CHAPTER 9

GABY

Seeing the world through a small red dot mounted on top of an assault rifle wasn’t what Gaby expected to be doing a year after what was supposed to be her senior year in high school. Then again, she hadn’t expected the world to end, either, so it wasn’t as if she had control of anything anymore.

The sight on top of her M4 was a squat black tube, about five and three-quarters inches long. It allowed her to acquire and fire on a target without too much preparation. It was only capable of two-times magnification, so she wasn’t going to hit anything long distance. She wasn’t nearly good enough to do that, even with the ACOG in the Tower, but she was getting there.

One of these days…

She lowered the carbine and looked down at the sprawling parking lot on the north side of the hospital. So many cars. Sometimes she found herself wondering what had happened to their owners.

The two muscle-bound guys that came up to the rooftop with her this morning had wandered back downstairs to eat something. Benny and Tom had taken their place, and she could hear them moving around behind her, chatting about something pointless, when the sound of a gunshot from up the street exploded across the dead city.

Benny and Tom quickly rushed over.

“There they go,” Benny said. “I hope those silver bullets work.”

“They work,” Gaby said.

The three of them stood at the edge of the rooftop and listened as the first gunshot faded. Moments later, shotguns and the cracking of a rifle rolled across the distance, one after another. The shooting went on for a while. Five minutes. Then ten… It was continuous, and for a time felt like it would never end.

Until, that is, it did stop.

As the last shot disappeared across the city, Benny said, “Sounds like they’re done.”

Gaby looked down at her watch. Will and the others had been gone for less than an hour.

“What’s it like?” Tom asked her. “The island.”

“There’s a beach on the south side,” she said. “It’s long, with white sands. It was hot when we arrived, but it’s cooled down with the weather.”

“And you guys have a hotel?” Benny asked. “How many rooms?”

“Fifty completed rooms. Fully furnished. But there’s plenty of space to build more.”

“That’s more than enough for everyone here,” Tom said.

“And a lot of fish, right?” Benny said eagerly.

“A lot of fish,” she nodded.

“I’ve always liked fish. My mom used to bake fish fillet with melted margarine, lemon juice, and paprika. You didn’t think a simple dish like that could taste so good…”

“Did she ever bake fish sandwiches?” Tom asked.

“Nah,” Benny said. “Good?”

“You put it between some crusty French loaf and add mustard, lettuce, and tomatoes, and it’s probably the best thing you’ll ever eat. My dad used to make them with chives, but I can’t stand those. Cucumbers, now, that’s another story.”

“Yeah, not a big fan of chives, either.”

“You guys have mustard over there?” Tom asked her.

“As long as you don’t mind frozen packages from the freezer,” she said.

“Better than nothing,” Benny said.

“Definitely better than spoiled ketchup,” Tom agreed.

The two of them went on like that, talking about fish and what condiments went better with which type of dishes. Gaby sneaked a couple of looks over at Benny, not that he noticed. He reminded her a little bit of Josh. They didn’t look anything alike, but they were about the same age, and they both had that innocent, almost earnest quality about them.

She still remembered that night with Josh. Their only night, as it had turned out.

But Josh was dead, along with Matt and her parents. Her friends were probably long gone, too. People kept dying around her. Even Will might not make it back from the Archers raid. He was good, but he wasn’t invincible. None of them were. They had the island, but how long would that last? It wasn’t impossible that they could lose it tomorrow, or the next day, or the next month. The word “impossible” had ceased to have any meaning. Maybe it did, once, but not anymore.

She had gone to sleep last night as an eighteen-year-old and woken up a nineteen-year-old. What were the chances she would see her twentieth birthday? Maybe it was the state of the hospital, the poor souls on the tenth floor under her, but Gaby had never felt so depressed and mortal in her life.

She sneaked another look at Benny. He really was cute…

* * **

“So, really?” Benny said.

“Yeah, why not?” Gaby said.

“I don’t know. It’s just kind of fast.”

“We might die today. Or tonight. Or the next day. Look around you, Benny. All we have is today, right now.” She shrugged. “Or I could go back up to the rooftop and bring Tom down here instead—”

“Fuck Tom,” Benny said.

She almost laughed when he started taking off his clothes at a frenzied pace. She laid her M4 against the wall next to the bed inside her room and watched him struggling with his pants, before he realized removing his gun belt first was the way to go.

She actually smiled that time.

“What?” he said.

“Nothing. You’re very cute.”

He grinned. “That’s good, right?”

“Better than the alternative.”

He finally got his pants off, revealing brown boxers with Peanuts characters on them.

He saw where she was looking and blushed. “It was the only pair I had left that was still, you know, wearable.”

“You guys don’t do laundry around here?”

“Kinda hard without power.”

“You could always hang them on the roof.”

“Not a lot of water to spare, either.”

“No wonder everyone stinks. When was the last time you showered?”

“I poured some water on myself last night. Does that count?”

“Not really, no.”

He didn’t really smell any better than when she had sniffed him yesterday, but she didn’t feel like crushing that desperate-to-please look on his face at the moment. Gaby stepped out of her cargo pants and moved toward him in red silk panties. He stood perfectly still and stared at her. It was cute and charming, and she hoped he didn’t have a stroke when she took off her shirt.

“You okay?” she asked.

“Yeah.” He swallowed. “You’re so beautiful.”

“Thanks. Now come here.”

He walked toward her. She put her arms around his waist and stood slightly on her tiptoes to kiss him. Benny put his arms around her waist and pulled her greedily against his mouth. He wasn’t exactly the world’s best kisser, but she had been attacked by worse.

She moaned against his mouth, and Benny, being a smart boy, rightfully took that as approval and cupped her breasts with both hands.

* * **

They stayed in her room long after, but since the bed was designed for only one person, she was forced to lay on top of Benny. What she really wanted was the bed all to herself, but kicking Benny out so she could catch up on some of the sleep she hadn’t managed to get last night was probably too rude. Not that she didn’t actually think about it really hard.

There was very little ventilation on the entire floor, and none in her room, so she wasn’t sure if she was sweating from that or the sex. Maybe a little of both.

“That was awesome,” Benny said after a while.

Gaby smiled. Men said the least creative things after sex. “How long has it been?”

“A while. Most of the girls here are already spoken for. It’s mostly just jacking off, but even that loses its charm once you’ve done it a few hundred times.”

“I didn’t know that was possible with guys.”

“Oh, trust me, it’s possible. But anyway, you smelled really nice. Even down there.”

Okay, that’s a new one.

“You’re not even wearing any perfume, right?” Benny asked.

“Not that I’m aware of.”

“What’s that smell, then?”

“Soap, Benny.”

He laughed. “No kidding? It smells really nice. You’re easily the best smelling boy or girl in this entire building.”

No kidding.

“Thanks,” she said, not sure what else to say.

“You guys have your own rooms and everything, huh? Back on the island?”

“Uh huh.”

“Air conditioning, too?”

“We do, but we don’t turn it on to conserve power. We might turn the heat on if it gets really cold down here, though.”

“It doesn’t get too cold, though.”

“Then we probably won’t turn the heat on.”

“And you guys have a freezer.”

“Yup.”

“That means ice.”

“Uh huh.”

“Man, I haven’t had ice in ages. I’d love to have some in a glass with some Coke.” He licked his lips. “I’m drooling just thinking about it.”

“When you get there, the first glass of ice Coke is on me.”

“Sweet.” He was quiet for a moment, then said, “You don’t have a boyfriend back on the island, do you?”

I did, but he’s dead.

“No,” she said.

“I know this is too early and everything, and I don’t want to freak you out, but would you consider me?”

He said it with such earnestness that she couldn’t help but lift her head. He met her gaze and she thought he had the most puppy dog look she had ever seen. She almost laughed, but realizing that might hurt his feelings, she nodded instead.

“Sure,” she said. “I’ll give you a spin.”

He laughed again. “Gee, thanks.”

She sat up, and no surprise, his eyes went straight to her breasts. “Will and the others are gonna be back soon, but I can spare ten more minutes. What do you think?”

“Fuck yeah,” he said without hesitation.

* * **

Jen looked refreshed when she knocked on Gaby’s door, then barged inside without warning. She caught Benny struggling to pull on his shirt next to the bed, while Gaby had already dressed.

“Oops,” Jen said. Then she grinned at Gaby. “Fitting right in, I see.”

“There’s not a lot to do around here,” Gaby said. She was surprised she didn’t sound more embarrassed.

“I hear ya, sister. Come on, Amy’s got those medical supplies Lara wanted.”

Jen left, and Gaby looked over at Benny, who was stuffing his shirt into his pants.

He smiled at her. “You’ll be around after today?”

“That’s up to Will,” she said, slipping the M4 over her shoulder.

“Will’s going to let me go there, right? To the island?”

“Maybe.”

He frowned. “Any ideas on how I can increase my odds?”

“Easy. Don’t be a dumbass. He hates that.”

“Oh, that’s it?”

She smiled and he returned it. It was a nice moment, and she quickly hurried out of the room before he had the chance to ruin it, like by trying to kiss her.

Jen’s long strides had already carried her down the hallway, and Gaby had to run to catch up. “You in a hurry?” Gaby called after her.

“Just trying to keep you on your toes, kid.”

Kid. Right.

They turned a corner, where Gaby saw a five-year-old with a button nose and a face that probably hadn’t seen water in a few days peering out at them from a slightly ajar door. Gaby smiled at the boy, who responded by running off to hide, leaving the door open behind him.

“How you like the hospital so far?” Jen asked.

“It’s okay.”

“Bullshit. It’s depressing as hell. This is the kind of place that makes you think about your mortality and how shitty everything is. Hospitals already do that, but this place, at this time? This is fifty times worse.”

Gaby didn’t argue. How could she? Jen was right about everything.

“Why do you think I’m always flying around out there?” Jen asked.

“Do you ever think about not coming back?”

“Every time.”

“But you do.”

She shrugged. “God help me, I guess I’ve become fond of these people. Speaking of which…”

“Are we really going to talk about that?” Gaby said.

The older woman grinned. “Don’t sweat it, kid. I’ve pretty much screwed every available guy in this place. If I didn’t, I’d probably go nuts or try to kill myself. It’s all so fucking depressing.”

“Thanks for sharing.”

Jen laughed. “Benny’s a good kid, though.”

“He’s all right,” Gaby said.

* * **

Amy was in the east tower, packing medical equipment into bundles, with plenty of foam for protection against damage, before wrapping them up in thick coatings of shrink wrap. She had filled three gym bags when Jen led Gaby inside what looked like a large inventory room.

“Did Mike come back yet?” Amy asked.

“Not yet,” Jen said.

“They should be back soon,” Gaby said. “Will’s got a scheduled call back to Song Island at ten. He wouldn’t miss that.”

“Well, until then,” Amy said. She picked up a large bundle of gauze tape and shoved it into a gym bag, then zipped it up and held it out to Gaby. “I’ve filled about eighty percent of the list Will gave me. Gauze, IV drips, syringes, anesthesia, and pain killers. Since we’re going to be partners for hopefully a long time, I included some of the good ones for goodwill. Vicodin, Percocet, and I even threw in some OxyContin, so you’re welcome. I take it you guys have had past troubles? A lot of this stuff is shit-happens type of supplies.”

“We’ve had our share of problems.”

If you only knew half of it.

“What about the other twenty percent?” Gaby asked.

“Depends on how many’s going back with you guys,” Amy said. “It’s mostly about rationing. Any ideas when you plan on heading back?”

“If I had to guess, it might be later today. Will wants to get this stuff back to the island as soon as possible.”

“Do you guys have sick people?” Amy asked. There was a note of concern in her voice.

“He just likes being prepared. It’s a Ranger thing.”

“I guess we’ll let the men hash it out,” Jen said. “Us little women aren’t smart enough for all that negotiatin’ talk.”

“It would be nice to sit on a beach sipping Mai Tais,” Amy said with a smile.

“What’s that?” Gaby asked.

“Mai Tais? Rum, pineapple, and lime in a highball glass.”

“I don’t know what any of that is. The closest I ever got to alcohol was a Budweiser.”

“How old are you, kid?” Jen asked.

“I turned nineteen today.”

“Holy crap. You look older.”

“Thanks,” Gaby said. “I guess.”

Jen laughed.

“Happy birthday,” Amy said. She picked up another gym bag and handed it to Gaby. “Some rolls of gauze tape and IV bags. Don’t say I never gave you anything.”

“Oh, I think she already got something this afternoon,” Jen said with a wink.

Gaby shook her head. “Nice. Real mature, Jen.”

“Benny,” Amy said knowingly.

“How’d you know?” Jen asked.

“Are you kidding? That poor kid’s on the verge of quivering into bowls of jelly every time he’s around her.”

“Okay, okay,” Gaby said. “Enough with the talking about my sex life like I’m not even here. It’s becoming annoying.”

“Only if you promise to tell us all the gory details,” Jen said.

“Whatever,” Gaby said, and headed for the door.

The two women grabbed a gym bag each and followed her.

“Did he take a trip down south?” Jen asked.

Gaby groaned. “Give it a rest.”

They were almost at the door when a scream, followed quickly by a gunshot, ripped across the tenth floor. The gunshot was followed by a series of gunfire—the pop-pop-pop of a three-round burst—and Gaby knew right away that more than one person was shooting in different parts of the building at the same time.

They dropped the gym bags and rushed to the door, Gaby already unslinging her M4. Jen, with her longer stride, beat her to the door, and as the pilot threw it open, Gaby lunged outside and slid to a stop in the hallway, her boots battling against the slick vinyl.

She saw a man in a dull white tactical hazmat suit and gas mask moving away from her, stepping over a body lying prone on the floor. The suit was thin, one of those Level B hazmat suits. The man was wearing boots, and as he stepped over the dead man, she could see blood on his soles. She recognized an M4, identical to her own, in the man’s hands. As soon as the shooter heard the sound of the inventory room door opening behind him, he stopped and turned around.

Gaby glimpsed dark black eyes behind the gas mask’s single face covering, a stunted one-piece air purifier jutting out from underneath.

The man started to lift his rifle, but he hadn’t gotten it halfway up before Gaby shot him in the chest. She fired without thinking—“muscle memory” Will would have said—and was momentarily stunned by the sight of the man collapsing in front of her. The bullet had drilled into the thin fabric of his suit, and it didn’t look as if there were any blood at all. But of course, she knew better. The suit kept the blood inside, leaving behind a small hole in its wake.

Just like that man in Beaumont, Texas…

Jen and Amy stumbled out of the room behind her. It didn’t occur to Gaby how vulnerable the two women were. They were both unarmed, and they gasped at the sight of the dead man in the hazmat suit lying near one of their own.

“Oh my God, Dan!” Amy said, rushing forward.

She hadn’t gotten more than a few yards when gunfire ripped over her head and shredded a large painting hanging on the wall beside her. Amy instinctively fell to the floor headfirst, sliding comically along the smooth tiles with her hands thrown over her head, as if that would somehow protect her from bullets.

Gaby turned to her right, looking down the hall as another man in a hazmat suit moved toward them, also armed with an M4. The man was taking aim at Amy’s scrambling form when Gaby fired at him. Her first shot missed, but her second shot hit the man in the leg and he stumbled, then turned and hobbled desperately behind a corner.

She heard gunfire from other parts of the hospital, and Gaby desperately longed for a radio. Will insisted everyone on the island carried one, but Mike didn’t have that kind of system in place.

God, they’re so unprepared. How did they survive for so long?

She stopped thinking when the same gas-masked face peered out from behind the corner down the hallway. She snapped a quick shot in his direction, and the man jerked his head back behind the wall as her bullet tore a big chunk off the corner.

Gaby kept her rifle on semi-automatic. She wasn’t worried about ammo. She had two magazines for the rifle around her waist and two more for the Glock in her pouches. She had even more in her pack…back in her room.

She risked a quick look behind her, and saw Jen helping Amy up from the floor, shouting, “Come on, we can’t do anything for him now!” Then she looked back at Gaby. “We have to go!”

“Go where?” Gaby shouted back. “They’re all over the floor! Listen!”

The two women stopped their frantic movements and listened. Gaby saw their faces go from pale and confused to horrified.

The screaming, the gunshots—it was coming from all around them, as if they had just stumbled into the middle of a war zone.

And this day started off so well, too…