Oh, in that case, then you gotta make yourself get obsessed.
   Live, eat and breathe that stuff until you bore everybody around
   you and you don't care if anybody cares or nobody cares. Obsess,
   get compulsive, get anal, amaze yourself. You're doing it for
   you - forget the people around you - forget the school - this is
   your time to shine and damn everything else. Victory is within
   your grasp. You are an olympian, a master student. The light is
   at the end of the tunnel - you just have to jump over those
   crocodiles, get through a few more mazes. You ARE Brilliance.
   Get proud of it. "