yeah, I've learned to just let 'it' do its thing as it does. When I sit down at the piano, it's the same thing. I just fiddle with a musical idea, and let it take me wherever it goes. I can play for hours if not interrupted and I play 'til my fingers get bored and tired, and then I stop. I do the same with typing. Speaking though, well, that's much different. Standard etiquette of conversation is short, staccatto, back and forth. No room for a verbal tome... no space to get all the thoughts out... someone's impatiently waiting on the other end, not really LISTENING per se, but scanning for _keywords_ which can link what *they're* waiting to say and link them together. And then, interruption. I never got used to the flow of standard conversation. I mean, i can fake it alright, but it's kinda frustrating. So, when I get online, I just "let it go".