regretted it and so on.... It's a story as old as time.
               | 
               | This study tracked people over a 50 year period and found
               | a regret rate of 2%.
               | 
               | https://www.researchgate.net/publication/262734734_An_Ana
               | lys...
               | 
               | > The FM:MF sex ratio fluctuated but was 1:1.66 for the
               | whole study period. There were 15 (5 MF and 10 MF) regret
               | applications corresponding to a 2.2 % regret rate for
               | both sexes. There was a significant decline of regrets
               | over the time period.
               | 
               | The worrying thing is not that 2% regretted their
               | decision, the worrying thing is that the people who are
               | against trans people would be LESS happy if the figure
               | were to be 0%. They want 100% of trans people to regret
               | transition and repress because that would make reality
               | conform better to their ideological leanings where "men
               | are men" and "women are women" because God made them that
               | way.
        
           | jancsika wrote:
           | > It was an oddity, but trans was perhaps not the cultural
           | flashpoint like it is now.
           | 
           | That's a wonderful wish, but I don't think it holds up to the
           | evidence.
           | 
           | Off the top of my head:
           | 
           | 1. If you watch HBO's _Lady and the Dale_ , you'll see that
           | in the mid 1970s a local reporter was hounding the company
           | not because he suspected fraud. (Apparently the entire
           | company was fradulent.) Nope, he wanted to reveal that
           | Carmichael was really a man who was dressed as a woman. (If
           | someone told me that Eugene Levy's character from _Splash_
           | was based on this reporter, I 'd believe them. :)
           | 
           | That documentary had later commentary from the same reporter
           | (in the 80s/90s, I think)-- still proud that he outed a trans
           | person.
           | 
           | 2. Check out Gloria Steinem's mid 70s musings on
           | transgenderism. Her thoughts in a 1977 essay on the subject
           | would be right at home today on the alt-right podcasting
           | space, and there are probably also many HN'ers lurking here
           | who agree whole-heartedly with her anti-trans surgery
           | statements.
           | 
           | Unfortunately, I don't have access to the relevant article
           | ATM, but I'm pretty sure this quote was written in the
           | context of the same anti-trans-surgery chapter-- "If the shoe
           | doesn't fit, must we change the foot?"
           | 
           | The point is-- we're talking about _Gloria fucking Steinem_!
           | And her non-apology apology to the trans community didn 't
           | appear until 2014 or so[1].
           | 
           | The fact that Amazon sells trinkets with the "shoe doesn't
           | fit" phrase tells me that there's probably a lot more anti-
           | trans history that's been swept completely down the memory
           | hole.
        
             | jrochkind1 wrote:
             | That seems sensible too. What then do you make of Carlos'
             | quote there from 1979? Maybe not even true for her as she
             | was saying it? (why might she have said it then?) Or she
             | somehow had very unusual experience? (for unclear reasons?)
             | Other? Who knows, but you don't think it was an accurate or
             | representative thing to say?
        
               | jancsika wrote:
               | Look back in the article at what she was sacrificing in
               | order to avoid potential problems. She had Stevie Wonder
               | and George Harrison _in her house_ and couldn 't make
               | herself walk down the stairs to meet them. When she did
               | meet face to face with people, she pasted on sideburns
               | and dressed in a suit to appear as a man.
               | 
               | I mean, think about that last part for a moment. Gender
               | dysphoria caused distress in Carlos. Transitioning eased
               | that distress for her. Then she was dressing in drag to
               | present publicly for her career-- dressing in the exact
               | way which previously caused her so much distress that she
               | decided to transition in the first place!
               | 
               | Those practices are almost certainly the "monstrous waste
               | of years of my life" she's talking about.
               | 
               | Anyhow, both things are true. First, the public was
               | _vastly_ more tolerant /indifferent than what she was
               | protecting herself against (and, therefore, the
               | precautions she had taken turned out to have been too
               | extreme). Second, transphobia was so common during the
               | time that even well-known feminists could spew forth with
               | literally no repercussions for decades (and even then, no
               | discernible repercussions AFAICT).
               | 
               | In short, Stevie Wonder and George Harrison are pretty
               | cool guys. :)
        
               | jrochkind1 wrote:
               | Makes sense. Do you think a public musician today might
               | have the experience of ""The public turned out to be
               | amazingly tolerant or, if you wish, indifferent", though?
               | 
               | It still seems to me that something has changed here, for
               | the worse. That it's very unlikely that such a public
               | figure today could discover that despite their fears"the
               | public" was largely indifferent and unconcerned about it.
               | sassyonsunday below, who I was replying to, seems to
               | agree at least in part too. Which doesn't necessarily
               | conflict with anything you said.
               | 
               | Anyway, either it is or not, we can have different takes,
               | and we're not going to work out the answer here!
        
               | jancsika wrote:
               | > Which doesn't necessarily conflict with anything you
               | said.
               | 
               | Yeah, I guess I don't see any conflict or disagreement
               | here.
        
             | thewebcount wrote:
             | > in the mid 1970s a local reporter was hounding the
             | company not because he suspected fraud. (Apparently the
             | entire company was fradulent.) Nope, he wanted to reveal
             | that Carmichael was really a man who was dressed as a
             | woman.
             | 
             | That local reporter was Tucker Carlson's father, Dick
             | Carlson.[0] Let's just say the apple doesn't fall far from
             | the tree.
             | 
             | [0] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dick_Carlson
        
               | jancsika wrote:
               | OMG that is amazing!
               | 
               | Did they mention that in the documentary? If so, I can't
               | believe I missed it.
        
               | thewebcount wrote:
               | I don't recall if I heard it in the documentary or during
               | an interview with the filmmaker.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | Like father, like son, apparently.
        
             | howinteresting wrote:
             | I'm trans myself, and my general belief is that Steinem's
             | position is far more defensible if we didn't have our
             | personal lived experiences with gender dysphoria, or the
             | evidence for things like regret rates for gender-affirming
             | surgeries being very low. Second-wave feminism on trans
             | issues was largely incorrect and harmful, but that is
             | mostly a contingent fact rather than a necessary one.
             | 
             | This is as opposed to second-wave feminism on, for example,
             | sex work issues, which is necessarily bad because it is
             | more interested in moralizing than in caring about freedom
             | or materiality.
             | 
             | Of course, anyone spreading the same propaganda _now_ will
             | not be part of the global struggle against fascism, as
             | Judith Butler put it.
        
               | jancsika wrote:
               | > Second-wave feminism on trans issues was largely
               | incorrect and harmful, but that is mostly a contingent
               | fact rather than a necessary one.
               | 
               | Not sure I understand what that means.
               | 
               | Just to clarify: I don't have the research in front of
               | me, but I'd be willing to bet that by 1977 there were at
               | least two or three decades of research on trans issues
               | relevant to Steinem's words about trans people. E.g.,
               | more than enough to persuade any good faith writer on the
               | topic (or even a writer who knew and talked to a friend
               | in that field of research) that the "shoe doesn't fit"
               | quote is at best wildly misleading.
               | 
               | In other words, I'm claiming Steinem was wrong by 2022
               | standards, wrong by 1977 standards, and non-apologetic by
               | any standard.
               | 
               | > Of course, anyone spreading the same propaganda now
               | will not be part of the global struggle against fascism,
               | as Judith Butler put it.
               | 
               | I agree.
               | 
               | For some reason, Steinem's words on this topic irk me,
               | it's my day off, and I want to keep writing this post. :)
               | 
               | I get that Steinem was writing a political essay. And I
               | can even imagine a line of thinking that says, _hey, good
               | for trans people, but that 's a medical intervention for
               | a specific condition (that turns out to apply to both
               | sexes, btw), and I think it's a distraction from the
               | specific feminist battle against oppression I'm trying to
               | describe_.
               | 
               | Then all she would have had to do in 2014 is say, "Sorry
               | trans people, your battle should have been part of my
               | battle all along. Accept my apology, and let's work
               | together!"
               | 
               | But nooooo, she had to concoct her own artisanal
               | justification to exclude trans people, using only wit and
               | first principles, and add a little zinger for book sales.
               | Then, when called out, shift the conversation away from
               | her previous lack of knowledge, and claim a lack of
               | understanding on the part of her opposition.
               | 
               | She's like the original HN troll account.
        
               | howinteresting wrote:
               | Well, the issue is that a lot of the trans research that
               | had been conducted by then got burned by the Nazis. The
               | modern idea of gender identity which is now widely
               | recognized as the best possible explanation for the
               | empirical outcomes we see was just being formed, and the
               | dominant players in the field were still "sexologists"
               | who decided whether someone was trans based on how
               | attracted they personally were to their patient.
               | 
               | (John Money, who created the idea of gender identity in
               | the 50s, was wildly off base about the specifics, which
               | resulted in the tragic human rights violation of David
               | Reimer, a cisgender man forced to live as a girl with
               | crippling gender dysphoria. He also lied about the
               | success of his forced gender reassignments, which
               | resulted in routine intersex genital mutilation -- the
               | one procedure that every single right-wing US bill
               | banning gender-affirming healthcare for minors carefully
               | excludes!)
               | 
               | Or at least that's my read of the situation! I could be
               | wrong.
        
               | jancsika wrote:
               | You have a bibliography on the subject?
               | 
               | I know Robert Sapolsky did a talk on essentially this
               | subject, but it looks like he's on sabbatical writing a
               | book atm.
        
               | renewedrebecca wrote:
               | I actually had an endocrinologist who interned with John
               | Money and was horrified by his actions.
               | 
               | Money's main failure was his belief that gender is more
               | or less exclusively a social constuct. Gender _roles_
               | certainly are, but one 's innate sense of their own
               | gender is not.
               | 
               | Anyway, it's pretty easy to look him up:
               | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Money
        
               | jancsika wrote:
               | Sorry, I mean a bibliography of research into SRS across
               | the past 70 years.
               | 
               | I'm particularly interested in pre-1977 research that
               | Steinem would have had access to.
               | 
               | In short I, want to use my annoyance at her non-apology
               | apology to fuel my education in the history of trans
               | research. :)
        
               | mallvinegar wrote:
               | > This is as opposed to second-wave feminism on, for
               | example, sex work issues, which is necessarily bad
               | because it is more interested in moralizing than in
               | caring about freedom or materiality.
               | 
               | The radical feminist position on prostitution is about
               | reducing harm to women as a class. That a minority choose
               | to willingly engage in sex work doesn't negate the
               | structural issues at play here. Most women in
               | prostitution are from marginalized backgrounds and many
               | are trafficked. Where is their freedom?
               | 
               | Fundamentally this is about men holding physical, sexual,
               | and economic power over women, enforced by violence or
               | the threat of it. Treating women as a product to be
               | consumed and profited off, rather than co-equal
               | individuals. What is so bad about wanting an end to this?
        
               | howinteresting wrote:
               | I'm specifically talking about people like Andrea
               | Dworkin, who said:
               | 
               | "Prostitution in and of itself is an abuse of a woman's
               | body. [...] In prostitution, no woman stays whole. It is
               | impossible to use a human body in the way women's bodies
               | are used in prostitution and to have a whole human being
               | at the end of it, or in the middle of it, or close to the
               | beginning of it. It's impossible. And no woman gets whole
               | again later, after"
               | 
               | This doesn't distinguish between survival sex work and
               | people who are doing it more by choice, nor does it seek
               | to improve the material conditions behind the lives of
               | those forced into sex work, so that they have other
               | choices and survival sex work can organically disappear.
               | Nor does it connect survival sex work to other sorts of
               | difficult jobs with great bodily risks.
               | 
               | Instead, politically, second-wave feminism has sought to
               | orient the full weight of the carceral state against sex
               | workers (i.e. the Nordic model), with all the expected
               | consequences.
        
               | headhasthoughts wrote:
               | Dworkin had to prostitute herself in order to survive in
               | the 1970s. I think you're barking up the wrong tree. If
               | anyone was sympathetic to the struggle, it was Dworkin.
               | She just acknowledged that it was also harmful and
               | contributing to oppression.
        
               | kgwgk wrote:
               | "In order to survive" may be a bit too dramatic: "I
               | fucked for food and shelter and whatever cash I needed."
        
               | somebody78978 wrote:
               | > Most women in prostitution are from marginalized
               | backgrounds and many are trafficked. Where is their
               | freedom?
               | 
               | The exact same problem applies to migrant farm workers,
               | but nobody is proposing to solve it by making farming
               | illegal.
        
         | gertrui wrote:
         | > She also lived in a time when April Ashley, who was the image
         | of feminine beauty and grace, was accosted by old ladies in
         | parks to shame her for "pretending" to be a woman once she was
         | outed by UK tabloids just as her career began to take off.
         | 
         | The old ladies in the parks were very rude and shouldn't have
         | done that, but, having "feminine beauty and grace" isn't a
         | requirement of womanhood, it's not what makes someone a woman.
         | This is unfortunately yet another gendered imposition, with
         | women feeling like they have to adhere to a beauty standard
         | that comes from the male gaze.
         | 
         | It doesn't help either when males who opt-in to this beauty
         | standard for their own pleasure get praised as if they are
         | being good women. On the plus side, at least Wendy Carlos
         | wasn't trying to be an ultra-feminine caricature or anything
         | like that, just living life making amazing music while also
         | trying to achieve a more reasonable bodily satisfaction for a
         | less distressing sense of self.
        
           | 8zah6q7 wrote:
           | > This is unfortunately yet another gendered imposition, with
           | women feeling like they have to adhere to a beauty standard
           | that comes from the male gaze.
           | 
           | Women who are trans feel this pressure enforced against them
           | with public humiliation, overt misogyny, and violence.
           | 
           | > It doesn't help either when males who opt-in to this beauty
           | standard for their own pleasure get praised as if they are
           | being good women.
           | 
           | Trans women aren't males and don't opt-in to the male gaze.
           | Are you referring to drag queens? There's a more nuanced
           | conversation to be had there, but not in the current climate
           | of terroristic acts against transgender people. Drag is often
           | a critique of gender roles.
           | 
           | There is nothing grotesque about femininity or a trans woman
           | expressing it.
        
           | sassyonsunday wrote:
           | _edit_
           | 
           | In retrospect this was sort of mean of you to say:
           | 
           | > It doesn't help either when males who opt-in to this beauty
           | standard
           | 
           | Do you go around telling girls they have to try to look less
           | pleasing to men and more pleasing to your own sensibilities?
           | Aren't you just taking the place of the "male gaze" at that
           | point and replacing it with your own gaze and your own
           | demands to be satisfied? I like looking a certain way. I also
           | like when it gets me attention from men. I have the same
           | motivations as the majority of heterosexual women and I'm
           | trying to live a fulfilling life. You don't need to make it
           | all about you.
           | 
           |  _end of edit_
           | 
           | I only felt the need to point it out to drive home the point
           | that there is/was no winning move as a trans person. I feel
           | the need to do this because I've met many people in my life
           | who've tried to tell me things like that it 's obvious that I
           | was "born to be a woman" so I shouldn't worry about
           | transphobia because they think transphobia is only directed
           | at people who look masculine but wear feminine clothes or sex
           | pests who change their pronouns to try to seem less creepy.
           | It's led me to believe that this might be a common position
           | among people who are anti-trans. They think: "these bathroom
           | policies will only hurt the bad ones who don't pass, the
           | passable ones will be fine" as a way of soothing their
           | conscience.
        
             | 8zah6q7 wrote:
             | Transphobes don't want trans women to be masculine,
             | androgynous, or feminine. When they're honest, they just
             | don't want trans women to _be_.
        
             | gertrui wrote:
             | > Aren't you just taking the place of the "male gaze" at
             | that point and replacing it with your own gaze and your own
             | demands to be satisfied?
             | 
             | No, women should be free to present however they please,
             | that's my point. We shouldn't feel pressure to conform to
             | imposed ideals of femininity, to be praised for it or
             | knocked for not complying.
        
               | golemiprague wrote:
        
               | sassyonsunday wrote:
               | > No, women should be free to present however they
               | please, that's my point. We shouldn't feel pressure to
               | conform to imposed ideals of femininity, to be praised
               | for it or knocked for not complying.
               | 
               | I agree with you 100%. When I was in middle school I
               | wanted to look very neat and proper and it caused me
               | problems with boys. I can remember getting picked on for
               | looking too... well groomed? I feel like the opposite
               | pressure exists for people assigned female. I was born
               | with the default option of not needing to look "pretty"
               | in the sense of enhancing my feminine features with
               | clothes and makeup but I enjoy life a lot more when I'm
               | allowed to. I feel for people who have the same problem
               | but from another direction.
        
           | somebody78978 wrote:
           | > This is unfortunately yet another gendered imposition, with
           | women feeling like they have to adhere to a beauty standard
           | that comes from the male gaze.
           | 
           | Beauty standards are set and enforced by both men and women.
           | A lot of women dress up to impress other women, not just men.
        
       | DoreenMichele wrote:
       | _Now 83, she supposedly remains active in music, but is still an
       | elusive figure who fiercely protects her work...
       | 
       | Her self-imposed seclusion is a cautionary tale for us today,
       | something that she admitted in the 1979 People interview. "The
       | public turned out to be amazingly tolerant or, if you wish,
       | indifferent," she said. "There had never been any need of this
       | charade to have taken place. It had proven a monstrous waste of
       | years of my life."_
       | 
       | It's really hard to say how things might have gone had we taken
       | some other path and she remains a _reclusive figure_. Some things
       | are intractable problems, like it or not. (And I definitely don
       | 't like how hard the world makes it for trans individuals.)
        
       | daneel_w wrote:
       | Owed to my father's long interest in electronic music, I'm the
       | thankful owner of several of the 1960s/1970s original print
       | Walter Carlos-attributed vinyl records and a few of the 1980s
       | Wendy Carlos-attributed ones. Switched-On Bach/Brandenburgs,
       | Sonic Seasonings, The Well-Tempered Synthesizer etc. all played a
       | large part in my discovery of electronic music as a child.
        
         | wslh wrote:
         | The first Bach I heard as a kid were those vinyl records. Never
         | thought about them as electronic music, just after getting a
         | little bit older I realized this was connected with computers.
         | I was always impressed by the covers [1].
         | 
         | The interesting thing is that these vinyl records were at home
         | and at my grandparents home who love classical music. The
         | impact of Wendy Carlos evidently goes beyond electronics.
         | 
         | [1]
         | https://www.google.com/search?q=wendy+carlos+electronic+bach...
        
         | Blackthorn wrote:
         | Would you be willing to work with an archivist to make these
         | public? (I'm not one, to be clear.) Carlos recordings seem
         | impossible to find!
        
           | daneel_w wrote:
           | Ripping these original vinyl editions is already somewhere on
           | my list of things-to-do-before-I-get-too-old. Currently I
           | don't have a functional pickup for my record player. I will
           | get around to it, some day. The Switched-On Boxed Set (CDs)
           | was released in the late 90s, and I happen to have ripped
           | that one about 20 years ago. I should do another FLAC or
           | high-quality AAC rip of that box, for posterity, before
           | eventual CD rot happens.
        
           | quesera wrote:
           | These are still copyrighted recordings, and they seem to be
           | available in the usual places you would find copyrighted
           | digital audio.
           | 
           | Her work is not licensed for digital distribution, and
           | largely out of print.
           | 
           | So, there's unfortunately no way to compensate her directly
           | for her works.
           | 
           | And "work" is an understatement. Moog synths of the day were
           | barely instruments. Imagine playing a symphony (symphonic
           | arrangement) using only a single glass filled with water.
           | 
           | You could get any note you wanted, but only _one at a time_
           | and even that required constant retuning.
        
           | anamexis wrote:
           | The Discogs marketplace seems to have plenty of them.
           | 
           | https://www.discogs.com/artist/16261-Wendy-Carlos
        
             | Blackthorn wrote:
             | Maybe I'm just today's lucky ten thousand then.
        
             | TchoBeer wrote:
             | You have no idea how long I've looked for this, thank you
             | so much lol.
             | 
             | edit: wait, is this just a place that sells physical
             | copies?
        
               | Blackthorn wrote:
               | Looks like it :-/ was hoping I could find digital
               | recordings.
        
               | anamexis wrote:
               | Yes, Discogs is basically the IMDb of musical recordings.
               | Its marketplace is probably the best place on the
               | internet to find and sell physical copies of pretty much
               | any musical recording.
               | 
               | They don't sell or host digital recordings, presumably
               | for copyright reasons.
        
               | TchoBeer wrote:
               | Shame, I've been wanting to buy a Wendy Carlos digital
               | album for ages. Guess I'll have to keep wishing. _sigh_
        
         | kabdib wrote:
         | I was 8 when my dad handed me a set of headphones and had me
         | listen to the first few minutes of _Switched On Bach_. Still
         | vividly remember that experience, it was like a rapture.
         | 
         | Wendy's works are tough to find on streaming services these
         | days. I'd love to listen to _Timesteps_ again, from _A
         | Clockwork Orange_.
        
           | jacquesm wrote:
           | Youtube provides:
           | 
           | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOjCTifs-uY
        
       | ideonexus wrote:
       | Love the Tron soundtrack and am happy to learn about Wendy
       | Carlos. Unfortunately, she has fought tirelessly to keep her
       | music from being digitized and available online or streaming. I
       | did however find this delightful collaboration she did with Weird
       | Al Yankovic remaking Peter and the Wolf:
       | 
       | https://archive.org/details/peter-and-the-wolf-wierd-al/
        
       | bane wrote:
       | I grew up in a very religiously conservative household and was
       | raised to not think "well" of trans people. Simultaneously one of
       | my favorite soundtracks of all time was the music to the original
       | 1982 Tron. I had never heard anything quite like it
       | compositionally, or sonically. Sweeping orchestras blended in
       | with synthetic beeps, and bold vistas. It fit the aesthetic of
       | the movie perfectly and was such a daring film production I can't
       | believe it was even made.
       | 
       | One day I looked up the soundtrack at the local record store and
       | bought it..."Composer Wendy Carlos" huh, never heard of her and
       | couldn't find anything really other than contributions to
       | Clockwork Orange and Hooked on Bach and not much else. I moved
       | on.
       | 
       | Later, when there was more Internet to be had, I decided to look
       | up Wendy and was shocked to learn she was trans. It started me
       | down a journey of reflection, challenging my upbringing, and
       | reexamining many "truths" that I had been taught. Along that
       | journey I learned about the tragedy of Alan Turing and other
       | stories.
       | 
       | Wendy's music planted a seed that significantly transformed my
       | inner life, much for the better. It helped me develop
       | significantly in my thoughts on freedom, empathy, justice and the
       | kind of future world I'd like to live in and leave behind.
       | 
       | In 1982 it took a lot of daring for a Disney exec to green light
       | bringing her music to their audience. This was during an age of
       | great an unjust moral panic on a variety of topics.
       | 
       | for reference: I remember my mother receiving a letter from her
       | pastor outlining why "Back to the Future Part II" was the work of
       | Satan and they should never allow it in their household. The
       | central argument was a table that counted the number of time the
       | seven dirty swear words were mentioned in the movie, challenged
       | its rating, and attributed the low rating (PG I think) to a
       | conspiracy by Satan worshipers to corrupt God's youth. This was
       | 1989.
        
         | mt_ wrote:
         | Create art about whatever you want but if you bind it with your
         | identity and sexuality you're more an idealogue than a
         | craftsman.
        
           | puppable wrote:
           | This is a bad take both on the nature of art and Wendy
           | Carlos.
           | 
           | Art encompasses all aspects of the human experience. How
           | could this not include identity and sexuality, and yes, the
           | treatment one lives through as an aspect of those things.
           | Also wrong is the supposition that a ideological art is
           | somehow a lesser form of creativity. Some of the greatest
           | works in history were made by "ideologues", and made
           | specifically as tracts for their beliefs, either expressly or
           | subtextually. To demand that art be politically inert and
           | sanitized of the identity of its creator is to demand art
           | that says nothing to the viewer and means nothing to the
           | artist. It is to chide a mural for not being a wallpaper.
           | 
           | But even then: Wendy Carlos is perhaps one of the weakest
           | examples of someone doing this, as the article itself makes
           | abundantly clear. Her identity as a transgender woman was
           | something she had to hide for over a decade, and even then
           | the social stigma has driven her into seclusion ever since.
           | Rather, the story of Wendy Carlos is one that massively
           | underscores the sheer importance of having the loud-and-proud
           | expressions of people's identity and experiences that we're
           | (and I am) fortunate enough to have today. If you don't like
           | that, well, maybe you can be the one to close your blinds
           | this time.
        
           | jacquesm wrote:
           | There is nothing more closely tied to your identity (and
           | consequently, your sexuality, which is strongly intertwined
           | with your identity) than art.
           | 
           | In fact, that is the one thing that sets art and craft apart.
           | So for 'ideologue' insert artist. A bricklayer is a
           | craftsman.
        
           | robotresearcher wrote:
           | Prince, Beyonce, Paul Newman, Marilyn Monroe are ...
           | ideologues? Their identity and sexuality is right up front in
           | their art.
           | 
           | Or when it's straight and cis you don't feel the same way?
        
           | renewedrebecca wrote:
           | Ridiculous assertion. You're guilty of engaging in ideology
           | just by suggesting it.
        
           | wpietri wrote:
           | You seem to think that an artist by default creates art that
           | is purely impersonal and unconnected from who they are and
           | then manipulatively goes back to add stuff that you don't
           | like. But it's the other way around. If the work is divorced
           | from who they are in favor of consumer needs, it's just
           | craft. Art is inevitably personal.
           | 
           | So what I think you're really asking for is for people to
           | hide who they are if you don't like parts of them.
        
         | thefounder wrote:
         | >> I grew up in a very religiously conservative household and
         | was raised to not think "well" of trans people
         | 
         | I wonder, who was raised to think well of trans people? I can't
         | remember last time when I've seen(in person) a transexual
         | person not to mention being discussed as a family matter.
         | Something tells me that trans surgeries were not that popular
         | either.
        
           | jacquesm wrote:
           | In Amsterdam drag and trans people always were part of the
           | background and not considered anything special, they
           | sometimes looked extravagant but they were simply also
           | people. We're talking 1970's or so here, my earliest memories
           | of that.
        
           | rideontime wrote:
           | You should get out a little, then.
        
           | pavlov wrote:
           | _> "I can 't remember last time when I've seen(in person) a
           | transexual person."_
           | 
           | How do you know? Presumably you're not doing a genital
           | inspection on most people.
           | 
           | If you assume you can just tell, it's easy to err into many
           | false positives. (A section of the American far right seems
           | to genuinely believe that Michelle Obama is trans -- not just
           | as an insult they like to throw around, but literally.)
        
             | jacquesm wrote:
             | > A section of the American far right seems to genuinely
             | believe that Michelle Obama is trans -- not just as an
             | insult they like to throw around, but literally.
             | 
             | Which is pretty incredible all by itself. But people seem
             | to be very susceptible to contracting this kind of mind-
             | virus and then becoming instrumental in spreading it. But
             | at the root of these things are some very malicious people.
             | One of them is on trial in NL right now, and I'm really
             | happy to see the structural and deliberate approach to
             | finding out where the limits on just being able to spout
             | off are. The damage these characters do is real, and -
             | ironically - the biggest risk to free speech comes from
             | them.
        
             | yunch wrote:
             | > genital inspection
             | 
             | Such a weird meme, why are people so obsessed with this
             | idea of genitals being inspected these days.
             | 
             | Feels a bit like the obsession with koro or fan death. Like
             | come on, no-one wants to look at your nob or your gash, no-
             | one is demanding this. A very silly suggestion.
        
           | howinteresting wrote:
           | > I wonder, who was raised to think well of trans people?
           | 
           | Well, we should all try and make the world better, right?
           | Many kids and young adults today have been raised with a
           | sense of curiosity and empathy rather than one of scorn and
           | judgment, and that includes fully supporting trans people.
           | That is surely true of older adults as well, especially those
           | whose parents are trans themselves or have close
           | friends/relatives who are trans.
        
             | zoklet-enjoyer wrote:
             | My girlfriend's kids were
        
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         | renonn wrote:
         | "I grew up in a very religiously conservative household"
         | 
         | do you not have anyone you can talk about this in real life
         | with? what type of person is going to continue reading this?
        
           | dang wrote:
           | We've banned this account for repeatedly breaking the site
           | guidelines. Please don't create accounts to do that with.
           | 
           | https://news.ycombinator.com/newsguidelines.html
        
           | [deleted]
        
         | TheOtherHobbes wrote:
         | It's quite strange that someone clearly nuts like that pastor
         | can be considered sane, wise, and morally authoritative. While
         | in the same circles a trans person like Carlos is considered
         | inherently deviant and somehow immensely threatening - even
         | though all they have to offer is a life-long list of creative
         | achievements, and absolutely no evidence of harm to anyone.
        
           | jacquesm wrote:
           | My conversations with my deeply religious grandmother left me
           | with the impression that religion is a very dirty game: it
           | inserts itself into your psyche in a way that it can become
           | nearly impossible to distance yourself from it without
           | massively breaking open what you consider to be your
           | identity. This makes what the OP did all that much stronger,
           | to be able to overcome that conditioning.
           | 
           | My grandmother never managed to, but, to her considerable
           | credit, she did realize that some of her views were no longer
           | supported by the evidence available, she was just too rooted
           | in her ways to change.
        
             | notch565b wrote:
             | It's foolish to think that lack of religion makes you
             | experience any less of a dirty game.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | That may be so, but religion seems to go out of its way
               | to embed itself in the psyche of its subjects to the
               | point that they experience severe identity crisis when
               | trying to break free of it.
               | 
               | There are other groups that employ the same mechanisms.
        
               | notch565b wrote:
               | Generally agree, although it seems religion is a
               | difficult thing to classify.
               | 
               | To me it seems religious to think that trans people don't
               | suffer from some form of mental illness, thus it would be
               | a religious viewpoint to think trans is a healthy
               | behavior. It seems maladaptive from an evolutionary
               | basis, although of course these persons should not be
               | disparaged or treated poorly because of that.
        
               | true_religion wrote:
               | Rather than maladaptive, I'd characterize being trans and
               | in the early stages of the journey to be painful
               | emotionally and physically.
               | 
               | Merely having to look in the mirror and think constantly
               | "this is not who I should be" is damaging. That's why
               | people deserve sympathy and aid from society.
               | 
               | When people say it's maladaptive and characterize it as
               | psychological disorder they are falling into the trap of
               | believing that mental anguish must always have a mental
               | solution. Thus they would prescribe therapy, drugs, and
               | asylums.
               | 
               | On the converse, it is much easier in reality to change
               | physical gender than it is to change one's mind.
        
               | SamoyedFurFluff wrote:
               | Idk what maladaptive from an evolutionary basis means,
               | dude. We're not beholden to survival of the fittest
               | anymore. We got glasses, bro. We do shit like
               | microdosing, keto, and cryo therapy.
               | 
               | If someone wants to take estrogen and call themselves
               | Jessica, why should I give a shit any more than when some
               | gym rat (therefore on artificial testosterone) wants me
               | to call him Jake instead of Jacob?
               | 
               | I don't think there's any religion in this, just good ol
               | fashioned icky feelings about things that aren't really a
               | problem, they're just icky feeling.
        
               | notch565b wrote:
               | I don't give a shit in the sense I care about stopping
               | them from expressing themselves but at the same time it
               | can be helpful to recognize the situation. I have family
               | members with depression. If you just don't give a shit
               | about a loved one's particularly, often maladaptive,
               | mental space then it can be difficult to make sure they
               | have support and environment they need to thrive.
               | 
               | Trans people are at high risk for suicide, and based on
               | my exposure to other persons at high risk of suicide I
               | understand these maladaptive mental processes demand a
               | certain amount of respect. I don't think just ignoring
               | differences in mental state is a great solution.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | You are mixing cause and effect with abandon.
        
               | howinteresting wrote:
               | Your understanding does not match the scientific
               | evidence. One of the reasons being trans is not a mental
               | illness is that cis people experience gender dysphoria
               | all the time as well, like cis men when they're called
               | girls, cis women with facial hair, or the revulsion many
               | cis people experience when they even so much as think
               | about the idea of taking hormones that don't align with
               | their gender. To the extent that this is a "mental
               | illness", the vast majority of people have it.
        
               | SamoyedFurFluff wrote:
               | Idk what you're talking about... I don't look at
               | depressed people like some evolutionary whatever whatever
               | lol
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | The times when we had to run and hide from tigers, when
               | men were real men and women were left behind in the
               | compound to rear the children is long behind us. And the
               | simple fact is that even then there were gay and trans
               | people, they just weren't recognized as such and ended up
               | having problems to fit in.
        
               | notch565b wrote:
               | My thesis has never been gay/trans people are
               | better/worse at fighting tigers or tending children.
        
             | elefanten wrote:
             | I agree with your observation, but I don't think religion
             | is uniquely notable along those lines.
             | 
             | Ideology comes to mind as a pretty clean analog.
             | 
             | But looming in my mind is culture. Terminally, it seems
             | indistinguishable from religion: it's arbitrary, self-
             | perpetuating, operates by getting deep psychological hooks
             | into people and relies on (often blunt) communal
             | enforcement.
             | 
             | And further, it seems "culture" has been elevated to the
             | exalted, sacred status religion once commanded in society.
             | In my view, this shift happened over the latter half of the
             | 20th... cemented by 2010.
        
               | jacquesm wrote:
               | You are probably right, but because until very recently
               | here religion was so strongly intertwined with culture
               | that it is hard to see the difference and that the bulk
               | of the people that stepped out of it haven't had time
               | enough to establish a real culture of their own other
               | than some common labels it is hard to make the
               | distinction (for me, at least). This is probably yet
               | another example of such conditioning. And in the meantime
               | Islam has made an appearance and is gaining a lot of
               | strength, to the point that it is only a matter of time
               | before it will be the dominant religion, and given the
               | cultural distance this is likely only going to cause even
               | more issues.
        
         | jacquesm wrote:
         | Thanks for the recollection, it is a nice testimony to how
         | prejudiced we can become due to our environment, and props to
         | you for recognizing it for what it was and dealing with it the
         | way you did.
        
         | wedowhatwedo wrote:
         | I was a huge fan of Switched-On Bach. My dad bought the album
         | for me and it said "Walter Carlos". Many years later I was in a
         | music store and saw the CD and it said "Wendy Carlos". I
         | thought it was a typo and would be worth lots of money so I
         | bought it.
         | 
         | Years later I learned the real story.
         | 
         | I'm still glad for my purchase and Wendy Carlos has made my
         | life just a little bit better because of her art.
        
         | Waterluvian wrote:
         | Thanks for sharing. I think for some, that could have been a
         | very uncomfortable story to share, but it's just so important
         | that stories like this are spoken out loud. We all have
         | capacity for such growth.
         | 
         | Regarding the BTTF 2 is a work of Satan anecdote: it's so
         | convenient that any time the actions of any authority are at
         | odds with how a group expects/wants things to work, instead of
         | challenging their own priors ("why did the majority steer so
         | far from our beliefs?"), they just declare it a conspiracy by
         | Satan. This is exactly what we see in politics these days as
         | well.
         | 
         | It's exceedingly difficult for one to completely up-end their
         | foundation of understanding, culture, and being. It's easier to
         | do absolutely ridiculous things like declare a contrary outcome
         | as a conspiracy by Satan or the Deep State or whatnot. I think
         | that overcoming that ontological inertia speaks volumes to your
         | individual strength as a person, and the power Carlos'
         | brilliant work.
        
           | ivan888 wrote:
           | Viktor Frankl's "Man's Search for Meaning" is a great read;
           | it puts into many important words the capacity that we all
           | possess for growth and large mindset changes, which you
           | mention in your first paragraph
        
       | Gordonjcp wrote:
       | I have an early copy of Switched-On Bach, and I sometimes wonder
       | if I should put a bit of tape on the front. It's probably
       | sufficient to remember, and call her Wendy.
        
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       | whywhywhywhy wrote:
       | The Clockwork Orange score still goes hard today. Love it.
        
       | at_a_remove wrote:
       | I have this two CD compilation of Carlos' work on _The Shining_ ,
       | probably a bootleg but how else could I get it? It's quite
       | interesting and I think Kubrick ought to have used more of it.
        
         | glhaynes wrote:
         | Didn't know this existed! Thanks, off to look for it.
        
         | trynewideas wrote:
         | There was _Rediscovering Lost Scores_ , a two-volume CD set, as
         | mentioned in the article.
         | https://www.wendycarlos.com/+rls1.html
         | https://www.wendycarlos.com/+rls2.html
        
         | racl101 wrote:
         | Every time I hear the _Shining_ theme I feel the room get cold.
         | So powerful.
         | 
         | Same with _A Clockwork Orange_ (Queen Mary 's funeral theme).
        
       | Karawebnetwork wrote:
       | We can't discuss Wendy Carlos without mentioning the still online
       | old school "Wendy Carlos Homepage" that is straight out of 1996.
       | 
       | https://www.wendycarlos.com/
        
         | jacquesm wrote:
         | Thanks for that link, it prompted me to send her a thank you
         | note, which was really long overdue.
        
       | tolloid wrote:
       | No mention of the Momus $22 million lawsuit
        
       | labrador wrote:
       | I lived in Pawtucket, Rhode Island where Wendy was from in 1982
       | when Wendy did this and never heard of her. Pawtucket was a tough
       | multi-ethnic working class town, so I can't imagine how difficult
       | it was for her to be public at that time. I was really into
       | synthesizers then too. Amazing stuff.
       | 
       | Tron Suite - Wendy Carlos (1982)
       | 
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5RcNuQXuR4
       | 
       | Clockwork Orange [1971] - Theme
       | 
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-MGqVkk3Uss
        
       | jacquesm wrote:
       | I still have the vinyl of switched on Bach and one day I'll get a
       | record player hooked up and play it from there instead of the
       | mp3s. Fantastic record and given the time when it was made
       | absolutely incredible, keep in mind that this was before MIDI and
       | most music related software that we take for granted today.
        
       | lostgame wrote:
       | As a trans woman; semi-professional musician, producer; audio
       | engineer, and for whom Stanley Kubrick is my favourite artist of
       | any medium, Wendy Carlos is one of the single greatest
       | inspirations of my life.
       | 
       | I can't personally imagine the struggle she went through all that
       | time ago; having the courage to be herself when even today it's
       | been a personal struggle.
       | 
       | Gems like her really only come around every once in a while.
        
         | Karawebnetwork wrote:
         | Lynn Conway is another woman I look up to. The trans women who
         | lived between 1950 and 1980 and still managed to advance their
         | careers impress me, and I do my best to emulate them.
        
           | yunch wrote:
           | Male privilege innit. Start your career as a man, get your
           | foot in the door and achieve success, continue as a woman,
           | build on what you already achieved. Impressive work but not
           | as much as if you had to deal with misogyny all the way
           | through. Works especially well in male-dominated industries
           | like computing.
        
             | golemiprague wrote:
        
             | DelaneyM wrote:
             | It's much more impressive than that:
             | 
             | > Upon completing her transition in 1968, Conway took a new
             | name and identity, and restarted her career in what she
             | called "stealth-mode". (From
             | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lynn_Conway)
             | 
             | She managed to have groundbreaking impact in two
             | disconnected careers after restarting from scratch!
        
               | yunch wrote:
               | I stand corrected, that is much more impressive than I'd
               | assumed!
        
           | renewedrebecca wrote:
           | Indeed. Sophie Wilson (of ARM fame), too!
        
       | dang wrote:
       | Related:
       | 
       |  _The Wendy Carlos Total Eclipse Page_ -
       | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=30096161 - Jan 2022 (1
       | comment)
       | 
       |  _Wendy Carlos on Bob Moog (2005)_ -
       | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=26553486 - March 2021 (57
       | comments)
       | 
       |  _Wendy Carlos, the reclusive synth genius_ -
       | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=25061260 - Nov 2020 (2
       | comments)
       | 
       |  _Where is Wendy Carlos? (2019)_ -
       | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=23394457 - June 2020 (2
       | comments)
       | 
       |  _Wendy Carlos - Electronic Music Pioneer_ -
       | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=18662642 - Dec 2018 (1
       | comment)
       | 
       |  _How Wendy Carlos Changed Music_ -
       | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=16077589 - Jan 2018 (43
       | comments)
        
       | zoklet-enjoyer wrote:
       | Here's a great podcast about Wendy Carlos
       | https://open.spotify.com/episode/2MZsp6Bfxf8PnOd7ODRmc4?si=8...
        
       | danidiaz wrote:
       | Adult Swim's "Lords of Synth" comedy short contains a homage to
       | Wendy Carlos in the form of a certain "Carla Wendos"
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXgNo5Smino
       | 
       | There's also the documentary "Sisters with transistors" about
       | women pioneers of electronic music
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r-3hlzpV7M
        
         | Gordonjcp wrote:
         | I did actually come looking for a reference to Lords of Synth,
         | and I wish I could upvote this twice.
        
         | plasticeagle wrote:
         | "Sisters with Transistors" is a superb film. Before I watched
         | it, the only one of the many extraordinary women presented
         | therein that I knew of was Delia Derbyshire.
         | 
         | I had no idea that the soundtrack to The Forbidden Planet
         | (which may very well be the greatest Science Fiction film ever
         | made), was by Louis and Bebe Barron on equipment they pretty
         | much entirely built themselves. Today, we plug in a laptop,
         | back then you were a true pioneer.
        
         | awsation wrote:
         | Anyone knows if this is a available for streaming? BTW, the
         | catchy synth in the trailer is here:
         | 
         | https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=52f1ElmTy4o&feature=share
         | 
         | Laurie Spiegel - Appalachian Grove I
        
         | shadytrees wrote:
         | +1 Sisters with Transistors. I watched this in the dark at the
         | Metrograph, a theater in the outskirts of Manhattan, with maybe
         | six other people, and the experience was transcendental.
        
           | rodgerd wrote:
           | It's a very good documentary.
        
         | Blackthorn wrote:
         | I love that Adult Swim short for many reasons, but especially
         | that blink-and-you'll-miss-it statement that trans women are,
         | in fact, women.
        
       | racl101 wrote:
       | Still love the original theme from Tron.
       | 
       | As much as the Tron (2010) movie's score had a "cool" factor it
       | lacked the heart and soul of the original.
       | 
       | If they ever do another one I'd like to see the original Carlos'
       | Tron's leitmotif woven back into it.
        
         | indigodaddy wrote:
         | Didn't realize she did the soundtrack to Tron. Amazing music in
         | that film.
        
         | lordfrito wrote:
         | Tron 2 soundtrack was such a huge disappointment from me, and
         | I'm a die hard Daft Punk fan. Listened to it once, never went
         | back to it.
         | 
         | The original Tron soundtrack is such a joy, totally
         | underrated... Amazing how she blended electronics with
         | orchestration... in my memory it feels like a purely electronic
         | soundtrack but it's not at all. The artistic impulse would be
         | to go full electronic with something like this, she went in the
         | opposite direction, and gave the score a sense of humanity
         | (humans in the computer world).
         | 
         | Carlos kept pushing the envelope on everything she did. Up
         | there with Delia Derbyshire to me... total pioneer.
        
           | drannex wrote:
           | Marginally off topic here, but Occams Laser created a
           | 'sequel' album to the Daft Punk score, and I feel it more
           | closely _feels_ like an updated original Tron soundtrack.
           | 
           | There are two complete albums they've released: The Grid[1],
           | which is a concept album based on the 1982 original, and
           | Return to the Grid[2] which is a reimagined concept album for
           | Tron Legacy, both that I absolutely love listening to.
           | 
           | 1. https://occamslaser.bandcamp.com/album/the-grid 2.
           | https://occamslaser.bandcamp.com/album/return-to-the-grid
        
             | asmor wrote:
             | I would also recommend the Tron 2.0 (which was a video game
             | released before Tron Legacy) soundtrack. It reimagines a
             | few tracks and otherwise expands in a similar style to the
             | first movie.
        
               | lordfrito wrote:
               | Also Tron 2.0 game nailed the aesthetic, I wish Tron
               | Legacy did. It just looked like your run-of-the-mill
               | orange-and-teal sci-fi film. Such a wasted opportunity.
               | 
               | edited: You know I never paid attention to the soundtrack
               | to the game, just listened to it... holy cow you're right
               | they did a great job! Tons of cues from the original
               | film... thanks for this!
        
             | lordfrito wrote:
             | Listened to a few tracks, this is right up my alley,
             | thanks!
             | 
             | It's a little less Tron and a little more 80's film
             | soundtrack vibe (which is also awesome).. The style seems
             | to have come back in vogue a bit (Stranger Things etc.).
             | 
             | This reminds me a lot of the Le Matos soundtrack for Turbo
             | Kid. [1] Their soundtrack to Summer of '84 has the same
             | synth vibe but adds the horror soundtrack vibe, also
             | recommended.
             | 
             | [1] https://lematos.bandcamp.com/album/chronicles-of-the-
             | wastela...
        
       | JKCalhoun wrote:
       | I was working behind the counter at a booth at Macworld, Boston
       | -- maybe 1991 or so? A woman behind the booth with me suddenly
       | said, "That was Wendy Carlos!", about someone who had just walked
       | away from the booth. Dumb me was busy doing something and hadn't
       | been paying attention.
       | 
       | Ha ha, those little moments in life when you're asleep at the
       | wheel.
        
       | gwbas1c wrote:
       | One of the most frustrating things as a Carlos fan is that she is
       | a huge fan of surround sound, records for surround sound, yet
       | hasn't released any of her catalogue in true multichannel
       | surround.
        
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