1-15-2019 ========= A girl in my January seminar stood up today at the beginning of class and announced that she was self-publishing a book of poems. Everyone clapped. In sixth grade, before DARE class, a bunch of kids stood up and showed off the shittily-bound books that they were "publishing", and then they got pissed and gave me death glares when I cheered when the DARE officer finally came in and forced us all to change subject. I have written five books in my life- almost six- but because I can't ever publish under my real name, I will never receive credit and accolades from my peers. Time is a circle, yet again.