Today is 11 November 2018,

I'm in a really bad state. 

I'm stuck with people that I don't even want to be a part with.

Dropping school is not an option.

Socializing make me crazy. I felt that every hour passes, my sanity is slipping.

I want to die. But someone wouldn't do it for me.

Should I throw myself into a car that was passing nearby?

Truly, I'm living in hell..


NAMELESS

Silence is inviting me
To the place
Beyond this world
Beyond this hell

Abyss is welcoming me
With the everloving darkness
That gun on my desk
Calling my name.

The bird of death
Chirping to me.