I don't think you are crazy. *You are not psycho. But you are
   creative. *Perhaps you are able to see things other people
   cannot. Do you paint? *Or write poetry? *Or play music? *Perhaps
   there is a way to express the things you see and feel and get
   them out of your head. It is not your fault. *Something happened
   but I do not believe you were the cause. Perhaps you are a
   receiver of things. *You can see things in your mind that other
   people can't. *I believe that is possible. I hope you can find
   some kind of creative art where you can get these thoughts and
   feelings and sights, take them out of your brain and feeling,
   and they can be put into music, or poetry or drawing or
   painting. Then your creation will act as a mirror and you not
   feel so alone in your thoughts and feelings. *You will see it in
   front of you, or hear it with your ears, and others will be able
   to as well if you share with them, even if they do not
   understand.