Dreaming about Yasodhara Ashram

There is a satsang being held 
but there is a lot of action going 
on, where are normally sitting an
singning with others. 

I am standing at the back and an 
old friend come and great me. I 
have a hard time recognizing him, 
he got older and fatter. He gives
me a hug but he feels something, 
there is something wrong on my
left side. I try to relax my left
leg and it springs back. I don't
know what to say. 

He mentioned that his partner
is singning. Although she starts
on the note, the rest of the song 
is not really in tuned. I feel
a bit like an outsider, I roam
from one door to the other while
politely greeting people. 

I see the president of the Ashram,
Swami Lalitatnanda. She doesn't 
see me, and I don't feel like 
disturbing her, she is busy. 

One of the participants go out
of the room to fetch a technician. 
He shows people how to disconnect
two metal rings, one sitting in 
the other. 

reflection

I am not too sure about the 
symbolism of the dream. I feel 
it's more something that will 
happens in the next few days or
so. The feeling was quite neutral
as I lived for many years at
the ashram. It's nothing special, 
but it's also a safe place. 

I know I could move there and 
work there and they would be 
welcoming. There isn't a lot 
of place like that in my life.