to tear
to tears

The wind pushed down
one of the pole 
holding the tipi's flap

It tore 
the tipi
melina 
shed some tears

In now see how 
tear and tears
are closely 
related 

une larme
une lame
l'arme
a tears
a blade
a weapon

Once cleanly repaired
it won't look broken
it's the beauty of
a fabric habitation

A good sewing maching
and it's good as new

What happened?

The symbolic of life
always brings about
questions about my life

My mind jumps to 
juging my actions
and what I did wrong

I got angry
at the pole
still dangling
still tearing
the tipi

We have entered
a family drama
from another family

Shouldering the sadness
and rejection

A torned family
a tormented family

She called her dad
sad to be rejected
yet again today

He can't wait 
for someone 
to adopt her

Her sadness 
is intoxicating
I'm worried 
about my own
daugther 

How will she 
take it?

Somedays I'm sad
thinking she won't
be here in a few weeks

Tonight I'm gald
it won't be forever

We're making bonds
we're conntecting
but like a wild animal
she keeps away

A part of me
wants her love
A part of me
is afraid of her 

What happens 
when someone
who haven't had love
falls in love

I can sense
the power 
she could have 
over me

Someone else's drama
in my own home
how did that happen
why did I invited that?

Her mother
had a dream
a yogi
predicted her death

She is afraid
she is unsure
I'm helping her
in lucid dreaming

her sister
now my student
learning violon
healing togheter

this divine comedy
when did it start?
when will it end?