I'm very slow... 

I mean in a day 
I can edit a short video
Create a corporate deck
Spin a new domain, wordpress, theme it
While broadcasting a radio show
Teaching a Karate Class
and a meditation group

But I still feel very slow... 

Slow for the things 
that really mathers to me

I draw slowly
I learn music slowly
I write my book slowly

So slowly that everything seems
to be stagnating all the time
But there is always movement
like magma under the sea

I got back into writing my book 
a book about meditation

This time around 
is a much simpler 
and an easier process

I started playing
piano again... 
and violin! 

I'm doing 
so many thing...

I took an OCD test just now
16 was the rating

"This may indicate minimal to mild OCD"

Is there an OCD about
learning new stuff
all the time?

I even get tired
of myself sometime

On my desk I have: 

A chinese flute
Ink for drawing
A raspberry pi server, 
connected and running
A mini synthy hand made noise maker
A few led type 
(thank God I got rid of the letter press)
A dj Mixer, Audio card
3 pairs of headphone
A tuning fork
A screwdriver
A salve
A drum machine
Midi converter
Japanese wooden dolls
Chinese ear cleaners
Korean wooden bells
Usb adaptor
a short audio cable
A mic and mic stand
Origami Crane on the speakers
An quasi-abstract paiting of me in the night
An abstract flower, ink and water color

In the middle of it all
a card, hand written:

Happy 
Birthday PaPa!

I Love 
    u!