I was walking through a small
city which reminded me of the
town where I grew up as a kid
on the south shore of Montreal. 

There were activist sitting on
the side of a street away from
the main. A women caught my eye
and we talked briefly. I was 
saying how I was never really
part of an activist group apart
from doing door to door for 
Greenpeace way back. 

Later I was trying to find her
again but couldn't find the 
same spot. I found their office
where an man greeted me. There
was excitement to meet new 
people, to be part of a group
fighting for a cause. 

On my way out, I see a homeless
at the end of a back street, he
is on fentanyl, the way his body
is static, waiting for the buzz 
to pass. I am aware it's a dream
for a moment, then the junkie
wakes up and starts walking 
normally again. 

reflection

My dreams will often fulfill some
of my desires, this desire to
connect, to share with someone
else. But my dreams often announce 
me some changes in my life. I am 
not sure  in this case where the 
dream is going, and by keeping a
dream journal I can check back 
into my dream log to see what my
dream might have  been trying to 
tell me. 

I had a glipse of awareness today... 
The different layers of awareness
in the dream are interesting: 

- You can be unaware and not even 'in'
your dream (it's like a tv show.)
- You can be in the dream and 
unaware (you are the main actor). 
 -You can be aware without being the
actor (you know you are dreaming 
but it's more like a show) 
 - You can be aware and being the 
main character.  With strong awareness
the dream will have a tendency to freeze
just before waking up. In this moment
everyone in the dream stares at you.  
 - You can be aware but keep it subtle
(the dream continue to develop and you
can roam in it)
 - You can be aware and completely
be in control of the dream. It's like
minecraft in creative mode.