I'm sick. I'm lying in bed. Tomorrow we'll have a family trip for a few days.
I'm trying to get better before we fly. Really looking forward to the trip and
build memory together.

Recently, the family has been much better. G's being mending with the past and
has been talking to her parents. I didn't do quite well last year at work, and
I wanted to get some traction back on the career now. Had a trip to another
city, met some co-workers, feeling the in-person connection was much stronger
than working remotely - that definately contributed to my work issue and my
feeling there. Recently I've been working quite intensively - I think that's
one of the reason that I'm sick right now. I want to remind myself that
sacrificing for work is never worth it. Last time it sort of cost my
relationship with my family. And this time I need to remind myself to strike
the balance well.

Overall, all is good, and looking forward to the trip. Hope to get better
soon!