blog resist him
~tffb
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Ever see the painting "Hands Resist Him"? It was the original
"cursed" image of the Internet. Circulating in the mid/late-90s. An
actual painting, spooky.

Blogging is that, for me - a thing to avoid, so much (mentally)
making me NOT avoid it.

I took issue on Discuss.write.as just now, b****ing at
anyone/everyone about how I bulk deleted (actually, one at a time)
HUNDREDS of photos from Snap.as - which I've used since the week it
was introduced, and after 150+ photos of deleting, I refreshed the
page which ahd frozen. All the "deleted" photos, right back where
they had started! No deletion occurred.

I suggested a bulk deletion option on D.w.a, or the option to
delete a Snap.as account entirely. idk if the admin or anyone will
agree, but it is there! :)

Yea, it dried up - photos, blogging, having a "written life" online
- stream of consciousness, ego-centric text entries and the fallout
therein (responses, lack thereof, mental reassurance, or, lack
thereof) - trying, hammering, doing my best to DO my best at
writing (blogging) to be a decent "Netizen" but also keep the
integrity of a thing I've done diligently since age 8 - writing.

All for nothing, or nothing was all? It came/went - like the
campground I swooned over as a kid: perfect memories, to be turned
into a car lot years later, yet making those memories intrinsically
more sacred/fun.

Never let what "was" hamper what you are doing or or that the was
*was*, but that it was special in itself.

Sorry for the philosophical jabbering, just wanting to delete some
photos...