I never sat down to map my emotional states; I've always had
   trouble comprehending my emotions beyond melonchaly, neutral,
   pleased, obsessive/driven, apathetic, smartass, woah - no
   particular order. Woah is my favorite emotional state.*
   Melonchaly always flows beneath the surface; I let it do its
   thing and acknowledge it without letting it suck me down.*
   [hence obsessive/driven-mode; as long as I'm working on some
   project, I'm ok] I try to activate woah-mode as much as
   possible; wipes out all of the other ones effectively.* It's
   like running at high speed off a cliff, then finding out you
   have the ability to fly, go straight down through the ground
   painlessly and see the innermost nature of particles; sort of a
   Matrix mode without the backbending.