2-14-2019 ========= It's one of those bleak days again. I've got most everything due tomorrow done early, but... there's some kind of awful anxiety still sitting in my chest. I'm working on trimming my music library down by half. So many discographies that I torrented in the hopes of saving entire discographies, but so little that I actually end up listening to, let alone like enough to listen to more than once every three months. I have the hard drive space, but so far, it's all just sitting on one drive. And if last year taught me anything, it's that hard drive crashes are pretty catastrophic. Some day I'd like to drop out of college and save up money for a tiny house and a hardy truck to pull it around with and then strike out on my own. A minimalist life, like solderpunk from the Zaibatsu writes about. There's not really that much that I need, anyways. Just money for food and gas and occasional upkeep when something mechanical breaks down.