My dream was too weird to even
write about it. I am not sure if
my dreams a rebelling against my 
sharing them online! 

I know it was a nice dream until
that one part, the only part that
I remember, and that I wouldn't share. 

On top of the presence practice, 
the So-Ham and the breath in smile,
breath out relax, I also practice
self massage. 

At a young age, I got into an 
accident with a city bus. I 
couldn't believe that there was
nothing else to do than to sleep
and rest. So I started massaging
my legs. This got me into massage
school later in life, but also 
got me to massage my whole life. 

So I'll start a section about
massage, not only self massage, 
but also all the other techniques
I've learned. 

My days are going better somehow. 
It feels like my focus on presence
helps me. I rest more, I focus better, 
and I feel the effect of substances
like tobacco and alcohol to be a lot
stronger than usual. 

I have 2 weeks to finish most of my 
work project, I'll work trough the
weekend so this is 12 days that 
I should be able to plow trough 
most of what needs to be done. 

I'll then leave for a few days
for a yoga retreat which will be
much needed. Once back, we'll be
rushing to empty the house as much
as possible for September. I feel
we'll need to hire people to 
come and help and get a few load
of crap to the dump! But that
should be well. 

I'm still looking forward for
this transition to be over. 
Having a bit of breathing time
and relaxed days. A friend in 
sdf 'com' was saying that he 
as looking forward for the winter!
I somehow kind of relate.