# Angst

Once again I am feeling more pain on the right side of my abdomen
reaching into the area of my back where the rib cage ends. I visited
the gastroenterologist on Friday and told him everything. He said that
taking into account that I had three surgeries and a lot had to be cut
out, my current complains sound reasonable. Nevertheless he offered to
do an ultrasound scan next time as I expressed my fear of
complications. However - as always - getting an appointment is not so
easy and I only got one on April 20th for the sonography.

I hope that it will be better next week and maybe everything was only
due to the weather. Severe weather struck our region in the last
couple of days with heavy winds and even snowfall in some areas. I
just read that on a snowy section of highway A9 a car overturned in
the night. Fortunately all got out of the car on their own and only
suffered some mild injuries.

So I hope my problems are only some bad weather related aches. After
what happened I do not want something silently growing in me again.
OK, the last time (after my first surgery) there were some more
serious signs as I got more tired and sleepy every day, I could not
take my daily strolls and then had very high fever. And come on! It's
been almost half a year since me lying on the operating table. I can't
do that again so please internal organs, behave!