Captain's Phlog 2020.01.13 __________________________________________________ Follow my gaze. The alabaster lamp sits on a linen doily beside an AM radio thats shaped like a model T. The stand is softwood, simple and twenty inches square with a drawer. A novel and sandstone coaster clutter its remaining real estate. Beyond, the vinyl bay window is home to a miniature cabin made by my wifes father mimicing our first home. Its encircled by a garland of faux pine. Batteries in its LED lights need recharging. Below, an electric heater is giving the furnace a much desired rest. In front of me, my wife sits in the glow of her tablet. Reclining in a sweater and covered with a fleece throw, she is cozy. Beside her, a table made from the root and limbs of a yellow birch supports her clutter of notes, the Rolodex of upcoming duties. A small bookcase of pine and dusty ornament balances her command post. Further, the door to the play, server, hobby, sewing, doghouse when we're out room. A faint glow. The gopher controlled lamp must be [on] at the moment. Between the two doorways a 6 branch of grey birch festooned with a string of lights is gripped in the cast iron vise of a tree stand. Two weeks ago it grew out of a mound of colorful boxes. Stability. A triangle geographically and spiritually is completed by my faithful friend. Sleeping. The couch is her throne. The soapbox in front, steps to her dais. She would dig, bow, wipe her feet, recycle, sneeze all at my urging. Younger days. Now hearing, stamina, memory, something else? All lost. Perhaps they're in the couch.