I've been thinking to myself that I want to "feels" more often, more frequently. And so here I am. I feel like I am ingaging with town more in some ways and less in some ways. I'm not sure what my feelings are around that. Maybe it's around creating and contributing. Maybe I should write more and see how I feel. Maybe dust off the old "diatribe" newsletter, or revive my gossip column on the intranet, which I did like twice. That kind of content was always interesting to me because it lines up well with one of the things that makes town so interesting to me: it's kind of a walled garden. No external access to a lot of its resources. It's a little insular and a little exclusive. You can't get the newsletter unless you log into town and check your mail. And so it is with a lot of town stuff. So what is it I want to do? Make exclusive content for my exclusive friends? Is this just the smug satisfation of being hip to the scene? Maybe!