Sometimes, the silliest tasks make one seem productive.

I just freed up a ton of disk space on my laptop. Roughly... half the drive, or so. (It's got a 120GB SSD, for reference.) Feels good doing that. Maybe I'll sort out the files soon.

It's interesting how having a clean "digital space" so to speak improves the mood. Physical spaces do this too, of course, but it's a lot harder to come across extra physical space whereas disk space is a lot easier - you can just shift things around between disks, and it's not too difficult or expensive to purchase more!

I'm nervous as hell about this financial firm job offer thing. We'll ask our questions tomorrow, and evaluate the situation from there.

I'm scared. <a href="https://twitter.com/MegDraws/status/710244609398611970">This tweet</a> should kinda sum everything up pretty well. My biggest fears are "health/wellness" and "friends/family" put on hold, and sacrificing hobbies/interests. I already feel like I've done plenty of both.

(But what if it pays a livable wage?)

I dunno. I also fear I'd end up being the one going after people for money. People like me at my current job, even if it is a giant ball of stress sometimes. I really don't want to be "that evil guy".

(honestly, I imagine many bill collectors and other such reviled positions really don't enjoy being the "bad guy". They're just doing their job. It's a dirty job, but someone's gotta do it.)

I don't know anything anymore.

what a mood swing.