-------------------------------------------- Relapsed 2019.11.09 20:04:19 CET -------------------------------------------- It's amazing how addictions work at a different layer of the psyche. I've read so much about addiction and know one never gets rid of them, but just keeps them under control on a daily (even hourly) basis. I know how prejudicial they are to me. Yet all this knowledge isn't enough - it operates at a different layer than addictions. I have a lot of thinking and self-analyzing to do.