Ok, there are some important news. Not really important nor news,
but egal.

I'm learning deutsch. And by learning I mean that some 
non-german people do think I am learning and I received some 
compliments. And I'm learning other important life lessons, 
especially concerning relationships and friendships.

I have yet to understand what level of involvement with a girl 
I do want to have, and she does. I'm completely clueless, as 
the type of relationship thad does not start with dating is 
completely new territory for me. Or courship, yes, also that.
I've realized I've been with girls who were crazy about me, 
that's why I could skip all the courship stuff altogether and 
move to the next step.

And yet I'm really happy to find out I'm learning new things. 
It just gives so much more sense to me living abroad for a 
year, because I'm not really studying as much as I'd like.

To conclude, I've spent the last saturday and wednesday (or 
actually, thursday and sunday early morning) answering 
philosophical questions about what's life, the pursue of 
happiness or something else. And then a friend just came up 
with this important life lesson: People don't care about you, 
and you'll die soon. And this is wonderful, as it means that 
no matter how fucked up you are, or how horribly you think you 
are, in 100 years nobody will ever remember about you. Your 
life should be then governed by your own will only, and 
other's thoughts should not matter that much.