show emotions and get attacked
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I'm a big fan of the winter olympics... and every four years (during olympics)
I have always been telling myself to continue learning snowboarding or skiing
but for many years I still have not done it. I'm the king of procrastination!

The last time I snowboarded was like.... many years ago in my 20s! LOL

Need to be inspired... motivated.

Dyed my hair black last weekend! No more flashy hair colour for me... for now
anyway... but I'm liking my new hairstyle... and people around me have been
telling me the same. 

My hairstyle looks like a Korean pop star.

Ha ha!

It's so black now! Well, kind of dark brownish when light hits it. It's kind of
short too.

I had this style before too... about 5 years ago.

I'm just so thankful I still have lots of hair. I'm so scared when the time
comes I start balding.

... well, I already have plans for that --- shave it all off.

... but when I do I look like a Buddhist monk.

It's been snowing a lot lately... of course... it's winter... and I'm in
Canada.... and I moved further north of the city.

I ended up not quitting... again... today. I was going to... but my boss was
very nice to me today. 

I need to be motivated for that too. God, why do I procrastinate on just about
everything!

I did not do well with my "depression" points last time I saw my shrink.

... did my shrink just flirted with me?? Ha ha. I don't mind. I'm attracted to
them actually. Ha ha. 

I'm just being paranoid.

Should I tell them my true feelings for them tomorrow since it is Valentine's
Day -- the day I hate the most. Maybe i will tomorrow. I need to stop being
attracted to s people!

Good night.