Nah, don't feel weird about. I think adulthood doesn't really start to "kick in" 'til you're around 25. Something about the brain finishing up something. That's when you start to _really_ stop and consider your actions, and in a different way than you did before. I remember when it 'clicked in'. Strange stuff. Then around 28, I got called "Sir" and "Mister" and"Mister Udut" for the first time. That was like, *sigh* - guess I'm adult now... even though I'd already been wearing a suit and pretending. Wasn't 'til then that I was like, "Yup, made it I guess"