Dear Family, I love you from the bottom of my heart. But at times it does feel that I Just need to do something meaningful, and it's not about earning monies, it's got to do more with finding meaning in God economy, saving up treasure in the kingdom that is to come. Yet there lies the conflict because you guys are completely sent from above and already transcend absolutely so much meaning into my life. Many times I catch myself asking how life would be like without you guys. Probably another set of thoughts and questions would transpire from late at night in an office, or overseas in a third world country. Sometimes I wish I knew what I desired on this earth because much of what I seem to look forward to belongs to another world. I couldn't care less about a fancy car or a house, just a efficient form of transport and solitude will do. Help me Lord, to love You and serve Your purpose for me on this earth.