I've always wonder about our reality. What society had to offer wasn't exciting. At a young age I started meditating, doing trataka, and creating my own ceremonies. I latched to everything that could help me in my journey. I started doing lucid dreaming as I had a lot of nightmares and was a sleep walker. The lucid dream practice has ever since been a foundation to my practice. I am starting this log of my practice, to stay accountable for my own evolution, but also to share my experience, which might inspire other.