we're a part of it too so we'd have to write ourselves into the
   programmable matrix programming the matrix.*tongue emoticon
   *yeah definitely a maybe*tongue emoticon*All our lives are
   unique and I have _no idea_ what is "just me" or what's 'general
   patterns of everybody'. So, I share my "case" (The World As It
   Is To Be Kenneth Udut) and maybe it can help somebody somehow
   somewhere somewaysmile emoticon