I don't need this
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I'm going to explode again. Rough times with a co-worker. It's been a week now
that we haven't been talking. She has been cranky like crazy. Not the first
time. The first time I blasted at her and my boss for taking her side. They
always think it's all my fault. You see, I am not nice when someone is not nice
to me. I either blast at the person or give that person the silent treatment.
The latter is preferable. It's tough working with moody people. She has a major
personality problem. The person I replaced did not last long. Oh yeah I told
you about that already. Everyone in the office knows her issues. I think they
have been noticing the awkwardness and the silence between us. If I get called
into my boss' office, that would be it. I already have a script planned in my
mind. I would tell her that I would not have this kind of discussion again and
that I would quit. I don't care. I didn't plan to live this long anyway. I've
been so distracted lately. Making stupid mistakes here and there. I already
have no energy doing stuff I need to do, it got even worse with the stupid
immature stuff that are going on at work. I should not let stuff at work bother
me I know. I spend most of my waking hours at work and so I expect that it
would be a tolerable place to be in. I hate my job because of it. I actually
like my job but it's the people around me that is making me hate it. I need a
new job... or maybe I just won't work... or just die or something.