I've had it with everything. Nothing is interesting to me now. The pandemic is 
making me go crazy. The last thing I want is to lose everything. Everyday is a
suffering. If I don't find something to keep my insanity at bay then I will 
never recover. It's a been a month since I left the house. I'm having strange
thoughts. It can be cured but only if I find something that is intriguing. I'm 
waiting, waiting for that day that never comes.

I finished doom today. Although I used a lot of cheats, I felt good in finishing
the game