Sometimes I hate myself, I really do.

So today I went to the zoo as my class trip. It was a lot more fun than I expected. On snother school related note I hsve sn english essay due in half an hour at midnight I do not think that I will be finishing it anytime soon. The stress is really getting to me. Although most of my day was amazing I was thinking about suicide again tonight. I don't know why it is a reoccuring though in my mind, go figure.

I am also typing this entry from a windows tablet and an ipad bluetooth keyboad. So please ecuse any spelling errors. It is torturous. the spacing of the keys is all messed up and I cannot type quickly. It does not have an escape key either, which as you can imagine, does not make the command line (or vim) fun.