I'm sick
It's been going from my daughter
to my wife to me. I was hoping for
once I could dodge it. 

Apple cider vinegar
Raw garlic
Neti pot
Sleep
Hand washing

I think I slowed it 
down but for the whole
weekend I've been on my back. 

I don't have a lot of energy
for writing. I am mildly
annoyed by how pointless
a lot of my writing is. 

I want to write
something more important
I want to touch and move
I want to bring people togheter 

I want to write my first book.

It's almost done, so while I'm 
sick I spend most of my writing 
potential on finishing it. Once
I am done being sick, I still 
want to spend my first
few hundred words on my book
and then after that on poetry, 
and finally gopher... 

I think 10 more hours of writing
should be enough. I've been on it
for almost 10 years now. Although
it seems long, the ideas and my
practice has been maturing and 
the content has become better and 
better. 

It's called:

The Elements of Meditations

It's a pragmatic guide
on how to create your own
personalized meditation practice. 

So I might write less on gopher
for the comming weeks, which might 
be a good thing. 

When I started writing on gopher, 
I wanted to carefully seclect
what I write. Now I feel it's 
a journal of everything. 
I'm not even sure if it's 
of any interest to anyone. 

I want to write books. 

I already have some content for
a second one, so this first 
book to be published is only there
to open up to the possibilities
or publishing more books!