My focuses [foci / focii - whatever] change over time. I get
   really interested in a subject, investigate it as far as I want
   to go and then I do something else. While in the midst of it,
   things make perfect sense. But then the information gets spread
   out and generalized somehow and I lose the specifics.
   This for example: A Vine I made on 10/17/2013, over two years
   ago. I see this and I wonder: Who is this guy that was studying
   this, how did he know these things and how did he come to this
   conclusion? The person is me yet it seems like someone else,
   someone smarter. Yet, since then I've learned other things in
   other fields and I'm not focused on this topic. I dunno it's
   weird. The good thing is, all I have to do is google the things
   that I found interesting THEN for a reminder NOW where hopefully
   I'll then go, "Oh yes! I remember why now!" But it's a little
   annoying that memory - or at least mine - doesn't keep the
   specifics once I leave the field of study and get into other
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