[HN Gopher] Math Team
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       Math Team
        
       Author : carabiner
       Score  : 112 points
       Date   : 2023-12-20 00:58 UTC (22 hours ago)
        
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       | gumby wrote:
       | What a horrifying existence. The author recognized the problem,
       | "The problem with doing something pointless for accolades is that
       | you have to do so much of it, for so much longer than you expect"
       | but what were the consequences? Are they happy now?
       | 
       | BTW MIT doesn't do legacies.
        
         | carabiner wrote:
         | He basically says "yes" at the end. Got an awesome job and
         | career and became part of a tech power couple with his wife he
         | met freshman year, all because of his high school struggles. In
         | current late stage capitalism, I think this is the best outcome
         | you can reasonably seek. You're either in the elite or
         | scrounging around, reposting memes about doordashing mcdonalds
         | and having too many roommates. I wish I had followed the path
         | of OP. I encourage gen alpha, gen z to strive for OP's path,
         | optimizing for income, in order to have a happy life with food,
         | secure shelter, healthcare, and a retirement life. Increasingly
         | it's just the haves and have-nots. The middle is crumbling away
         | and you must maximize income potential in order to have a
         | decent life.
         | 
         | I think a lot about a meme I saw: "I'm a therapist, and while
         | therapy is great, what I think what most people need is money."
        
           | lusus_naturae wrote:
           | The problem with your suggestion is that it implicitly
           | suggests death for loser commoners, of which there will
           | always statistically be more. The loser commoners need some
           | way to ensure their basic needs are met, or they find a way
           | to do that anyways. For example, see all the "eat the rich"
           | rhetoric. I don't think there's anything wrong with
           | suggesting that people should try to make the most of what
           | they have, but suggesting that you need math skills or a
           | Stanford degree to be guaranteed basic human needs or rights
           | is a shortsighted perspective that doesn't account for the
           | variety of human experience, eventually leading to
           | surmounting misery for others. For anyone with a
           | consequentialist pov, consider this: increasing societal
           | misery only leads to broken communal structures, and failures
           | in social contracts (implicit or otherwise). Simply, more
           | poor and sad people = more chances of societal unrest = less
           | safe society for everyone (including elites).
        
             | drivebyhooting wrote:
             | Great. So is your suggestion that high school students
             | should focus on politics and building an equitable society
             | instead of optimizing for themselves? That would be very
             | altruistic indeed.
        
               | lusus_naturae wrote:
               | I guess we've come far enough from being hunter-gatherers
               | that the value of acts that ensure group cohesion and
               | community wellbeing seem like some sort of extra effort
               | or altruism, instead of a fundamental aspect of
               | optimizing survival as a whole. That said, I was talking
               | about governance and policies, not what career choices
               | someone should or could make.
        
               | carabiner wrote:
               | In the US at least, you're most likely to effect systemic
               | change by having a lot of money.
        
       | zeitgeistcowboy wrote:
       | In the 4th paragraph he describes "the arc of a stone falling to
       | earth" as an exponential function. Is that true? I always thought
       | it was quadratic.
        
         | superb-owl wrote:
         | Yeah that jumped out to me too
        
         | joaogui1 wrote:
         | He did say he's not a mathematician
        
         | jackhalford wrote:
         | I can confirm, in classical mechanics, flat gravitional fields
         | give paths that follow quadratic trajectories.
        
         | markisus wrote:
         | Solutions to linear differential equations are exponentials,
         | and this may be what the author meant. In a state space model,
         | we can write Newton's law under gravity if we let y(t) = [x(t),
         | x'(t)]^T, let A = [ 0, 1; 0 0], let b = [0, -g]^T, and set
         | y'(t) = A y(t) + b.
         | 
         | Indeed, the solution is y(t) = exp(A t) (y0 + int_0^t exp(-As)
         | b ds).
         | 
         | In Einstein's theory, we have a generalization which says a
         | stone's path through space-time follows a geodesic of the
         | metric. In differential geometry, the exponential function, by
         | definition, sends tangent vectors to geodesic curves.
         | 
         | So the author is right, under this interpretation.
        
         | gowld wrote:
         | He also wrote that the angels in a triangle sum to 180^0 :-)
        
       | aleyan wrote:
       | Went to the same school, was on the same math team, but was a
       | year ahead of the author. Quit math team in my junior year
       | because I wasn't at a competitive level, but it was a great time
       | while I was on it. As a SWE, I rarely get to exercise the
       | tenacity and problem solving skills I learned on the math team,
       | but when I do they are "transformative" to the rest of the team.
       | 
       | > Nights were for other worthless extracurriculars to pad out our
       | applications. ... The worst part was knowing that it was all
       | going to be extruded into a few lines in an application form,
       | that a committee would review for about ninety seconds
       | 
       | This is the tail wagging the dog; work really hard for 4 years in
       | HS so that the next 4 years will be spent at a comparatively more
       | prestigious college. I don't think we should expect high school
       | students to be able to optimize this correctly themselves, and
       | from my experience guidance counselors weren't particularly
       | helpful. College admissions feel like a local maxima that have a
       | lot of unintended side effects but would be difficult to change.
       | 
       | Personally, I didn't do the extracurriculars that would look good
       | for college, but rather the ones I enjoyed; I didn't study very
       | hard either. Didn't get into Stanford or an Ivy, but I look upon
       | my experience in high school/college fondly rather than bitterly.
       | Life seems to have turned out ok too.
        
         | quax23 wrote:
         | I can relate; I didn't study quite as hard as my peers, didn't
         | get into the prestigious private colleges that they got into
         | (still went to an excellent public school across the Bay from
         | Stanford), studied a fair bit of math, and ended up with a
         | decent job where I've found that my math and problem solving
         | skills have paid dividends. I'm certainly not making tech or
         | F-U money, but I have a comfortable life a few years out of
         | college and I'm lucky that I didn't have to sacrifice my youth
         | or my interests to get here.
         | 
         | It's also interesting to follow the trajectories of people who
         | were in the group that over-optimized for outcomes but have
         | fallen off that path. I think the author was able to mitigate
         | his burnout (I presume he had a good tech career), but I know a
         | fair amount of folks with good pedigrees who haven't, and are
         | still in limbo (unemployed, underemployed, or taking an
         | extended break early in their career/schooling). I know they
         | have the potential to do great things, but it seems the stakes
         | of burnout are much higher today and harder to recover from
         | financially.
        
       | stocknoob wrote:
       | Excellent read. The danger of deferring gratification is that you
       | become a subconscious master of it.
        
       | DalekBaldwin wrote:
       | High school, at least as far as it serves as a sorting mechanism
       | for top students, follows a kind of Parkinson's law: the number
       | of hoops to jump through increases until it reaches the natural
       | limit of how little sleep the top students can handle.
       | 
       | There were rumblings that my high school, which had plenty of AP
       | classes already, was about to introduce a combination AP/IB
       | curriculum, which absolutely terrified us. I and my AP-taking
       | classmates breathed a huge sigh of relief when it was announced
       | that it would be delayed, and the students in the year below us
       | would be the guinea pigs. They would have to run twice as fast
       | just to stay in place.
        
         | mountainofdeath wrote:
         | Indeed. In my time, it wasn't uncommon to have 6 AP classes a
         | semester along with at least one time-intensive
         | extracurricular. Assuming each class is the equivalent of 3
         | credit hours, it's the equivalent of an above average number of
         | classes in college (15 being the expected amount, 12 being the
         | minimum to be a full-time student, and 18 considered intensive)
         | while playing a competitive sport.
         | 
         | The best part: Even a decade ago, the above was considered
         | neccesary but not sufficient for admission to a top school.
         | Plenty of people with perfect to near-perfect college entrance
         | exams, Intel International Science and Engineering Fair
         | finalists, etc didn't make the cut. Of the few that did, the
         | majority were the lower Ivy's (Dartmouth and Brown).
        
           | wjnc wrote:
           | There is a book called "Seven checkmarks" in Dutch that
           | argues that succes in the Netherlands is strongly correlated
           | to seven checkmarks to have: male, highly educated parents,
           | white, certain type of elite high school, university educated
           | and one more. Having all the marks, having generally
           | underperformed academically and still coming out on top
           | comparatively I feel there might be some truth in it. It
           | would signal a quite stratified society with a "ruler class"
           | inside a society that thinks of itself as classless for the
           | last 60 years at least. (It's pretty hard to reason about
           | this being while being under scrutiny.)
           | 
           | Why post this? After reading your comment I thought wouldn't
           | want to live there or raise children there. But the second
           | thought was, wait - that's meritocracy in action. Imperfect
           | meritocracy as you point out, but it might still be more
           | equitable not than having seven checkmarks and generally
           | faring worse than those born under a different star. My
           | Rawlsian self thinks grit should be rewarded more than birth,
           | even though testing for grit would probably massively
           | increase burnout.
           | 
           | Thinking even further, I don't think that societies with
           | "high grit" (Korea, US) are generally considered to treat
           | their children and general society very equitable. Still
           | mentally debating if there is a very socialist argument
           | growing inside of me. That book (read it three months ago)
           | does make me think a lot. It was the first time something
           | 'near-woke' made me think so hard. The book mentions the
           | reflective point as well - might I only take it that
           | seriously because it was written by someone from the same
           | "class"? Foundational stuff.
        
       | ska wrote:
       | My own path through related stuff is unusual, so nothing like the
       | authors. I do however have experience working with and teaching
       | people who were on very similar paths to theirs.
       | 
       | There are a huge number of kids in this authors shoes, ones who
       | are on a treadmill and not entirely sure why. There are also lots
       | of kids who were always the best at something (in this case math)
       | that any of their teachers etc. had ever seen ... until they move
       | across the country and find themselves in a classroom where they
       | are middling at best. And sure, there are rare kids who are so
       | good it catches you off guard.
       | 
       | FWIW I suspect there are more kids made miserable than those who
       | thrive, but I think it's largely unavoidable in a tournament
       | system like "elite" college apps. There are also plenty of kids
       | who had some fun and made some friends along the way without
       | taking it too seriously. I suspect in this case it's often a good
       | outlook in high school, especially for kids who don't really fit
       | in anywhere else.
        
       | TrackerFF wrote:
       | I'm from Scandinavia, and I always find it both fascinating _and_
       | alien how much focus the US system puts on extracurriculars - and
       | more specifically competitive extracurricular activities.
       | 
       | On one side, it is probably good to motivate pupils to aim for
       | something, and get good at it - but on the other side, you
       | obviously end up with a bunch of kids that are just really good
       | at grinding away - even if their heart is not there. And must
       | become some obligatory thing, because everyone else is doing it.
       | 
       | FWIW, over here academics is the only thing that maters. There
       | are no entrance exams, no personal letter, no letter of
       | recommendation, no extracurricular activities. Your GPA is the
       | only thing that maters.
       | 
       | (Of course, that also has its downsides. People end up re-taking
       | HS exams year after year, because someone beat their GPA with a
       | decimal point.)
        
         | sinkwool wrote:
         | > I always find out both fascinating and alien how much focus
         | the US system puts on extracurriculars
         | 
         | One factor could be that, AFAIU, schools in US have many more
         | electives than in Europe. As a student you have the choice to
         | take more advanced classes for one subject, and only basic in
         | other subjects, whereas in Europe, the curriculum is standard
         | for all. So Universities in US need to compare performance on
         | different axes.
         | 
         | > Of course, that also has its downsides. People end up re-
         | taking HS exams year after year, because someone beat their GPA
         | with a decimal point.
         | 
         | Another downside to the one-size-fits-all standard curriculum,
         | is that it forces you to care about classes that you don't
         | really care about, while not being able to focus on the
         | subjects that you're really interested in. I think in US, if
         | you're really good at something, universities may ignore
         | average-to-poor performance in other areas.
        
         | carabiner wrote:
         | Not everyone else is doing it. OP article is about the top 1%
         | of high school students with elite ambitions. In your country,
         | this might be like highlighting an Olympian's training vs. your
         | average recreationist. The vast, vast majority of US students
         | go to university with acceptance rates of 50% or higher where
         | your GPA is the determinant.
        
           | TrackerFF wrote:
           | I mean, the elite students here end up doing pretty much the
           | same thing as elite students in US: They become medical
           | doctors, investment bankers, management consultants for MBB,
           | hedge fund and private equity, and what have you. But I guess
           | we don't have to jump through the same amount of hoops to get
           | accepted.
           | 
           | With that said, we have around 20 universities and colleges
           | in Norway, versus the thousands you have in the US - so I
           | would imagine that elite employers in the US rely more on
           | colleges/universities for the filtering part, which in turn
           | filter HS students. A whole lotta filtering going on, it
           | would seem.
        
         | jimbokun wrote:
         | It's so elite institutions can avoid admitting only Asian
         | students.
        
       | fatnoah wrote:
       | Interesting. Maybe I'm significantly older (graduated high school
       | in the early 90's) than the poster, but math team was a big deal
       | at my high school. So much so that my school fielded 3 teams (A,
       | B, and C) for regional competitions. At local meets, A and B
       | teams typically always came in first and second respectively,
       | with C (only a partial team) coming in third or fourth. A team
       | also won the state championships twice.
       | 
       | In general, it was pretty low key. Local meets were every month
       | or so, practice was about 2 hours a week, though we did more for
       | states. At no point did I think about the impact on my college
       | admissions, and I don't recall it coming up in conversation with
       | anyone else.
       | 
       | (warning: humblenrag) In fact, the only real negative memory I
       | have was that the individual high scorers got graphing
       | calculators until the year I had the high score and got a
       | calculus textbook. Of course, when I got to college and had to
       | pay for textbooks, I learned that the calculus text probably was
       | more expensive than the calculator.
        
       | noqc wrote:
       | The author writes a decent essay, but the claims that he makes
       | about the mathematics curriculum don't really line up with my own
       | experience of the subject, and I suspect has nothing to do with
       | his actual trauma.
       | 
       | This passage sticks out to me:
       | 
       | >I kept getting put into advanced mathematics classes while
       | missing core concepts from previous years.... Eventually I was in
       | classes with no standard curriculum at all, classes that had
       | names like Discrete Mathematics and Advanced Topics II. To this
       | day I have no idea what level of math they were meant to
       | correspond to.
       | 
       | I don't know how an adult who has spent so much time actually
       | trying to learn mathematics can maintain the hallucination that
       | math is organized into "levels". The lack of a standard
       | curriculum is an actual fucking blessing. God forbid someone
       | except for the bureaucrats at pearson/macmillan and whatever
       | federal committee decides on the standard curriculum for K-12 get
       | to plan a math course. The author's opinion on this is backwards.
       | 
       | Moreover, he wasn't "lacking the core concepts" needed to take on
       | these elementary topics, because there aren't any. That's the
       | point. Math is built from nothing.
       | 
       | Second, you can feel the resentment in the author's voice when he
       | talks about his friend who became a mathematician of sorts. And
       | that resentment is that his friend is actually interested in
       | mathematics. This is an interesting insight, but it's unrelated
       | to his thesis.
       | 
       | We can gain more insight into the author's world view by
       | considering some of his other essays. In "Math Team", he lists an
       | impressive set of extra curriculars, but for some reason shies
       | away from the mention of his church. However in [1] we see the
       | following:
       | 
       | >Church was a big time commitment for us. We had prayer meetings
       | on Tuesday night, Friday night youth group, Sunday services and
       | Sunday school, and then Bible study later at night.
       | 
       | This is an altogether different account of how his time was spent
       | as a youth. Maybe it's important to the author not to place
       | anything online which would cause conflict with his parents, but
       | it seems to me that the obvious _thing putting too much pressure
       | on his childhood time_ is this.
       | 
       | This essay on church is generally full of contradictions as well,
       | for instance:
       | 
       | > [Church] makes it hard to be honest. In church we valued having
       | deep, personal conversations with each other, but it felt like
       | people always held something back.
       | 
       | followed not two paragraphs later by the exact opposite claim:
       | 
       | > It's easier to trust a group of people if you know that you are
       | all committed to the same things.
       | 
       | In [2], the author concludes with a summary of what he believes
       | faith to be:
       | 
       | >Faith is not a process for choosing what to believe in or what
       | to commit to. It is a tool for helping with what comes next.
       | Creeping doubt and regression to status quo is natural, even in
       | the absence of any new evidence. Faith is the virtue of
       | counteracting that regression, through repeated internalization
       | of those truths and commitments.
       | 
       | The conclusion I draw from this collection of essays, is that the
       | author knows exactly what was wrong, but considers it a virtue to
       | lie to themselves about it. Perhaps denying your natural doubts
       | can sometimes be good for you, but to me it sounds a lot more
       | like the spike protein on the mind virus of Christianity wreaking
       | havoc. Regardless, if you're not willing to engage with your
       | doubts, then you have no business putting your thoughts into an
       | essay under the pretense of intellectual honesty.
       | 
       | 1: https://www.benedict.one/2020/12/09/church-and-community/ 2:
       | https://www.benedict.one/2020/03/02/faith/
        
         | akprasad wrote:
         | The author mentions "dropping [his] religion" here [1], which
         | undercuts the idea that he is lying to himself about his
         | religious doubts.
         | 
         | I don't think much good comes from analyzing a private stranger
         | in this way, especially given such limited evidence.
         | 
         | [1]: https://benexdict.io/p/uncertainty-and-marriage
        
           | noqc wrote:
           | I didn't claim that the author is still "religious". I
           | claimed that the author maintains the importance of "faith".
           | This is the same thing as being religious, of course, but
           | without the specifics.
           | 
           | He is publicly making an argument that math team is dull and
           | bad. The argument is based in the evidence of his personal
           | experience, and the philosophy with which he approached this
           | math team is _very important context_ that he has left out,
           | which undermines his claim.
           | 
           | He's also not a private stranger. He has 1500 followers on
           | twitter, and an extensive blog about his personal life.
        
         | sfink wrote:
         | Nice take-down, and I appreciate the points you raise, but
         | isn't
         | 
         | > if you're not willing to engage with your doubts, then you
         | have no business putting your thoughts into an essay under the
         | pretense of intellectual honesty.
         | 
         | kind of talking about every essay, ever? The only people free
         | from doubt are on ventilators and definitely aren't writing a
         | lot of essays. The very act of writing an essay is engaging
         | with (a few of) your doubts. And if you're writing it for
         | others to read, you're painting it over with some level of
         | pretense.
         | 
         | Just because he's not engaging with your personal hobby horse
         | of uncritically accepted Christianity doesn't mean he doesn't
         | have something to say. Show me a being with a pure mind, free
         | of any self-contradiction or self-avoidance.
         | 
         | Really, please do, so I can pet it and make it wag its tail.
         | 
         | > the author knows exactly what was wrong, but considers it a
         | virtue to lie to themselves about it.
         | 
         | As do we all. Only the topic varies.
        
           | noqc wrote:
           | >kind of talking about every essay, ever?
           | 
           | Absolutely not. Only the bad ones. An essay is an argument
           | with yourself. If you take the explicit position that you
           | should ignore your doubts, as this author does, then what you
           | are putting on paper is your personal confirmation bias.
           | 
           | My hobby horse is not christianity, my hobby horse is the
           | thing that he has insanely distilled from christianity as the
           | part worth keeping. The author had a bad experience as a teen
           | applying to elite colleges for no other reason than because
           | he was supposed to, and the conclusion he _should_ be drawing
           | from this observation is so obvious that you might not even
           | notice that he doesn 't.
        
       | qrian wrote:
       | The high school math Olympiad team is the fondest memory of mine.
       | It was like solving puzzle games every day. But I guess if you
       | are forced into puzzle games when you don't like it can be a
       | torture. I also changed my career to tech but I still look fondly
       | back into the days when I could be immersed into solving problems
       | without getting pulled into various meetings.
        
         | qsort wrote:
         | Same. Not American so perhaps the experience is different
         | across the ocean, but it was truly magical. As an awkward,
         | weird kid that didn't really know what to do with himself it
         | was life changing.
         | 
         | My former team is still alive and going strong, and after uni I
         | went back as a coach. I still hear the same stories about how
         | awesome the group is, and how kids that now are in the same
         | position as I was find it a "safe space", if you will.
        
       | paladin314159 wrote:
       | Although I empathize with the struggle of the journey, having
       | gone through a similar path of math team -> Stanford (where I
       | briefly ran into the author), I think this is a particularly
       | uncharitable characterization of math competitions.
       | 
       | Yes, there are many students (even more these days) that are in
       | the grind for the accolades and college admissions, but math
       | competitions were genuinely my favorite part of high school. They
       | helped hone my problem solving, grit (!), work ethic, social
       | skills, and leadership skills in a way that I continue to see pay
       | off 15 years later. I am forever grateful for my high school
       | teacher who supported me during this time.
       | 
       | It helped that I was actually passionate about it, which I think
       | is the underlying point here. Weird constructs like math
       | competitions that help kids channel their passions? Incredible.
       | Forced hoop-jumping for the purpose of college admissions?
       | Horrible.
        
       | 33a wrote:
       | The author sounds burnt out and bitter. I get that he tried
       | really hard and didn't quite make it as far as he wanted, but
       | this reads like he's holding onto a lot of resentment for no good
       | reason.
       | 
       | My experience with doing competitive math and programming stuff
       | was generally quite enjoyable even though I never did the best or
       | made it to an ivy league school. I'd still encourage any kid
       | who's at all interested to try them out. Solving puzzles is fun!
       | Who cares if learning number theory is "useless". So are video
       | games, football and chess.
        
         | sailorganymede wrote:
         | I think the problem the author is referring to is it stopped
         | being about Math and much more about impressing random
         | strangers for the chance to gain an opportunity.
         | 
         | My experience is similar to you - I too really enjoyed my time
         | doing these activities but once everything I ever enjoyed
         | started becoming brownie points for my college applications,
         | the competition started becoming "Grind X tasks and Y patterns
         | so you can make the grade! Cause if you don't solve this in 14
         | minutes, then that kid will and he'll get your position!"
        
       | cl3misch wrote:
       | > What would that be like, I wondered, as his words floated
       | gently through the space above my head, to just be interested in
       | something, not as a stepping stone or as a resume line, but just
       | to sit down and count the paths, just because you wanted to know
       | how many there were?
       | 
       | Not that great, necessarily. Sometimes I wish that I could simply
       | be happy with a "normal" job that pays the bills. Instead of
       | feeling like I have to pursue an academic career, just to be able
       | to work on the problems I am interested in.
        
       | blauditore wrote:
       | The whole concept of "getting into X" especially in American
       | education is ridiculous. It shows how unhealthy the system is if
       | you can't trust someone's degree if they haven't been to some
       | "elite" college.
        
         | OkayPhysicist wrote:
         | I wouldn't blame the education system as much as I'd blame
         | industry in this case, actually. The problem is companies that
         | are too big for their britches: Most of the time, you don't
         | need the best of the best. You need someone who will show up on
         | time, get the work done, and not turn out to be so abrasive
         | that they alienate the rest of your team. Most companies are
         | not working on hard problems, they're not even working on
         | tricky problems. They're just working on the remaining
         | problems. Average should be adequate, and that's what average
         | schools produce.
         | 
         | Of course, some places are working on genuinely hard problems.
         | They need outstanding individuals, and these are what elite
         | schools offer: They've already done the filtering, ensuring
         | that the very highest performing individuals disproportionately
         | possess one of their diplomas. The elite school may or may not
         | have the greatest instructors, but regardless the students will
         | get a superior education simply due to the fact that they are
         | embedded in an environment that surrounds them with outstanding
         | talent.
         | 
         | In this way what university you went to acts a signifier as to
         | your abilities, not just how much you know, but how rapidly
         | you're able to learn new things, and how much work you're
         | willing to put in.
        
         | dexwiz wrote:
         | It's because there are enough rich people who only want to hire
         | Ivy League graduates. Not for any fact other than everyone
         | around them that is Ivy League tells them its the best place to
         | hire from.
        
       | 3523582908 wrote:
       | wow, i really empathized with this
       | 
       | i was so burnt out upon entering MIT, and now i regret not taking
       | a gap year or something. i feel like i missed out on a great
       | learning opportunity
       | 
       | thank you for writing this. you opened a bit of a window into my
       | past i haven't really processed
        
       | TraceWoodgrains wrote:
       | The author and I have discussed this elsewhere, but we had
       | dramatically different experiences with competitive math, and I
       | think part of the key is that he experienced it as a part of the
       | college admissions grind, while I experienced it as an escape
       | from the classroom to go do cool puzzles.
       | 
       | My major takeaway from his article was "The things we do in the
       | high-stakes holistic admissions structure we've set up are
       | insane" more than anything to do with competition math in
       | specific.
        
         | tbihl wrote:
         | Interestingly, his takeaway seems to be that it was probably
         | all worth it.
        
       | ajkjk wrote:
       | I did mathcounts and math team stuff in middle school/HS and it
       | never once occurred to me that the goal was to get into a good
       | college. It just seemed fun.
       | 
       | I wasn't great at it, but I was pretty good considering that I
       | didn't get any training, and I always thought it would have felt
       | amazing to actually get good at those tests and feel like a math
       | wizard. I guess I'm a bit bitter about it; it's a shame the
       | special opportunities go to people who are depressingly minmaxing
       | instead of people who would really love to have them. Although I
       | also know that at some level if I had 'resolved' to get good I
       | could have, so I can't be too resentful.
        
       | lapcat wrote:
       | > A mathlete is someone who participates in math competitions. He
       | (almost always he)
       | 
       | That wasn't my experience. But FWIW I went to a public high
       | school.
       | 
       | My friend (her) and I (he) both got accepted into an elite
       | school, but we both had to go state colleges, because our
       | families couldn't afford to send us. This was decades ago, when
       | they didn't give out as many need-based grants.
        
       | fortenforge wrote:
       | The author mentions at one point that he was unable to solve a
       | problem because he didn't memorize the formula for the Euler
       | totient function in order to count the number of numbers
       | relatively prime to 9999.
       | 
       | ...but its actually an interesting (and not super difficult)
       | exercise in its own right to figure this out even if you don't
       | know the formula. Encourage you all to give it a shot.
       | 
       | SPOILERS: 9999 = 3^2 * 11 * 101, so first subtract out the
       | multiples of 3 (3333 of them), the multiples of 11 (909 of them),
       | the multiples of 101 (99 of them). Note that we've now double-
       | subtracted multiples of 33 (303 of them), multiples of 303 (33 of
       | them), multiples of 1111 (9 of them) so add these back. Finally
       | subtract 1 to not count 9999 itself.
       | 
       | phi(9999) = 9999 - 3333 - 909 - 101 + 33 + 303 + 9 - 1 = 6000
       | 
       | I guess my point is that the purpose of these problems is not to
       | separate out people who know specific tricks from people who
       | don't--its to separate out people who can reason their way
       | through difficult mathematical problems and people who can't.
        
         | chongli wrote:
         | The difference for you is that you're doing it as a fun
         | exercise. With contest math, you're drilling these formulas and
         | tricks so you can reproduce them quickly on a timed exam. If
         | you know both of the facts listed in the essay then you can
         | knock off this question in a minute or two.
         | 
         | Trying to come up with everything from scratch could take a lot
         | longer and be very frustrating when you've got other problems
         | waiting for you to solve.
        
         | gowld wrote:
         | The problem (and linked solution is here)
         | 
         | https://artofproblemsolving.com/wiki/index.php/2022_AIME_I_P...
         | 
         | The totient formula isn't the hard part of the problem.
         | 
         | The test has a very short time limit (for the difficulty of the
         | problems), and has many gruelingly complicated problems,so if
         | you dont have the formulas down cold, you'll burn out during
         | the contest.
         | 
         | Of course, if you don't care about silly speed-mathing
         | contests, you can enjot the problems at a leisurely pace.
        
       | stefanpie wrote:
       | This personal account resonated with me since I also had some
       | personal experiences in both the "math competition" and
       | "competitive high school" world up until I graduated high school
       | in ~2018.
       | 
       | ---
       | 
       | I went to a middle school where I somehow ended up far ahead in
       | the curriculum due to my own interest in science and math, thanks
       | to my personal interests and parental support at the time. I
       | think I caught the attention of my math teachers and got to
       | participate in a county-wide middle school math competition with
       | some other students at my school. It was cool, and I wasn't, and
       | still am not, a super competitive person, so I thought it was a
       | fun experience to try; I don't think we won anything significant.
       | I also think I took an AIME-style competition exam (sit-down
       | test), but I don't remember much about it. All of this was cool
       | but not super interesting to me at the time.
       | 
       | Some wise teacher or fellow parent at the time must have tipped
       | off my parents about Math Circles, and I am incredibly grateful
       | that my parents took me there. Math circles (at least in my
       | experience) are like local meetups for younger (usually non-
       | college) students to go and learn about cool exploratory and
       | advanced (non-standard curriculum) math topics from college
       | students and professors. I used to be so excited to go on
       | Saturdays to math circles and sit and watch an old professor from
       | a local college teach topics like logic, number theory, advanced
       | geometry, and other math topics that were definitely not taught
       | in my middle school. I also distinctly remember that I loved the
       | exploratory side of the math circles as opposed to competitive
       | math where I felt like I wouldn't learn anything and I had to get
       | everything correct. If you have kids who are curious about math
       | or even science, nature, and art, I would highly look into
       | whether there are Math Circles in your local area and at least
       | try it out. Some of my fondest memories during this time are from
       | Math Circles.
       | 
       | I somehow ended up getting a full scholarship to attend a local
       | (non-religious) private school with one of the top competitive
       | high school math teams in the nation (among other
       | extracurriculars like debate, model UN, ...). The summer school
       | started there, and I won't forget when I went to the information
       | sessions for the math competition team. The "vibe" was very off
       | as soon as I walked in and not what I was expecting. The
       | competitiveness was very evident in your attendance and
       | performance in the multiple-times-a-week after-school math
       | competition classes, how the best get to be on the A and B teams,
       | and so on. I think I walked into it with the preconceived notion
       | that I was going to get to learn more math for fun by joining the
       | math team (like I did in math circles), but my naive worldview
       | was very much shattered. I think I attended one of the local math
       | competition events that first semester of high school and took
       | one of the sit-down style tests, but there was no way I scored
       | any kind of decent amount to be considered for anything related
       | to math competition at that school. I also had one good close
       | friend who stuck with math competition for the four years of high
       | school, and so I got to get an idea of what that was like, and it
       | was just as crazy as I thought it would be the whole time. I am
       | actually grateful for him since I also got to talk to that friend
       | about a lot of cool advanced math topics before I took those math
       | classes, as well as help me learn enough of the math ahead of
       | time to take the advanced AP physics classes (the electricity and
       | magnetism one) that I had genuine interest in.
       | 
       | Luckily, by my second year, I was able to land on "science
       | research" (think liek a really competitive science fair, e.g.,
       | ISEF) as a nice extracurricular I enjoyed. Even in that, you
       | cannot escape the competitive nature of it, but there are
       | alternative ways to branch out on your own (real publication,
       | working with local colleges and professors, just being able to
       | say I completed this cool research project and made this cool
       | thing) and put something on your "college resume" without having
       | to pigeonhole yourself into competing against other students all
       | the time. I did have to cycle through some other extracurriculars
       | (model UN and FRC robotics) where I "crashed and burned" before I
       | finally landed on one where I would feel "safe" in a sense to
       | enjoy what I was doing with research.
       | 
       | Finally, the big push from the school onto the students to get
       | into the most prestigious schools they can get into really led to
       | some weird dynamics among students and really unhealthy kinds of
       | stress and anxiety to cope with. I think (but memories are fuzzy)
       | that I was able to dodge a lot of that just by the nature of not
       | being super competitive, but there were many students who would
       | lose their minds if they didn't get above a 90% on an exam in an
       | AP level class, as in genuinely freak out and stress over it and
       | then go to the teacher and try to sort it out. Any grade that
       | would jeopardize their perception of being smart or getting the
       | highest GPA possible to get into the best schools possible was an
       | anxiety and stress-inducing nightmare for them. There was very
       | much an idea that "I'm not going to tell everyone else what I got
       | on an exam" to also hide class rankings and your own GPA. I'm
       | also sure that none of us got any healthy amount of sleep needed;
       | there were people pushing insane courseloads with all AP classes
       | to pad their "college resumes." I remember taking some
       | architecture classes instead, which I found much more fulfilling
       | and fun, and then feeling out of place trying to talk to some of
       | my other classmates at the time who were trying to min-max their
       | GPA and college applications.
       | 
       | ---
       | 
       | Not to ramble on for too long, I just want to give an idea to
       | some readers of another related personal perspective on this
       | topic. Having been in some related environments in middle school
       | and high school, I can really empathize with some of the genuine,
       | agonizing, and sometimes lighthearted in hindsight, moments the
       | author experienced. I can't imagine what it's like in 2023/2024,
       | or even having kids in the future, what high school education
       | will be like. Can students really find peace and comfort to just
       | learn and pursue what interests them the most?
       | 
       | Quick epilogue: I did apply to all the prestigious schools that
       | everyone else applied to (bless my parents for covering all the
       | unnecessary application fees), but also thanks to my parents'
       | pragmatism, I applied to some strong schools for engineering. I
       | ended up down the Ph.D. route, and the exploratory open-endedness
       | aspect of research is still what keeps me excited and happy in my
       | day-to-day work.
        
         | ByHookOrCrook wrote:
         | well you obviously weren't THAT far ahead since you went to
         | George Tech University instead of MIT or otherwise
         | 
         | The author went to Stanford so what he experienced is 1000x
         | whatever you are talking about
        
       | ByHookOrCrook wrote:
       | Why does this guy act like he's so successful and genius? He
       | should feel bad that even though he graduated Stanford back in
       | 2009, he's only a senior software engineer at a random non-FAANG
       | company.
        
       | gowld wrote:
       | There's no evidence that being on the math team helped his
       | application.
       | 
       | The people who win the math contests (And yes, who get into elite
       | schools because of it) enjoy practice. That's the secret. Tao
       | says the same thing about research mathematicians.
       | 
       | The people who hate it don't do well and it doesn't help their
       | college applications.
       | 
       | He mentions that he was the only one on high school team who
       | discovered how to triangulate a polygon, which is taught in
       | Geometry class (junior high school for him).
       | 
       | Their bad attitude drags the team down.
        
       | legerdemain wrote:
       | I went to a combined middle/high school in a small city of
       | 200,000 in upstate New York, and no one on our Math League team
       | distinguished themselves in any way other than by transferring to
       | another nearby high school that had an actual IB program. At that
       | level of engagement, Math League was all right, just something
       | for a nerdy, unpopular teen to do to break up the monotony of
       | dreary upstate winter evenings.
       | 
       | I'm more interested in this "Analysis II" the author mentions
       | taking in his freshman year. "Analysis II" at the undergraduate
       | level usually refers to a proof-based course on real-valued
       | functions of several variables. Basically, a retread of Calculus
       | III with a more rigorous foundation. But the author never
       | mentions any mathematical results from calculus and beyond, and
       | I'm under the impression that grade-school math competitions only
       | target subjects in arithmetic, elementary combinatorics, and
       | classical geometry.
        
         | ianbicking wrote:
         | In my high school the order of classes was, if I remember:
         | Algebra I, Geometry, Algebra II/Trig, Analysis. Calculus was
         | still "after" high school at that time (early 90s), though
         | starting to become common. So Analysis was kind of pre-
         | calculus, a variety of different subjects that weren't quite
         | calculus. I remember bits of algebra, probability, compound
         | interest, etc. We didn't have Analysis I/II, but the boundaries
         | between Algebra and Analysis were so vague that it is easy to
         | imagine some split it differently.
         | 
         | It seems quite unlikely the author was referring to Real
         | Analysis! Still I can't find nearly any reference to high
         | school Analysis (except https://calcworkshop.com/math-
         | analysis/), so I'm guessing that terminology is nearly gone
         | now.
        
       | neilv wrote:
       | Great, honest-sounding description of this college application
       | grind, doing things he wasn't interested in, and suggesting that
       | most of the other mathletes also weren't interested in math.
       | 
       | Now that he's 15 years into a tech career, I'm wondering what he
       | thinks if/when interviewing applicants, and sees or doesn't see
       | similar grind on the resume.
       | 
       | I imagine that some, if they got their position by virtue of the
       | hoop-jumping grind, would think that the grind was positive
       | signal for a candidate for that kind of position. But I don't
       | know how common that belief is.
       | 
       | Reason I'm wondering... The last time I did a call with a FAANG
       | recruiter (for Staff/Principal SWE), they did something new,
       | running down a long list of checkboxes, and asking me for each
       | one whether I had it or not. Most of it sounded like college
       | application fodder, like people get coached to do in affluent
       | prep schools, including multiple checkboxes about mathlete
       | competitions. Not something that I would've thought would still
       | matter for someone with a big industry track record. Was
       | gathering this college app grind data _for experienced
       | candidates_ a new thing, or have recruiters and resume-scanning
       | software been filling out these properties of each candidate for
       | a long time?
        
         | jimbokun wrote:
         | I would want to find applicants more like the one mathlete who
         | was still doing mathematics past school years because he found
         | it deeply interesting.
         | 
         | Then transferring that innate problem solving drive and aiming
         | it towards the problems and challenges facing the company.
        
           | neilv wrote:
           | I would be curious about that person, too, but devil's
           | advocate...
           | 
           | How do you know you can aim that person's drive for math
           | towards company problems?
           | 
           | Unless and until you know that, is it more positive signal to
           | look for people who, well, have solved company problems?
        
       | onetimeusename wrote:
       | I don't like name dropping the school I went to but I didn't have
       | the same high school experience as this writer. All of my peers
       | at my school seemingly did though which made me feel very behind
       | and out of place. I definitely noticed that a lot of the students
       | in the CS program already knew a good amount of discrete
       | mathematics when we took our 'first' proofs class. In fact, most
       | of the other kids went to really highly ranked high schools,
       | competed on math or programming or science teams, and had a lot
       | of accomplishments but it also simultaneously seemed
       | performative. I didn't even know competitive math was a thing
       | until I got to campus. I resented my parents for not pushing me
       | into all these extra-curriculars so I could be like everyone else
       | on campus and have things to brag about. But from the author's
       | experience there is a downside to being pushed into these things
       | too.
       | 
       | Although the playing ground was actually fair and hard work gets
       | you on even footing, I have a couple of things to say about
       | college admissions. I will definitely say that although the top
       | universities claim to be meritocratic, I don't think they are.
       | Most of these students, maybe all now, are kind of acculturated
       | into this college admissions process where from a young age you
       | are doing STEM competitions and building letters of rec. A lot of
       | these kids have parents who move the whole family to be near to a
       | high school that can get their children into the top schools.
       | Most people in the US are not aware, or unable to do anything
       | with this specific cultural knowledge you need to get in to those
       | schools. Exceptions do not make the rule. So the top schools are
       | filled with people who don't reflect the country which is bad I
       | think.
       | 
       | Second, as people have focused on STEM accomplishments just to
       | get in to the top schools, I think Goodhart's Law is in action
       | and that STEM competitions and precocious authorship is becoming
       | less meaningful but whether admissions offices change I don't
       | know if that will happen and has not yet. So these will continue
       | to be performative for the time being which is also unfortunate.
        
       | adelie wrote:
       | like the author, i burned out on the extracurricular grind
       | necessary to get into an elite college and as a result, spent
       | most of my university years severely depressed.
       | 
       | for me, it was debate club. i liked debate, but the form of it i
       | participated in was a rich man's game and i was simply not a rich
       | man. i didn't have the money to fly to the east coast every
       | weekend to attend tournaments or pay people to assemble cases and
       | evidence briefs for me. it wasn't worth the coaches' time to even
       | listen to me practice because i wasn't wealthy enough to compete
       | at a high level.
       | 
       | that feeling of futility persisted across other extracurriculars.
       | i participated in the science fair, but my advisor instantly
       | became dismissive when it became clear that my parents couldn't
       | gift me a competitive research opportunity at their lab or
       | hospital because they, y'know, didn't work at a lab or hospital.
       | the school i went to had a lot of rich kids; i once spotted one
       | of my classmates at the airport on their way to volunteer in
       | uganda over the summer.
       | 
       | math team ended up my saving grace. perhaps it's because we
       | weren't quite so competitive - we did well regionally but were
       | not competitive at a state or national level - but there was
       | something freeing in just solving math problems. afterschool math
       | practice was free and open to everyone. there were a variety of
       | different competitions, team and individual, geared for different
       | skill levels and specializations. no one cared about what my
       | parents did for a living, thank god. it was just about solving
       | the damn math problem.
        
       | dexwiz wrote:
       | In my High School experience I encountered two styles of
       | knowledge competition. Quiz Bowl, which was essentially Jeopardy.
       | And Academic Super Bowl, which was like extra school.
       | 
       | Quiz Bowl was full of a ton of smart kids with various interests.
       | We "practiced," but the only skill you could really develop was
       | being able to predict a question before it was finished so you
       | could be the first to answer. Questions varied widely from
       | competition to competition. One time we got to be on local TV to
       | compete, but there really wasn't a season or tournaments. It was
       | mostly 1 on 1 matches after school. Overall it was a ton of fun.
       | 
       | Academic Super Bowl was also full of smart kids, but they were
       | more goal oriented. It was something you had to study for. Before
       | the competition you were given some categories, you assigned
       | categories to teammates, studied, and then competed at various
       | events. It was literally just more memorization. I got drafted to
       | do it one year the night before a competition, because I was The
       | Guy for a topic they needed a teammate for. It was awful. I
       | fumbled my way through because I didn't have near the detailed
       | knowledge required for the specific subcategory. I probably would
       | have done better if I had more time to prep. It was a big
       | tournaments, and at the end there were different prizes for
       | schools by various sizes.
       | 
       | The type of kids in the two were varied. Everyone wanted to get
       | into a good college. The former seemed to love knowledge for the
       | sake of knowledge. While the later had a ton more grit, they
       | lacked passion in areas outside of directed study. The former
       | would read a book, because it was mentioned offhand in another
       | piece of media. The later would read a book because it was
       | assigned to them.
       | 
       | Reading through this thread, it seems like people's experiences
       | of Math Competitions varies from one to the other. Having grit to
       | study and work at it gets you far, but having passion probably
       | gets you further. The issue is grit tends to be fungible while
       | passion is not.
        
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