2021-01-09 ------------------------------------------------------------------ I have been reading "Denial of Death" by Ernest Becker. He has an interesting spin on Freud, focusing on death as the core dilemma rather than sexuality, which stays as a sort of mediating anxiety between the individual and the grave. I find the general idea quite convincing and Becker a powerful writer although there is an awful lot of Freudian psycho-hydraulics (as Alan Watts used to call them) in the book. The idea is that life is intolerable due to death anxiety and this makes people lie to themselves and get into "little heroics" approved by culture, like careers and progeny and such. The people who are unable to lie to themselves (to the same degree) are the ones deemed insane. They invent elaborate ways of deflecting the truth, but eventually cannot. The only ones able to rise above the situation are the insanes with talents, in other word artists. Their talent grants them the ability to get into real heroics. They make their lives a pursuit for a personal vision of the world that enables them to give an honest accounting of their vision while being culturally approved (at least potentially and liminally). I don't necessarily recommend the book due to it's tedious hydraulics, but I heard a nice podcast about it and related matters. Lex Fridman with Sheldon Solomon, check it out if you are interested. As a side note, Lex's podcast is really quite good. It feels to me that he has found his voice during the past year. ------------------------------------------------------------------