My awareness practice is
put the test a lot lately. 
My wife is leaving so we're
in the process of re-creating
a different reality. 

This has it's up and down. 
Not only that, but my mind,
in these moment of intensity,
would rather produce fantasy
of any sort to keep me
busy thinking about... 
not this. 

It's always a perfect
moment to practice
awareness, through
Ham Sa.

A friend visited over
the weekend and we
talked about these
npc in our life. When
working with my dream
a lot, I see a lot of
NPC in my day to day 
life. In my dream, I 
would say that everyone
(to a certain exception)
are npc. When you take
the time to observe 
people in your dream, 
they have that same 
absent look in their 
eyes. 

Not only does people
look like NPC in real
life, it also feels 
more like I'm making
it all up... Like I
am creating my life. 
Which is something 
you read often in yoga
or self help text, but
it's hard to experience
it outside of dream 
yoga. 

The Old Computer Challenge
is actually a really nice
practice right now. I think
I'd waste a lot of time in
front of a computer these days
but since I participate
in the occ, I can only use
this mech keyboard and this
epaper screen ebook.