2020-02-19 ------------------------------------------------------------------ What is a healthy state of mind? I don't see many people who are not distracting themselves or numbing themselves. Is that the best we can hope for? Is all business distraction and is all rest numbing? I suppose this is the sort of question that you can only ask in a time of relative luxury compared to human existences through the ages. If you had a family that was chronically on the brink of starvation, you would not be asking. Is that why people are so into disaster movies? Living in an emergency makes your role in it seem more than just a distraction. Of course it is also in some very real way true that a regular career is a complete waste of time when compared to the necessities of surviving disaster. I've been listening to podcasts about effective altruism and how to have an impactful career. Some of it is a bit high flung. I mean, talking about the heat death of the universe is not what I would call effective use of time. But other stuff is very interesting. I just listened the 80000 Hours Podcast about reacting to a virus like the Corona and it is just pretty amazing how humanity is constantly being caught with their pants downs. It really seems to me like most people who are supposed to be "responsible" are just collecting a paycheck, not really trying to get into shape for the next big hit. Just things like, there are no extra beds for a big outbreak. The personal protection that hospitals have (like masks and gloves) will run out in a couple of days if the supply line is interrupted. And the supply is coming from China, which seems to be where all these flus come from as well, so you can bet that in case of a biggie the supply lines will be interrupted. Most countries don't have a general plan to an unknown pandemic with high infection rate. And this is not the only field where things are like this. It's really absurd. You can look anywhere and you have a bunch of lazy bureaucrats sitting on their asses. And if you go there and try to make things better, they will actively try to stop you since you make them look bad. ------------------------------------------------------------------