MY DEAR LORD
If I have not asked your Lordship for your formal leave to dedicate
this Volume to you, this has been because one part of it, written by me
as an Anglican controversialist, could not be consistently offered for
the direct sanction of a Catholic bishop. If, in spite of this, I
presume to inscribe your name in its first page, I do so because I have
a freedom in this matter which you have not, because I covet much to be
associated publicly with you, and because I trust to gain your
forgiveness for a somewhat violent proceeding, on the plea that I may
perhaps thereby be availing myself of the only opportunity given to me,
if not the most suitable occasion, of securing what I so earnestly
desire.
I desire it, because I desire to acknowledge the debt I owe you for
kindnesses and services rendered to me through a course of years. All
along, from the time that the Oratory first came to this place, you
have taken a warm interest in me and in my doings. You found me out
twenty-four years ago on our first start in the narrow streets of
Birmingham, before we could well be said to have a home or a church.
And you have never been wanting to me since, or spared time or trouble,
when I had occasion in any difficulty to seek your guidance or
encouragement.
Especially have I cause to remember the help you gave me, by your
prudent counsels and your anxious sympathy, when I was called over to
Ireland to initiate a great Catholic institution. From others also,
ecclesiastics and laymen, I received a hearty welcome and a large
assistance, which I ever bear in mind; but you, when I would fill the
Professors' chairs, were in a position to direct me to the men whose
genius, learning, and zeal became so great a part of the life and
strength of the University; and, even as regards those whose high
endowments I otherwise learned, or already knew myself, you had your
part in my appointments, for I ever tried to guide myself by what I had
gained from the conversations and correspondence which you had from
time to time allowed me. To you, then, my dear Lord, more than to any
other, I owe my introduction to a large circle of friends, who
faithfully worked with me in the course of my seven years of connexion
with the University, and who now, for twice seven years since, have
generously kept me in mind, though I have been out of their sight.
There is no one, then, whom I more intimately associate with my life
in Dublin than your Lordship; and thus, when I revive the recollections
of what my friends there did for me, my mind naturally reverts to you;
and again in making my acknowledgments to you, I am virtually thanking
them.
That you may live for many years, in health, strength, and
usefulness, the centre of many minds, a blessing to the Irish people,
and a light in the Universal Church, is,
MY DEAR LORD,
The fervent prayer of
Your affectionate friend and servant,
JOHN HENRY NEWMAN.
BIRMINGHAM,
October 23, 1872.