Writing
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I'm starting to get into a flow of writing like
I feel like I haven't had in months. It's nice
but it comes with a strange kind of anxiety: ah,
could I have just turned this on at any time and
I was being stupid and/or lazy? Is it just
temporary and it's going to disappear again?

I don't know.

My plans to use org mode seem to be working out
well and I'm losing less information than I was
for a bit there. I feel guilty because that
means I'm using my fountain pens a little less
even though I'm also writing a lot by hand as a
free flowing journal.

All I can do is try to keep going.

Here in Portland it's cold and clear, the winter
before the spring rains come back very soon. I'm
getting a chance to walk a lot in the crisp air,
which always helps my brain feel less on
fire. I've been focusing on my health a lot in
the last few weeks, pushing myself harder on
exercise. I want this year to be a good
one. I'll do everything I can to make it one.