Updates -------- Hello. It's been a while I know. So I've started a new job last week. I had a job for 2 months before that but I decided to quit that for my current job since it's more inline to my interest and past experience. The new job has been OK so far... not exactly what I expected but it's tolerable. Maybe my expectations are just too high. I'm still doing my underground radio show on aNONradio.net. These past 3 months have been crazy for me... to the point that I was really close to going insane but with renewed faith I have been able to manage. I lost quite a bit of weight in the past few months. I think I'm sick. I just know it. I scheduled for an annual physical exam last month but my doctor cancelled it due to system problems. I was going to rebook but I keep forgetting to do it. I think I just don't want to find out what I have. Some pointers learned in the past few months: 1) Stop negative thoughts. 2) Relax. God will take care of things for you as long as you pray and have faith. 3) Stop snapping at people. OK I am so sleepy now.