Ah! It's 4 AM, I am writing again. I'm not sure if I am an insomniac or that I prefer the early solitude. I savor this time alone with the cats and the crickets. It is peaceful. But, it is a weekday and the traffic outside on I76 has started making the noise of the morning rush. I prefer the sounds of crickets. The night with its shadows is beautiful. It can be frightful too. Beautiful things are often frightening. Maybe I should say that they are awe-inspiring. Are the feelings of awe and fear kin? Either one overwhelms. They cause the heart to beat fast and the palms to sweat. A bit full of myself this morning? As I contrast the sounds of the morning, I find that both are comforting. Listening to the crickets in the night is hypnotic, and calming. The rhythms of the chirping reassures, life's cycles continue. When you hear the chirping stopped, the reassurance flies. The senses heighten. We wonder what is coming? The crickets remind me of the larger patterns of life. They call to mind the passing of the seasons. We know those eternal cycles of nature that were here before us; will be here long after us. There will be crickets chirping in the night even a thousand years from now. The morning traffic reminds me that I am still a human being. No, I'm not a ghost yet. And while I am not going out the door and joining in the wild dash to the office; I am still part of this river of human hyperactivity. When the highways are silent, it indicates that something tragic happened. We ponder what the future holds. It would be nice that all the rush would calm down a little. And I think a few drivers should invest in new mufflers. I hear my neighbors are up! The closing of a cabinet door in their kitchen is also reassuring. The weekday begins again. The sound of the crickets fades into the morning's din. A bus rolls by the house. The humans are claiming the day. The crickets will be back tonight.