Failing
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Lately I've been feeling like I'm failing at
everything. Part of the reason why I feel that
way, I know, is because I'm actually starting to
be more functional again and I'm looking around
at all the things that have piled up and going
"fuck fuck fuck fuck I should have been on top
of all of this by now".

It's a rather hard feeling, not one I
particularly wish on anyone but it's ultimately
a good sign I think that I'm less of a wreck
than I had been if I can

a) conceive that there is a future
b) conceive that I have things to do to make
this future happen