a weekend
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I've been working multiple jobs for so many
years it feels weird that, technically, I can
take a couple of days off.

It's been so long since I had "weekends" that
I feel like this intense guilt over not
working. I'm sitting here with my laptop open
like "oh god there's so much I should be
doing" and I'm attempting to resist that
impulse.

On the other hand if I *want* to be
productive there's the fact that genuary
starts next month and I really want to
actually do it.

It's a monthly challenge, which I inherently
find fun, plus it's generative art which I
love but never seem to make any time for
because

well, see above

So I'm going to try and get back to writing
here more regularly as a "do things that
aren't working but are still social and
productive" exercise and update my list of
photos on the phlog as well.

I like taking little journaling photos and
then dithering them to be only a few dozen kb
in size.

So, yeah, I don't know I might play with
Nannou (the most mature Rust creative coding
library) this weekend just because I've never
used it and see if I can make at least
interesting patterns.